An orange is an orange

A strawberry is a strawberry

These statement aren't wrong, but they're hella empty and useless.

I mean, if you're asked "what is a strawberry?"

would you answer

"A strawberry is a red fruit that tastes sweet and has its seeds on its outside"

or would you go

"A stawberry is a strawberry"

Do you realise how useless and inherently ignorant the second statement is??

Ah, I sound angry. Probably because I am... not at any of you though... or am I?

Currently redesigning Vaddan.

I need slightly different colours as well, or at least colouration.

Do you like his new design?

Old version:

Though I do wanna keep the scythe like that. at least the head of it. I might change the handle as well.

Also, I will be renaming Vaddan

Not too much, but I have some very weird associations with "Vaddan" as a word (at least in terms of it being a name)

Soo.... any ideas? Please?

Meddl Loide!!

https://youtu.be/2ordaJjGXxU

Lyrics:

She sits alone in her room, there's no one there
She holds the knife in her arm and guides it along her arm
And it's silent
You can only hear her crying softly
Her mother's driving to work
She's all alone
She's afraid and she's crying about everything she loves
She sits on the floor, beside her lies only a suicide letter
She looks up and notices she's losing courage
Thus she takes a breath, closes her eyes, does it now
Pain is a good friend, it drowns out the true wounds
She's not doing it for the first time, she's been down a few times already
But this time it's serious, not just a cry for help
For this time no one will hear her when she cries for help
She looks at the window, sees no angel and stabs again
The cut is deep enough and suddenly she sees blood
Everything turns, she begins to panic but fights against it
From now there's no going back, nothing's keeping her alive

Why are you going? Why are you doing this to me?
Why couldn't I help you? You slip out of my grasp
Why are you giving up?
Why can't you hold on?
Why does it have to be that way you're leaving me?
Why are you going? Why are you doing this to me?
Why couldn't I help you? You slip out of my grasp
Why are you giving up?
Why can't you hold on?
Why does it have to be that way you're leaving me?

And she becomes weak, it goes black before her eyes
She looks at the mirror, sees herself in it for the last time
Then it goes dark and she feels her consciousness fade
Then images come and she sees herself as a child in it
She sees her mother and her best friends
She hears herself laugh, her best dreams come true
And she's happy for the first time in a long time
And it becomes clear to her that she was never all alone
She sees her whole life, and it goes far too quickly
She still has lots to say, but the light is far too blinding
And then it's time, she must say farewell
But everything holds her right and she doesn't want to go yet
With her last strength she says her last prayer
She hopes that this God understands her
She doesn't want to go, she knows now she wants to live
And it becomes clear to her that it's too late for that

Why are you going? Why are you doing this to me?
Why couldn't I help you? You slip out of my grasp
Why are you giving up?
Why can't you hold on?
Why does it have to be that way you're leaving me?
Why are you going? Why are you doing this to me?
Why couldn't I help you? You slip out of my grasp
Why are you giving up?
Why can't you hold on?
Why does it have to be that way you're leaving me?

The life runs from her arms, it became silent
Her cries are silenced, she lost the fight
What she said in farewell is in her last letter
But words can't explain how it was for her at the very end
She writes what she thinks, that she hates life It's not her world, she notices that every day
She doesn't want anymore, it's over now, she wants away from here
The worst thing in this world was that she exists
She must do it because there's no other way out
She's sorry, but she won't hesitate for a moment
The rest is smeared with blood and can't be read anymore
What she left behind to the world is only pain and tears
Then she opens her mouth for a last scream
But no one hears her and thus she dies all alone
Just another moment, then it's over
A last breath, and it's over

Why are you going? Why are you doing this to me?
Why couldn't I help you? You slip out of my grasp
Why are you giving up?
Why can't you hold on?
Why does it have to be that way you're leaving me?
Why are you going? Why are you doing this to me?
Why couldn't I help you? You slip out of my grasp
Why are you giving up?
Why can't you hold on?
Why does it have to be that way you're leaving me?

Baby, please, don't give up, go your own path,
for today might perhaps yet be the best day of your life
Do what you want, look ahead, everything can happen,
for today might perhaps yet be the best day of your life