Okay, short update:

Dad said he'd fix my tablet on sunday. he says it's probably because of the cable so it shouldn't be much of a problem because he can tape that.
If that's not the problem, I'll probably be taking a week or so...

Second, I feel like shit because I'm a useless prick. (no, I won't elaborate on that. I shouldn't be talking about it)
And no, it won't get better. It never does.

BUT HEY, I DREW SOMETHING ON PAPER:

I can't do feet to save my life:

Do you know these "Meet the artist" things where they draw what they keep in their bag/purse/etc. on the side?
Mine would legit be like "Bitch what bag? I GOT POCKETS!" and then I'd draw the pockets of my pants/jacket/hoodie that are stuffed to the brim with things like my phone, wallet, etc.

Yeahh.... have Rivs!

Not my best work XD

Also tried to draw a soundstep from memory in school:

Yeahh.... at least I'm sorta close-ish??

where'd those spikes come from tho??

Hmm... my sister is here. She doesn't live with us anymore so... I'm happy to see her. I just wish that just once, I was the reason she visits... or at least part of the reason. This time she came to get new glasses because she can't find someone trustworthy in her city...

To be honest, it hurts but it's not like I can blame her...?

Meddl Loide!

https://youtu.be/KWSmB8JyqEk