It's an utter chaos, this is not what Suthilack and Baramee planned to get from their lovers. They coughed and wiggled in the chair to unshackle from the rope which tied their hands behind the chair.

They put their whole pressure to untie it but it didn't budge.

May sniffled her tears and reached them. She helped them free and sandwiched between them. Both of them apologized again and again with wet eyes. Both boys feels  an immense guilt for May who suffered because of their greediness and stupidity.

"I thought he... will get into me.. so... scary," May said cracking at her brother's arms. She is a strong person and  always makes sure everyone sees her as an iron-willed woman but today's incident made her doubt herself on her confidence level, she felt tight-lipped and unmovable when she can't blow the man hovered over her.

She thought she can handle this type of situation well especially after getting kidnapped on the deserted island. However, seems like she is not what she thought? Maybe she needs more time and has to learn a lot, her train of thoughts got stopped by her brother's apologies.

"I am sorry I am so sorry! Everything is because of me! If I didn't plan this and went to them this might have never happened!" Kong said and caressed his sister with a begging look.

"No Kong! It's all my fault if I didn't slap him they might have never gone harsh on us! I am sorry dear and how could I provoke the thugs? I should not have riled them for just a remark!" Beam blamed himself at them with teary eyes, if it is not for his gusty then they won't be here.

"Don't you both! I know you guys didn't expect this, I am also at fault! I should not have encouraged this idea-..."

"What the fuck going on here?!" Knott shouted stopping the three people's union. The three pooled eyes went wide in realization, they three checked the room and learned all the sinners are on the floor knocked, wounded or maybe dead.

The three gulped and hang their eyes down not able to face the daggers eyes. They can't progress Arthit's and Forth's speed and fatal move since they are not in action for more than a year. The fight ended in no time, no extra move, unmissed hit.

"You planned this?" Arthit asked, his every word stern and lifeless.

Same time Forth too asked, "You played with thugs?" He sounded cold and in disbelief.

Silence is the only answer they can give to their partners. The three dare to confess the truth, they decided to be cowards and go low. Arthit walks out of the door with long strides followed by the other two.

"What the hell you are all doing instead of walking out?!" Knott voice roared from outside the room. The three stormed out together joining hands.

They stopped in their track seeing the two cars. The three gulped and tighten their clasped hands with each other.

"Get in!" Knott hissed at May gesturing his car. She flinched and didn't move although she wanted, with Knott she always behaved high, and ruled their relationship and never made a mistake, showing she is perfect in everything, now that she has done a grave mistake she is scared what will Knott say?

Since they didn't have any fight so far, it's their first fight after being in a relationship and it's all because of her silliness.

Kongpop and Beam shake their head not ready to leave May to Knott. They trust their sister's boyfriend but it's their fault so they don't want May to suffer on their behalf.

"Get in May!" Knott's voice echoed again. May slowly leaves them and walks to her boyfriend's car. The car spirits out with May waving out of the window.

Neither Arthit nor Forth thundered like Knott they just sat at the car running the engine waiting for their lovers to hop on and the two did, silently occupied the back seat and intertwined their hand for life before going into their memory to recall what transferred few hours before.

Forth asked the brothers to take shower and get freshened before turning away from them. The brothers claimed the stairs with desolate bodies, although Beam wants to go with Kong for a shower he knows he should not provoke his already fuming lover's beast soul.

He rushed to Forth's room and took his clothes which he kept months back since he used to spend a night in Forth parents house from time to time. Once he finished, he stepped into the Kong's room to check upon him.

He gulped when he saw his lover with Arthit leaning against the window with stoic posture while Kong standing by the bed fidgeting with his fingers. He sighed and moved to Kong before presenting his story.

"We both were kind of upset and bored so thought to play a game, Sorry it got messed up. Thank you for helping us out Forth!" Beam tried to go with his formal demeanour.

"Truth! Not trash!" Arthit roared at Beam who flinched with Kong and confessed the truth.

"Okay! You want the truth then exactness it is! We both were mad, super-duper mad, upset and sad by our boyfriends who don't mind us anymore! So we decided to trick them to get their interest back on us"

"Unfortunately our plan backfired us, we went to book some thugs to pretend as our kidnappers, we paid and got 4 men... but on our way out" Beam gazed at Kong whose fiddling increased.

