Oh shit, I'm 5 hours late.
Well for german time at least. For most of you, it's probably still 2017

But HEY, let's just have a quick chat, kay?

So, some of you (mainly those that've been sticking with me for quite some time already) know that I'm not really a happy kid most of the time.

At this point, I'm still hella negative about everything but lately, good things have been happening and it made me give this whole thing another chance.

I really wanna thank all of you (especially those that know me from my old account) for sticking with me through my whiney and sad phases in which I had nothing better to do than to put all my stress on you guys (I deeply apologize for all my vents and unecessary whining in the past. It doesn't do anything in my opinion)

I'm glad I have such a closely knit community where I know a few things about each and every one of you and that you're not just random people to me that like me art or something like that.

I know, it's all really sappy but you guys have really helped me developing some social skills to the point where I could actually find friends irl and talk more freely to people.

I'm glad you all exist, and while 2017 certainly wasn't easy for me and had more downs than ups (the death of two people I really cared about and want back being the most serious downs), I really wouldn't have it any other way.
If I had the chance to redo this year, I'd make the same choices again.

Since I have the chance, I wanna give a few mentions to people that really brightened my days and helped me through this year (not in specific order):

DragonWriter664
Yo, a lot has happened. I'm really glad to call you my friend, Roofie. You really made me glad to be a live especially in these last few months and you still manage to do so today. Thanks to you, I can look up at the sky and see the few shimmers of blue through the dark clouds. I'm glad you're at my side and I hope you'll continue to be for a long time to come.

ARC_Trooper_Fives
Skyo, I love you to pieces, sis. You're like the sister I always wanted my sister to be. No, you're even better. I know your 2017 has been pretty much a horror trip so it makes me unbelievably happy to hear you say that you're doing better. It makes me so unbelievably glad when I hear you say that your day has been good (or at least not bad). I really wish there was so much more that I could do for you but I'm very limited on that. Still, I hope your 2018 becomes the best year you've ever had.

Gh0stBite
I know we don't talk as much as we could, but I love every comment I get from you and every chapter you upload in your book. I highly appreciate you sticking with me since idk when (but it's been quite some time) and you're by far the person I have had the most stable contact with throughout my time on Wattpad. You've always been sticking to me and I wish for 2018 that our friendship (if you even consider me a friend yet ;~; if not, I gotta work harder on that then ^^) develops and that we talk more to each other!

Just_A_lil_fish
I appreciate you more than you can think. I'm so glad that you're always there to build me up even though you don't have it easy. I'm so thankful you spend your time on me and I hope that you know that. You're always there for me (even at inconvinient hours) and I'm so glad that you always make the effort to talk to me. I cling onto you when I feel like I can't tell anyone - not even my closest friends - about my problems. I hope to repay this favor to you in 2018.

TheSplatCat
Aye, we go back quite some time, don't we? I'm so glad I can be someone important to you. I'm probably the most unfit person to be someone important to anyone, but you somehow tstill managed to accept my weird self very early on. I wish for us to spend a lot more time talking in 2018 because I obviously don't know you good enough yet.

Mozziu and Turduck_en
(sorry to stuff you into the same text but you somehow both have the same effect on me and I met you around the same time sooo... forgive me please ;~; )
I don't exactly know how you do it, but you always manage to make me smile. No matter how you say things, it always gets me to smile a bit and that alone makes my world a whole lot brighter, even if you don't notice. I wish the best for both of you and hope to return the favor in 2018.

And lastly (because important stuff ALWAYS comes last XD):

Dark_Angel_7
Of course you're the light that lights up my darkness. You know that, I don't need to tell you. You're special in every which way to me and I wouldn't trade you for anything this world could offer. You give me comfort and chase away my loneliness every day, even when you're not around. You got me away from cutting and I'm sure you'll continue to take care of my stupid self. That's all I could ever wish for for 2018 from you.

If you weren't listed doesn't mean I appreaciate you any less for being my friend, but these people are just special to me and i wouldn't know if I'd bothered to stay here without them.

AAAANYWAYYYYYY, that was a bit more serious than I would've liked it to so I'll show you what I drew while I celebrated new year with my family (and said family's friends):

(Don't mind the unicorn. mom asked me to draw one and I gave in. Also, I'm pretty sure I got insanity's fur pattern wrong XD)

And lastly, the first drawing of 2018:

Yeah.. not that spectacular I know :/

Also, I got these:

I dunno why but I love these things XD

Okay... I don't really have anything else to say so...

Happy new year to all of you! ^^

https://youtu.be/dgAN0b_GeQs