I find Kameron and Karson playing in the sand with some sticks. Kameron has built a sand castle and Karson is acting like a bad guy that's going to take over the castle. Kameron acts like a princess in trouble so I swoop in and act like a knight. "Hey, no fair!" Karson says. "Girls can't be Knights."
"They can if they want to be." I say
"Fine. I guess it's alright I'm better at pretend anyways." Says Kameron.
"Oh is that so." I say getting closer. "Let's see what the tickle monster has to say." I tickle him until he's in a fit of laughter. "Okay okay you guys win." He says still laughing. I stop as Kameron laughs at Karson. I see Eric walking up. "I found some wood to start a fire. It's getting late then it'll be cold we'll need some warmth plus someone passing by might see the fire and come down."
"Okay."
I give the kids some fruit that me and Eric found not wanting to waste the food we have until we need to and then put them to sleep. "How long do you think we are going to be here." I ask. "Can't say for sure, but what I can say is you might as well get comfortable."
"That's what I was afraid of." I say.

   It's been at least 4months now. We have saw a plane or two but that's it. They were too high up to notice. We have gotten arranged now. We built some huts with sticks and leaves of whatever we could find and sleep in that now. We also have a food storage where we put food that we don't eat and for later. Animals don't really come along unless they feel threatened. I've seen them but none have attacked. I'm so glad I have Eric. I'm not sure if we would still be alive without him.

   The twins are now 7. There birthday was June 15. I've kept up with the days on a rock carving into it. I'm on my way to the waterfall that we've found on the island. Eric is watching the kids. I take off my bra and then the rest of my clothes. I hang them to dry as I scrub my skin and wetting my hair in the water. I feel like I'm being watched for some reason. I ignore the fact and keep washing and then about 15minutes later I stand to go put my clothes back on.
Does she know I'm watching? I just can't help these urges. I haven't seen Ben in forever and he's probably worried sick about me. But I can't help but stare at Amerot and her shoulder length blonde wavy hair. I can get lost in her blue eyes sometimes. It just makes being here bearable. Her butt so round. I know I shouldn't be thinking this but I just want to pound that ass of hers. Her breasts are a nice size too. I wish I could squeeze them. I mean yes I like guys but I also like girls. I'm just more attracted to guys. But Amerot, she's just different. She would never have me though. And I wouldn't want her too I'd probably just hurt her.
     I finish up and right as I walk out Eric comes out. "Eric!" I cover up my body and turn around. "What are you doing here, I thought you were watching the kids."
"I was until they started playing around again I figured they would be fine and that I'd come check on you."
"Well I'm fine thank you. Now if you don't mind id like to finish getting dressed."
"Well don't let me stop you it's nothing I haven't seen before sweetheart." He says winking.
I blush. "Don't feel flattered love. You are the only woman in this island and a man gets lustful."
He starts undressing and walks closer to me pressing his body into mine from behind. I feel his meat against my butt.  I can't. It's only been 4months here. Don't let it drive you into things you will regret later. I mean sure you probably won't get rescued but there's also that 1 chance.
  I walk forward and continue to get dressed.  "Suit yourself." He says as he walks into the water as I make my way back.