"Kong stumbled, and fell on someone who is a witless bastard, he got mad and May who we asked to stay in the car, entered inside the club to look for us" Beam shivered inside when both Rojnapat brothers look unmasked.

"Then ... they misbehaved with us so... I...kind of... Grabbed their collar and a soft, very soft punch I landed on him. And next thing we know they abducted us somewhere and...and.. he starts to touch May"

Both Beam and Kong twisted under the hard glare. "Follow me!" Forth ordered Beam before walking out of the door.

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Arthit unamused stare made Kong goes into an uneasy ball. He decided to play dumb so he lay on the bed and pulled his blanket to sleep.

"I thought you are not yourself" Arthit spoke giving his back to Kong and staring out of the window. Kong lay unmoved.

"But I am wrong, you are the same Kongpop who pushed me away just because you don't want to be who you are! You are the same Kongpop who buried your feeling for me just because you don't want to disappoint society!

You are the same Kongpop who hides his sexuality from his dad just because you want him to be happy with Nisha auntie! You are the same Kongpop who jeopardize your life just because you don't want to put your loved ones life in a fatal situation!

You are still the same Kongpop who could get insecure and fear over unseen things!" Arthit finished not once turning back even for the rustling sound.

Kong's glassy eyes went red, he clenched his jaw to keep his emotions at bay. Arthit is not wrong but he feels raged since his mind is screaming at him to not accept the allegation and blame.

He is not wrong! Arthit is, he is the one who moves back from him creating a distance while closing the gap between Jane and the latter.

"But you are not the same Arthit who used to gaze at my eyes every time I speak since you say it conveys more than my mouth! You are not the same Arthit who told me loved ones are enough no other human! You are not the same Arthit who know what my kiss meant! Who knows when I need intimacy! You are not the same Arthit who went crazy if I get close with others or not give you attention!" Kong said every word without breaking down.

Arthit turned around in the middle of Kong's words and stood unfazed, he stared at Kong's eyes which is nothing but the speaker of truth!

"I am not being witless or greedy to want your attention only on me! I know it's your time to learn and shine in the business, I can understand your desperate wish of helping your dad and I know the difference Arthit, I know it!

I know there are also important things other than me, I thought the rift is just because you had no time since I know how much hard for you to adopt in the working world! However, you proved me wrong!

Last weekend, I told you Wad asked me out, I asked your permission bracing myself for your possessive side but all your reaction was a 'Damn Okay!!' The person who sulked with me, fought with me, fucked me hard just because I said Max is a good man is okay with me going out! That's when I know it's not about the time P'Arthit! It's you who don't have the heart to spend your time with me!" Kong this time cracked down after ending it with an unstoppable tears, his sobs make him go out of breath.

Arthit rushed to his lover and forced a hug, "stop! Stop! Please, I might be changed a little but when it comes to you I am still the same Arthit whose love is insane and uncountable."

Arthit sincere confession slowed down Kong's inner turmoil but his tears and fear didn't stop. "Y-you... Liar!!! When was (snuff) the last time you... pampered me with kisses?" Kong sobs like a child with a fist on his lover's back.

Arthit kissed Kong's hair so many times since the latter is not ready to leave his arms. So he poured all smoochies on Kong's silky hair and inhaled the shampoo scent which always relax him.

"You should have.... told me...If I am not being attractive to (sniff) you anymore!" Kong's words alerted Arthit that the latter opened his mouth quickly before his lover mistaken him again.

"Baby listen to me" Arthit make Kong see him before continuing, "Wad came to me before asking you out for friends day!! I didn't agree but he told me he is in love with Prem and he wanted to treat you for the celebration."

Kong blinked his tears away and observed Arthit who nodded his head with a fond smile. "I told him to neither hug you nor warp his arms on your shoulders more than a second! I even warned him to return before 4!" Arthit said remembering his quarrel with Wad.

