These chapters start halfway through the original chapters just so you all don't have to read what you already have. I know you came for smut so here it is and enjoy!

When I enter the house, I notice the equipment that was being used earlier is gone and so is Jay. I guess they took him to the pack hospital. Heading straight to the couch, I collapse on it. I would go upstairs but right now, I just need to lay down and forget. I don't know how I'll forget though. I don't know how long I lay down staring up at the ceiling but after a while, Thaddeus' footsteps sound to the right of me. He stops right beside me not doing anything. I want to talk to him, but at the same time I don't know what I've got to say. This was an uncomfortable silence and someone needs to break it. It goes on for a few more moments before Thaddeus sits down beside me..

"We found Arianna and John," he says. "They were trying to sneak out but my guards found them."

I only nod without looking at him. He sighs before looking away. I suddenly speak up. "Thaddeus, I need to forget what happened. Just for a few hours or so..."

My wolf tried to mask her surprise at what I said but she failed miserably. I could feel it at the back of my mind. She instantly began purring, excited at my not so subliminal proposal. 

For once I didn't feel less bold than how I felt at the moment though. From the corner of my eye, I could see him staring at me confused but I sensed his realisation once he connected the dots.  I was so forward about this that all Thaddeus did was stare. I shuffled under his gaze which I sensed travelling up and down my body. I fought the blush on my face as I turned to stare back at him. I could tell I wasn't the only one affected by my forwardness. His eyes looked black as night but I could have sworn there was a flicker of emotion lingering underneath.

"Thaddeus," he tensed. "We will have to Mate anyways and putting it off like this won't do us any good." 

Standing up, I fill the space between us. Almost hesitantly, I place a hand on his arm. "It'll happen eventually," I murmured, keeping my gaze on him. I let my eyes drop to his lips just as he suddenly pulled back. 

"Annabel, I'll hurt you," he ran a hand through his hair. He walks to the kitchen as I linger on behind him. 

"Thaddeus I am so tired of putting this off. One day, maybe not now but soon all those feelings we have are just going to explode and all that resisting will be useless by then."

"Which is why we'll wait," he states grabbing a glass cup and a bottle. I stare at him with the obvious question in my eyes. He doesn't respond, instead he pops open the bottle and pours the liquid in the cup half way. I thought he was going to drink it but instead he handed it over to me. I stare at him and then to the drink he has in his outstretched hand. "It won't do anything to you. You're a werewolf."

"I know," I scowl but I still refuse to take it. "You know it's kind of rude to just randomly pull out a bottle of alcohol while someone is trying to have a conversation with you."

He ignores me and turns around downing the drink. "Thaddeus I know-" I cut myself off and take a deep breath before starting again.  "I know that you want me as much as I want you, but you're fighting yourself. We can't live our lives afraid of what will happen. We will figure something out. But right now, I need you more than anything and I know the same goes for you."

He doesn't turn around. Placing my hand on his arm like how I did earlier, I wedge myself in between him and the kitchen counter. I immediately press my lips to his neck and run my fingers up and down his chest. The bottle of alcohol is forgotten as his hands cup my chin tilting upwards. "Are you sure?"

I nod my head keeping eye contact. His thumb traces my bottom lip just as we connect our lips. It's slow and hesitant on his part but I press my lips against his more firmly. Our lips are both moving in sync and all I can think about is his bed. I guess he had the same thought because he doesn't break the kiss at all as he lifts one of my legs and wraps it around his waist. I do the same to the other and his hands cup on my bottom. He starts walking somewhere as I gasp for air. His lips meet the base of my neck making me moan out loud. He smirks against my neck as he continues on what he is doing.

If this was any other situation, I would have pointed out that he smirked but my main focus wasn't on that right now. I don't know how long it took but in a matter of moments, I was on my back on my mates bed, as he lay over me. His arms were on either side of my head caging me. The rhythm of my heart was beating at such a fast pace, I was afraid of fainting right before we even got to mate. Thaddeus must have noticed my discomfort because he stopped.

"What's wrong?" He asks moving back.

"What if I faint?" I question just realising how idiotic that sounded.

"How?" He looks at me with a curious question in his eyes making me look away.

"Never mind," I mumbled observing his night stand. I suddenly remember the last time I was here and the objects I found in there. My face burns red as Thaddeus gives me a confused glance. I shake my head at him before sitting up and gently nibble on his bottom lip. This causes him to press me down into the bed as he kisses me passionately. Moaning, I reach down and pull off my shirt making him move away to give me some room. As I do this, Thaddeus removes his own shirt and tosses it away.

