***************THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS LITTLE SELF HARM************

Don't feel nervous, my mum, I frowned not looking at her, I wasn't nervous, I was just not into therapy sessions. We got to her office, she was sitting facing an empty armchair, she was on a black dress, heels, and a white coat, Her hair was packed in a tight bun just the right amount of makeup was on her face.

Miss Santiago is nice to meet you again finally, she said softly giving me a small smile

Take a seat, I did take a seat and my mum left the room, I relaxed on the chair

How have your months been, she asked still with her smile

I don't know, I said with a deep frown sitting up and  tucking a strand of hair behind my ear

We have talked about your anger, you have really bad anger issues and the stress would affect you a lot, she trailed, I sighed

Do you think is that easy, I asked annoyed

It would be, if you listen, she said, I glared at her

Follow the breathing techniques, I exhaled and inhaled

She talked about my illness, I had post traumatic stress disorder but mine was somehow worse because of my anger issues in quote that she thinks I have, I don't have anger issues. she said my brain couldn't handle to many stress that I may die or go insane which I think is bullshit by the way. After my section was over, I was at least thankful she didn't tell me to go into detail about my months. I was taken home by my P.A and my mum decided to stay

Mum please don't bother me, I have had a long day, I said softly, she nodded, I walked into my room, taking off my clothes, I got into the bathtub staying in my bathroom for a really long time, when I was totally clean from the disgust I felt around my body, I wore a thin strap vest and pajama pants, blow drying my hair, I got downstairs looking around everywhere looked quiet as it always was, my mum finally left, I got to the kitchen reaching the fridge, I stuck with a light dinner, my eyes caught sight of the knives, when I opened the drawer for spoons. I stared at it for a while then got hold of it, I raised my arm, This little voice inside wanted me to cut myself, maybe it would hurt more than emotional pain even if it was for a split second, I cut my arm, I winced softly looking at my blood as it slowly got out, it didn't hurt as much

Eleonora, my mum called in shock, she ran to me hitting the knife away from my hand to the floor

What are you doing, she got a hold of my arm

Why do you always hurt yourself, she looked at me with teary eyes

This doesn't hurt mum, maybe if I cut myself more, I said almost picking the knife but she stopped me

Stop, she yelled breaking into tears, she held my arm lightly

You can't keep doing this to yourself 

I'm doing nothing, I said calmly, she picked the knife tossing it in the sink, she got a first aid kit taking me to the living room, she began to treat my little bruise

It's so deep, it's bleeding so much, she said in a cracked tone, why was she crying,  I was the one with the bruise.

Honey, please don't try hurt yourself, you will get through this, we would get through this together, she touched my arm, I stared at her face not knowing what to say, she still wants to love me even after I lashed out that day

Stay here, I'll get you dinner, she said packing the first aid, she left, she couldn't still care, but she sounded like she meant every word she said, I was a bad daughter but she's still here for me.

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About yesterday, I asked softly looking at my P.A who stood uncomfortably

I'm sorry Miss, she apologized not looking at me

Look at me, I ordered, she slowly lifted her head reaching my gaze

I called you to bail me out, why was Axel Martinelli their, I asked a little annoyed

I'm really sorry Miss, I tried bailing you out but I couldn't, she said a little scared

And Axel could, I snapped glaring at her

Yes Miss, she answered softly, I stared at her, calm down Nora's, she's probably telling the truth

No one should hear of this, I said and she nodded

He actually made sure the officers kept their mouth shut, she said and my brows furrowed in confusion

 Why would he do that, I asked with a frown, I sued that stupid department, they would learn never to mess with me

I don't know Miss, she answered, I told her to leave which she did, I rested my back on my chair looking at the crème ceiling, I heard someone enter my office

Can't you knock, I asked thinking it was my P.A

I can, but I don't want to, my eye widened, I looked at the person seeing it was Axel

You look better, he said with a dimpled smile

Why are you here, I asked with a frown

Came to see how your doing, he said and I scoffed

Why, you want to see, how I'm doing after your father threatened me, I said with a smirk

I feel great Axel, he smirked

you have time to spare, he asked, I raised my eyes brows

Why would I waste my time with you, the last time that happen it ended badly, I said calmly, he frowned a little

I want to talk about that, he said and I laughed lightly but he wasn't laughing

That was a joke right, I asked, he sighed coming towards my table

it wasn't, 5 years ago was, I placed my hand out making him stop

I don't want to hear any of your bullshit, I spat coldly, he looked at me

5 years ago was a mistake, he said and I nodded

Yes, it was a big mistake and I'll regret it for- he cut me off

I'm sorry, That caught me by surprise but I didn't let him notice my surprised expression

What do you take me for, I'm not that pathetic little college girl you fooled, I spat glaring at him

I regret what I did, what can I do to make you forgive me, he said and I shook my head, somehow my eyes met with his, if old Eleonora was here, she would have actually believed him but I know too well, his still a really good actor

There's one thing you could do, I said in a serious tone

Leave, stay away from me, I want to ruin you, he looked surprised

I'm surprised you don't know what you did to me, I said, he frowned

If you would let me explain, he said and I glared at him

You lost the right to explain a long time ago, as much as were partners don't come here whenever  you want, you can get my P.As number from the receptionist, I said, he licked his lower lip

Could you leave, I focused on my folder and not him

What did my father tell you, he suddenly asked, I smirked flipping my pen 

Why don't you go ask him your self, I said rolling my eyes

I would love to here it from you he said, he was seated on the chair facing me, I called security which got here longer than I expected, I glared at the fools

Get him out of here, I ordered looking down at my file, I sensed Axel still seated on the chair, I looked at him seeing he had a smirk on his face

Why are you standing like fools, Get him out, I glared at them, then Axel signaled them to leave which they did

You forget I own this company too , so they can't throw me out, he announced which annoyed me so much, I would never use illegal ways to get what I want. Axel should have his laughs and smirks now, my plan to destroy him and his family would come to past surely.

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