Kong bawls out continuously not getting restful from Arthit answer. "Kongpop, Kong look at me" Arthit tear his lover body away from him, "I love you, I mean these three words Kongpop! Let out the every uncertain information wheeling around your heart!"

Kong wiped his eyes with his sleeves before keeping his eyes on his lap after moving a little away from Arthit. "How was it? With Jane? In the past?" Kong asked with an immense shame.

"I know, I said, I don't mind your past and don't need any details, I am ashamed, I can't keep my sanity around you and Jane Arthit! Please, can you tell me how was your relationship with Jane? How did you feel about her? Are you f-feeling the bond with her again?" Kong asked with a little weep and uneasiness.

"She was a fashionable, kind, and jovial one, I liked her so I asked her out, she agreed, we went on dates, and you know how our adolescence hormones soars high, my adrenaline overpowered me, and I end up doing things which I shouldn't !" Arthit didn't mind Kong's question, this is why he always want to talk about his past to Kongpop but the latter always rejected his communication saying he doesn't need his past information.

So he was quiet glad finally his overthinking boyfriend asked him. "When she got pregnant, I got happy, I start to concentrate on every single detail of her, I wanted to be the best partner and father." Arthit stopped and didn't continue for a long time since he wanted Kong's attention on him.

Kongpop lifted his head and gazed at Arthit when he can't able to bear the silence. "After she was no more in my life, I shut down everyone, never wanted to see anyone with my heart. But all changed!"

Arthit smiled wide showing his dimple knowing it will do its magic on healing his boyfriend's pain. "The kiss, with you bought a feeling which I hidden deep inside me, I didn't want to see you with my heart, but you made me do so, you sat inside my heart and brain without my permission."

Kong flushed with a twisting stomach, Arthit assuring words slowly silenced his insecure volcanoes from erupting. "I start to question myself, my sexuality! Finally, your irresistible charm batted my all walls and wanted to take a chance for my life!"

"I noticed every detail of yours in love, to impress you, to take care of you, to make my heart aware I am loving you, it's not the same with Jane, the bond you are scaring about was never there, since it's here(he point at Kong's heart)and tied for eternity! So stop worrying about our love baby!" Arthit said with a stroke on Kong's hair.

Kong nodded his head with a thin smile. "I am sorry that I made you like this, If it is hurting you this much I will stay away from Jane, and Kongpop write this in your system strongly(ruffling Kong's hair), my sexuality has nothing to do with you! Maybe my heart was waited for the right person to unlock my bisexuality!" Arthit said kissing Kong's lips, a soft one.

"Remember, we promised to walk in this path together and pass every hurdle loving each other unaccountable time,  we promised to endure each other flaws and fix them if they go beyond limits, and give them chances to correct their mistakes! Can you give me my chance Kong?" Arthit asked before pampering kisses on Kong every exposed skin.

Kong closed his eyes with a drop of tears, his lover still has control over him and he admit he can never get over his weakness. He chewed his lips from giving in when Arthit lips moved around his face.

"What about the.., P-Proposal?" Kong asked with irregular breath and a heated body. Arthit stopped his kisses for a moment before continuing them without answering for a long time.

Kongpop wiggle out successful and glared at his lover with a rosy face which Arthit found smoking hot and adorable.

"It's your dad, he stopped me, he said I should give you some time to know me better, living together will make you learn many things so he asked me to wait for a year until you are sure of my potential and love!" Arthit let out the truth sarcastically.

His mind still remembers the way David glared at him with finality. He wanted to protest and not agree with David but he knows kong respects his dad and also envies that man see through attitude so he agreed reluctantly and promised him.

Kongpop expression clearly shows how much mad and dishearten he is by the information. He decided to give ear full to his dad soon.

"What else you have in your heart? Let it out baby!" Arthit requested and waited for Kongpop to finish.

"Do you want to.... I mean... Don't you want to have baby with her? Am I worth? You told me you were so happy when Jane got pregnant so I thought maybe you liked it to see your partner pregnant with you... I can't give you that... What if you are yearning for that? What will happen if people start to judge you for having me as your partner? Will we be okay?"

Kongpop feels ashamed to ask this but he can't keep it inside anymore. Arthit dimples smiles towards his ex and talks about Anu and pregnancy is killing him.

