Clayton's POV.

I don't know where to start. Ever since I was little, Connor has always been there for me. He's always been the light when everything seemed dark.

Those childish fears were nothing to him. Afraid of the dark, a monster in your closet. None of that scared him. At least not from what I've seen. Connor has always been an inspiration to me.

Now it's my turn to give something back. Seeing him here, confused, angry, just a mere shadow of his old self. It hurts me to see him like this. Sometimes I wish I was a healer so I could heal him. He's gone through so much.

" You going to speak or what?" Connor asks.

I look at him. I must have been gazing off into nowhere. I offer a shy smile. " Sorry, got lost in my thoughts. " I say.

He merely grunts in acknowledgment. " Man, I'm not sure where to start." I admit.

" There's that much?" He asks he has a small bored look on his face.

I nod in reply. " I guess I'll start with his past. " I say. He nods. I don't plan on giving away any names. He needs to remember on his own as his mind heals.

" Many years ago, when your Alpha was a teenager like yourself. He was the son of the third in command of his pack. His friends were the sons of the Bète and Alpha. They were close, fought together, they were raised together. Went to school together. That all changed when the pack was attacked by a large group of rouges who's only goal was to completely decimate thy pack and everyone in it. They succeeded and only three survived by playing dead. " I told him.

His eyes had widened. " Alpha and his friends. " he said.

I nod. " Yes, they knew they were no match for that large number of rogues. So they played dead until the rogues were gone. From then on they were a pack of three. They became the three in command. They traveled to the next pack over and were shocked and horrified to see it had been wiped out as well. However, there as a group of pack members who had his in an underground bunker and survived. There were men and women, children and the elderly. The Alpha took them in and they started to grow. They found land and started to make their own pack. Gathering more people from others packs as well. " I said. The only reason I know all this is because I asked Alpha Conan himself and he told me.

Connor nodded again. " The Bète found his mate and went to be with her in her pack. The Alpha found his mate and the Bète from another pack took over for him. The third in command, your Alpha, found his mate. Only problem was that she was a rogue. " I say.

Connor didn't know how to feel about this. I could tell be the uncertainty on his face. He looks at me. " If she was a rogue, why didn't he kill her?Rogues wiped out his pack, shouldn't he hate all rogues?" He asked.

" You would expect that, only that's not how mates work. He knew she was the one. She wasn't like other rogues. She loved him and he adored her. " I say. Connor nods.

" What happened to her? " he asked.

" The Alpha didn't like her, but he tolerated her for the sake of his friend, up until the point a few months later there was a rogue attack. " I said.

" She wouldn't have betrayed them right?" He asks.

I shake my head. " No, I don't believe she was." I say.

" Then what happened?" He asked.

" The Alpha confronted her. He blamed her for it and no matter what she said, he just didn't trust her. Unknown to any of them, aside from her mate of course, she was pregnant at the time. The Alpha killed her without hesitation. " I say. Connor practically snarls at that.

" I know, I didn't like that fact either. " I said. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath to calm himself before he opens them and motions for me to continue. " The third in command was utterly devastated and felt betrayed. He rebelled against the Alpha and left the pack. The Bète did nothing to help either. So the third in command moved up to Alpha and became what we all know him as today. The Boss Rogue. "

Connor's eyes are wide. " I don't understand. Why did he become a rogue if he hated them? They destroyed his home and his family. " says Connor.

" I'm not all to sure myself. I would guess that he feels closer to his former mate since she had been a rogue when he found her. " I say.

Connor nods. " I guess that makes sense. "

I nod. " What else happened?" Asks Connor.

" He waited until both the Bète and the Alpha had families of their own before he started his plans of revenge against them. " I said.

" Ok, I get going after the Bète and Alpha, but why go after the families? They didn't do anything. " says Connor.

" Exactly. When asked about this, he said that since they took his family away, he was going to take theirs. " I say.

Connor looks conflicted about something. He then looks up at me. His look is one of pure anger. " Why aren't you telling me the names of these people?" He asks.

Crap, he figured something out. " I can't tell you them. "

" Why not?" He snarled. " You said you'd tell me everything about him. Why not the names as well?"

" The names are not important right now." I say.

Connor snarls. " There's something going on that's being kept from me. I've felt it for the longest time. It's like there's a major block in my mind and I can't figure out what it is. I know it has something to do with this and that scent I smell on it. Tell me who's scent this is?" He growls.

So much for a peaceful conversation. " It's not my place to tell you." I say.

" Not your place?! Seriously?! Then why are you telling me about my Alpha?" He snarled.

" Because you asked, and because the story I'm telling you is something you need to know. Your Alpha is a cruel and violent man." I say.

" It's not his fault. If that Alpha hadn't of killed his mate and baby, then he wouldn't have gone after the families. " snared Connor.

" They all made mistakes, but it's how you act that makes the difference. Fenris could have just left them alone and went on with his life, but no. He did so much worse. Killed many innocents, sent raids to attack packs with human pack members, killed an Alpha in cold blood for no other reason then he wanted too. That Alpha and Bète made a mistake, yes. Fenris did so much worse. " I snarled.

Connor's eyes widen. " Fenris?" He asks.

My eyes widen then. Crap, I gave away to much. I shouldn't have given him the name. Connor reached up suddenly and grasps the sides of his head. He looks like he's in pain.

" That dream I had, of my Alpha killing my mother. That was true. Then that means, I'm related to one of the two from your story. " says Connor.

" Yes. " I answer.

" No, no no no. Alpha said I didn't have a family. He said I was abandoned. " cried Connor.

" He lied. " I say. Man, it's hard to see Connor like this.

Connor's breathing picks up. " No, m-my mom. I'll never get to see her. He took that from me!!" Cried Connor.

I didn't respond. I don't think anything I could say would help. I just sit there and watch him.  " I'm trying to remember. I just can't. " he looks up at me. " I can't stand you. I've wanted to kill you and have been planning my it this entire time, yet when I look at you. Ugh... I have this feeling of fondness that prevents me from it. I don't understand any of this. "

I hold back my flinch. That's hard to hear from him. I knew he was planning something though. He has tears rolling down his face. He growls. " What did he do to me?" He whimpered.

" He hurt you. Really bad man." I say.

" I have no physical injury though." He said.

" He didn't hurt your body. " I say.

His eyes widen again. " The bonk in my mind. It's because of him. " he cries. I nod in reply. Without thinking, he reaches over and grabs the pillow case and shoves it under his nose.

He sniffs and his entire body relaxes. Then he goes even more stuff and practically screams. He grips his head tighter. " It hurts. I need to know who this scent in from. Please, help me?" He practically begged.

I know I shouldn't, but I can't stand to see him in pain like this. I can't tell him about what happened. I can however, show him with my memories.

He lets out a sob and it's decided. " Dint worry brother, I'll help you." With that, I close my eyes and voice into his mind.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed. Not sure who's POV for next chapter. Until then guys :-)