His beautifully sculpted body comes into view. My hands do their own thing and explore him; the sounds coming from him have me wanting him even more. I trail my fingers down his muscled torso and even down his scar.

He stiffens, suddenly taking a large inhale and growls catching me off guard. Grabbing my breasts through my bra, he kneads them. I gasp arching my back into him as his lips descend onto the space between my breasts. Suddenly, his tongue darts out and he licks my chest. These actions have me out of breath. I moan as loud as I can but cover my mouth afterwards. Thaddeus is staring at me with a mixture of amusement and desire. Covering my face, I hear him chuckle above me before he softly removes my hands.

"Too late to be embarrassed," he says as my bra comes apart. He pauses observing me. I begin to feel self-conscious about my body and as I begin to cover up, he stops me. "You're beautiful," he says pecking my lips once. "You don't need to cover up."

A smile blooms my face the same time a hesitant expression crosses his face. "Are you sure you want to do this?"

I roll my eyes but nod anyways. He doesn't make a move as he just watches me. I sigh wrapping my legs around him. That seems to do something because Thaddeus is doing magic to me in seconds. His mouth descends onto my left erect nipple and I gasp. He softly toys with the one in his mouth while his hand comes up to play with the other. I tilt my head back into the pillows trying to stifle a moan. Biting down on my lip, I grip Thaddeus' biceps and moan. He stops though making me shoot him a shock full expression. He smirks again, making me melt. My panties were practically drenched at this point. His hands go to his pants and quickly removes them. My eyes catch sight of the large bulge very prominent in between his legs.

My mouth goes dry at the sight. How was that supposed to fit into me? Thaddeus lets out a low husky chuckle and for a moment I stare up at him as if he is crazy.

"Don't worry," he says pecking my neck. "We're Mates. I should be able to fit."

I cover my face again. "I'm so glad you find this amusing."

Without any other words, Thaddeus tugs at my sweatpants. I hastily get them off as he unashamedly checks out my panties. He nips at my thighs before heading straight for my belly area. I feel his fingers graze the top of my underwear making me bite down on my bottom lip hard. He looks at me one more time. "If you don't think you're ready, tell me now."

"I am ready. The question is," I trail off reaching for the hem of his boxers, "are you?"

The moment he yanks off my underwear, I yank down on his boxers. I help him get me out my underwear as he gets out of his boxers as well. I freeze for a moment seeing his very erect penis. All of a sudden, my face turns red. I'm still laying down on the bed but his member is rather big, long, and red. I watch as Thaddeus stays in between my legs. I feel him part my legs and I jump at the warm air down there. His mouth was very close to me. It sent tingles up my spine. I glance down but gasp and squeeze my eyes shut when something warm touches me down there. I force my eyes open and see Thaddeus moving a finger back and forth in and out of me. For some reason, it was arousing to watch him do so.

"Thaddeus," I moan. His head snaps up to mine and I watch desire cross his eyes. The speed of his finger moves faster and soon enough there's a second finger in me. "Thaddeus," I moan, throwing my head back.

A weird feeling at the bottom of my belly grows. I never felt this before. As Thaddeus adds another finger, I hold tightly to the sheets under me. The feeling at the pit of my stomach feels like a build up. Something was going to happen and I was eager for it to come. Lost in the pleasure, my hips begin to move on their own accord. I follow Thaddeus's movements with my own hips when it happens. My heart beats so quickly and I'm almost sure I'm going to pass out.

"Thaddeus," I groan. "I need to- ugh- I'm going to-"

I let out a loud short lived scream. As if a dam exploded within me, I ride it out continuing to move my hips with Thaddeus' non stopping fingers. My insides clench onto his digits as I gather the bed sheets in my hands and squeeze. Finally, Thaddeus removes his fingers. Tired, I lean back and glance down to see Thaddeus staring down at his fingers drenched in my juices. His tongue swipes out and I watch wide eyed as he licks everything on his fingers. A small gasp comes out as I watch him do so. He meets my gaze and removes his fingers from his mouth before lowering his face into my groin. He groans in approval.

