Please read till the end. If you don't wanna, oh well, at least read the announcement at the end. Trust me, it's relevant to the future of this story and it's kinda important to both me, and you if you are interested in this story.

How should I start this...? It's just been so long, Idek if I have anymore fans for this Fanfic Novel anymore. I feel like everyone has left this book behind and moved on to the finer things in life. I'm gonna admit, I thought that I'm done with this. That I'm done writing my imagination out into this world. Now here I am thinking about it all over again. 

Lemme tell you all a little story. Somewhat connected to this fanfic, but at the same time, it's nothing related to it. There will be an announcement about this story at the end of this whole thing, so if you really want, you can skip down to it. I think there are many different aspects of this that many of you all can relate to. 

Ahem,

There was a boy in 9/10th grade struggling with his self identity. He didn't know who he was, and pretty much felt like trash. He knew that deep down inside of him, there was someone who had the potential to be loved by the world, by those around him. However, that's all that was. He wasn't able to break out of his shell. The boy kept trying, and the more he tried, the further away from what he wanted ended up happening. 

He hated himself. He was not smart, he wasn't athletic either, anti social was his middle name, and he was good at hating himself. There were times he looked into a mirror and went "Holy fuck, I literally suck. There is nothing I'm average at. I'm literally the worst at everything, and if I'm not the worst at something, I'm definitely below average." He spiraled deeper and deeper into dare I say depression. Then one day, he decided he wanted to let his imagination loose. He wasn't proud of anything he was given, but he knew he was blessed with his imagination.

It started off with 1 story. He started writing one story, and he saw the views go up. He was.... happy.... He enjoyed being in control of a world he made his own is what he thought, but what he liked more was that people took their time of day to read it. He continued writing, and soon realized that the reviews had haters in it who left pretty hurtful comments. However, he didn't let that hold him back. He decided to type another story with the aim of being better than the first story. Then came another story. Then another. Then another again. 

It continued till he decided that he wanted to write stories for himself since the "fans" were a punch of ass-hats. In order to do that, he needed a fresh start. He needed to start over on another writing platform called Wattpad. His first chapter attracted literally no views. The next few chapters didn't yield any better results. He ended up typing up a few chapters for himself, and then realized the positive comments he started receiving. Slowly, one by one, the following on his story grew to 200 views- no, to 600! No- to 1,000! NO- TO 2,000!! 

Before he knew it, he had more fans than he could possibly have imagined. He had always been grateful to his fans, and they were who fueled his motivation behind his novel. He felt blessed for literally every single comment he saw. For every vote someone gave his story! He started developing as a human being because of all love he received from his fans. His confidence steadily started increasing. His social skills improved due to one on one conversations within his inbox, and the comments of his story. His newfound happiness transferred from the his own mini world he created out into the real world.

However, tragedy struck.... He stopped being consistent with his story and he had stopped typing for a short duration of time. Then he started noticing a decline in the amount of reads he received. His fans had become his motivation, and the more readers that stopped reading, the more his motivation dropped. His lack of motivation only increased, and the guilt started consuming him. He started making excuses as to why he can't put out chapters anymore.

Before he knew it, he stopped typing up any more new chapters. He stopped responding to each and every comment like he used to as well. 

If you haven't figure this out yet, that guy is me. That's my story ever since I found Wattpad in a nutshell. The purpose of what I typed was to talk about how literally all of you played a part in making me who I am today. I wanted to also discuss why I stopped typing. I also wanted to let you all know exactly how I feel about you all. I also wanted you all to know the reason I stopped typing.

Announcement time!!

Now that you all know about why I stopped, I want to let you know where I stand now. I have up to mid January to do whatever tf I wanna do. I decided that I want to invest back into this story for the sake of whichever fan is left. If I'm going to continue with this story, I'm going to re-start it. I'll start from chapter 1, and continue on. If I end up finding the love from my fans I used to receive before, I'll continue. If no one gives a crap, oh well. This story ends prematurely then.

Sometime soon, I might end up picking up the mantle of where I left off, unpublished all of the previous chapters, and re-do them all. After all, I'd like to say my typing, English, grammar, communication skills, etc has reached new heights. I won't say the remastered version of this fan-fiction novel will be identical, but it will definitely be the same for the majority of it SO NO NEED TO WORRY IF YOU ARE WORRIED ABOUT STARTING OVER CUZ I'LL BE DOING THAT ANYWAYS.

Well then.... Please leave a review! Lemme know if you're an OG fan! Lemme know if you related to my own personal life story. If you're one of the OG ones who talked to me before, I can almost GUARANTEE you I remember you, so feel free to hit me up.

Remember, even though I don't know each of you, I love you, and I thank you all for your continuous support throughout the years (Yes, it had been years! It's crazy!)

SEE YOU ALL SOON IN THE COMMENT SECTION ONCE THE NEXT/PREVIOUS CHAPTERS ARE OUT! I'm going to unpublished everything within a few days except this. Until then, ✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