"Kongpop I know  you are a man like me! And I clearly have an idea you can't get pregnant, I choose you as my partner after knowing this all baby, I am not a person who sacrifice wishes unless I love the other party.. I love you my Kongpop!" Arthit assurance made Kong shed tears in guilt.

"I am so sorry too, especially for my demands, I just... I just... lost my mind and I thought Anu will bring us close and make yourself distance from J-Jane!" Kong said with a thin smile.

"I should have talked to you instead of assuming thin-.." Kong was cut by Arthit.

"Kongpop, you are not wrong, who knows I might also end up doing this if I have a bratty and heartless lover like me!" Arthit said whole heartily with a kiss on Kong's cheeks.

Kongpop shook his head vigorously wiping his stuffed nose with his sleeves. "So, we are good?" Arthit asked with his dimple and puppy eyes.

Kong goes silent before slowly moving his index finger to Arthit's chest and drawing incoherent words on the tee.

"Shall.... we do it? It's been long since it happened, I will be better if we d-..." Kong stopped and gasped when Arthit jolted him to lay and hovered over him.

"No!" Arthit breathed at Kong's face which drew misery by his lover's rejection. "As much as my whole sanity wants to move inside you without a stop!  I can't, not until you get punished for what you did earlier!" Arthit voice turns from soft to cold and irate.

Kong swallowed in realization, he turned aside before trying to struggle under the firm arms. "Do you still think you can escape from me? After almost made May raped or who knows you and Beam too!" Arthit roared at his lover for his insane act.

Kong's eyes shed more tears after relaxation what might have happen if their lovers didn't show up? And he yet has to know how their lovers found them! He wants to question his boyfriend for details but his guilt is so much that he found accepting getting punished.

"I— am sorry...I will do anything" Kong whispered in his shaky voice. Arthit smirked, punishments should be haunting so that it will last longer, and for his lover's humiliation and he wants to have fun so he internally smirked wide with his idea.

Leaning forward he uttered his demands at Kongpop's ears before pulling away with an unamused look. Kong's eyes went comical he stuttered with the constricted throat.

"Y-you are kidding, right? I... I can't ..." Kong shook his head with a begging look. Arthit shrugged his shoulders with the same unamused look.

"No! Please Arthit... I can't it's so shameful.... can you at least make it a day instead of a week?" Kongpop hoped his disdained face hoping it will melt his lover rage but it doesn't, his heart went awful, it's not like he has to lift a mountain or wear a kinky costume, still he found himself so bashful to be naked with his lover for a week! He sighed and bumped his head with a curse.

"So? What are you waiting for? Strip and be a newborn!" Arthit remarked in his not fooling voice for kong to gulp his bulky lumps but he smiled slyly before pulling his lover by the shirt, "why don't you strip me? After all, I am too tired to move a muscle!" Kong sensually patted his eyes lashes. He is so ready for a whole night to make out!

He went paralysed when Arthit didn't touch him even after he presented himself as a blank sheet. He lay there without anything, whimpering in unrest. Arthit eyes were not on him, the latter already went to read his files.

Kongpop gulped the sexual lumps while praying to God to help him survive for a week with Arthit in his naked shelf.

Forth glared the man who is contemplating how to apologise to his lover fidgeting in the middle of the living room! But before he spoke his lover beat him up.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? Don't tell me you got bored of me and want to be a playboy again?" Forth yelled blinding by rage.

"Huh?" Beam's terrified eyes hold the hurt which Forth refused to see.

"Didn't I treat you well? Then why? You want a fuck that badly? If so you should have said to me I can offer myself to fill your thir-,.."

SLAP...

Forth was cut by Beam's palm on the latter cheeks, Beam went dumbfounded even by his move while Forth stood rigid by the turn of events.

The slap made him snap out of his irrational mind, he slowly took a step towards Beam who step back quickly with a shake of his head.

"How could you think of me as cheap? Didn't I tell you that I don't trust love easily and if I do it I will give my best? I turned my heart gay for you! How could you accuse me like that? Did I behave like a frantic beast for a fuck ever for you to think like that?" Beam asked sounding unstable.