I don't have much time to think before his tongue comes out and licks up my slit. My breathing is still uneven and instead of gripping the bed sheets, I hold onto Thaddeus' head. At my movements it seems that he takes this as encouragement. Thaddeus licks slowly up and down before he forces my legs even farther apart, opening myself up to him. He devours my insides with all his tongue movements. I move my hips in time to meet with his tongue strokes. While doing so, I grip his hair even tighter.

"Thaddeus!" He only moved his tongue faster. His fingers come up again as he parts me completely to feast upon me. I bite down on my lip feeling the same build up happening.

The only sounds in the bedroom was my moaning, Thaddeus' licking, and the bed creaking from all our movements. My mouth drops wide open as I throw my head back again. The same feeling of a release occurs and Thaddeus finally looks up at me. He positions his body over mine and presses his lips against my shoulder blade. He lays in between my parted legs while continuing to lick my neck. My hand comes up as I hold his head against me. Thaddeus cages me under him and lowers himself onto me.

An awkward high sound comes out of me when I feel a rather hard object against my spread thighs. I have the urge to shut my legs but we were already too far gone to quit. Thaddeus rocks his length against me before I feel it placed on my center core. My eyes fall shut as I take the time to enjoy this feeling. Suddenly, Thaddeus pulls away and I open my eyes to see him leaning over me. His length is away from my core. I watch as he looks through his drawers before pulling out a familiar looking item. My cheeks blush when he pulls away and rips open the condom package. He rolls it on all the while keeping his eyes on me. When he places it on all the way, he leans back over me and we resume our previous position.

I connect my lips to Thaddeus as he begins to push inside of me. The feeling is unusual but I try to grow accustomed to it. He stops for a moment to give me time to breathe. He watches me out of breath. My chest heaves up and down even though I'm not doing any work. My heart was beating at a crazy speed and I'm sure I'm going to faint.

"You are not going to pass out," he murmurs under his breath as he watches me carefully. No doubt he knew what I was thinking.

I smile up at him and urge him to continue. He moves forward and as the pain grows, he suddenly does something that makes me nearly mad yet relieved. Instead of waiting, he forces all of himself in. A small shout escapes from me as little tears leak from the corner of my eyes. At his movements something inside of me breaks and we still trying to get used to this feeling. He presses his lips against the small trails of tears on my face before playing with one breast to distract me. I grit my teeth as the pain slowly subsides. When it doesn't hurt as much, I urge Thaddeus to move. He pulls his hips up before thrusting back in. My body jolts at his movements as he continues doing this. He groans gripping my hips while I squeeze my eyes shut. Realizing my hands are being useless, I bring them up and wrap them around the back of Thaddeus's neck.

I pull Thaddeus' down feeling the same feeling building up again. Pleasure takes over as Thaddeus moves his length back and forth. "Thaddeus," I moan out. My moaning comes out and sounds near his ears. "Harder."

At my words, Thaddeus moves at an extremely fast pace. I didn't even know he could go this fast. The bed underneath us creaks over and over at a steady rhythm. I don't know what to say other than the fact, this felt great and extremely satisfying. I wrap my legs around Thaddeus and his large length somehow finds deeper access into places he hadn't found before. All he has to do is slam down straight into me and I explode.

I scream and move my hips along with his to ride out my peak. It seems this motivates him to keep going even faster. Thaddeus thrusts back and forth before tilting my head up and biting down on my neck. He marked me. This increases my own pleasure and I moan against his ear. His fingers dig into my hips before he suddenly stiffens on top of me.

"Annabel," he groans before gripping the covers under me. He tosses his head back as pleasure racks over his body. "I can't hold it in anymore."

I thrust my hips up along his movements. As he reaches his peak, I lean up and take a hold of his head, pulling it to the side to expose his neck to me. Letting my teeth elongate into canines, I pierce the skin on his neck, marking him. 

Thaddeus groans in pleasure at the sensations happening. I lick the blood from his wound as he moans under his breath. When we fall from our peak, I pull away from his neck and stare up at him. A small smile takes over my expression before Thaddeus pulls out of me. I must admit, I did feel sort of empty without us being that close.

When Thaddeus collapses onto our bed breathing heavily, I feel great. I was tired but at the same time I felt stronger. I glance at Thaddeus only to see him staring at me. He wraps his arm around me and pulls me into his sweaty side. I don't mind as all I do is lay my head on his chest. I sling my arm across his torso and keep my gaze on him.

I smile and touch the mark I made at the base of his neck. He closes his eyes for a second groaning lowly before reopening them. Just by the way he was staring at me, I knew we weren't going to be finished for a while.