"No" Forth answered in one word before bow his head in ignominy, he didn't mean it but seeing Beam goes as far as to hire a mugger and put his life at fatal situation just to get his attention is so much to take.

"Do you want to know the reason? Then hear me Mr. Forth rojanpat! It's you who drive me crazy! It's all because of your desire to get a baby!" Beam said swallowing his tears.

Forth went flabbergasted since he didn't foresee this, at all! "Beamy what are you talking a-about?" Forth stammered with an unknown fear.

"Don't Beamy me when you don't even mean it!" Beam hissed at Forth who shake his head at his lover's disagreement with the statement!

"You used to talk about Anu, which I didn't mind it but when you start to talk about how much you adored your secretary's 7 years old daughter I got confused! You always talk about the kid Forth! Most of your talk revolves around the kid! It's always about kids!

It's like you are indirectly saying me to break up with you!" Beam sneered in frustration, he let out the thoughts which is keeping him at the edge of slope.

Forth once again shook his head and start to bleed inside seeing his loved one tear up! "Yet.... I found myself going beyond selfish! I went to mom and told her to free her schedule and ask her to talk with your parents about our marriage!" Beam wept at the words.

Forth went frozen, his eyes start to tear up too. "Although I am not ready for Kids, I searched the best adoption centre for us and signed us for surrogacy too, all I asked from you is one single date but you didn't spare me! It's been more than a week since I am trying to propose to you Forth!" Beam finished before walks to the bed and sat at it.

Forth rushed to him and kneeled infront of him. "Beamy.... No-... I mean!" He quickly said when his lover was about to retort it. "I don't want to bore you with my business talk that's why I talked about the kid since other than business she is the only one I had fun with!"

Forth continued after Beam blinks giving the attention to him. "My secretary's parents were out of country, her husband too, so she asked if she can keep her child after school until she finish her work. And every day that kid spends most of the time in my cabin!" Forth's lips curved into a fond smile with the thought of his secretary's adorable daughter.

"I am sorry I didn't notice your dismal! Thank you for not giving up on me! I love you Beam so much! Kids are not an option for me from the start! You do know that right?" Forth asked to Beam with an amusing smile.

Beam just blink before turning aside. Forth ruffled his boyfriend hair fondly. "Do you know, whenever that child makes me laugh and make me idolize her, my first thought would be you, I want you to be with me that moment and enjoy it!" Forth said keeping his expression sincere.

"Don't lie!! When I asked you to bring her home  you didn't, and when I ask do you feel you are not normal you said yes.. so what you expect me to think? I feel distance with you a lot Forth! I endured so much pain for you!"

"And I told you many times I am an idiot who you should endure!" Forth declared making Beam move his eyes to fix at Forth's brown one.

"I agree! You are world's best stupid!" Beam said with a tongue out.

"And a devil too, I am sorry that I made you cry!" Forth apologized with his guilty face. His thumb slowly moves to Beam's chin before caressing it.

"Remind me why I became gay Forth!" Beam asked faking his misfortune.

"Because I am charming and irresistible hot like the way you are irreplaceable, perfect, and overpowering man everybody wants!" Forth said with a grin before advancing his caress on Beam's chin which is redden by the coziness.

"So, we are fine?" Forth asked to Beam who nodded his head with a reluctant eyes?

"I won't leave you!" Forth said emphasis his every word.

"I would never allow you to leave this Baramee Suthilack!" Beam put his finger on his own heart and emphasized his every word like the way Forth let out.

"I love you!" Forth said before nuzzling their lips together. The lips moved slow, so slow, both of their hand didn't roamed, stay still, only the tongue moves passionately. The eyes got clear of tears and gleamed in love.

Both pulled away with a content smile, Beam placed his head on Forth shoulders before whispering his apologies for his stunt which he did with Kongpop.

Wrong move! Forth rational mind gone mad again remembering the wrong doing of his lover. He scowls before an evil thought fleets inside his mind.

He jolted away from Beam before strip his shirt off him. He unbuckle his jeans with a smirk, tossing the garments he removed out of his way. He stretched his hand for Beam to take it!

Beam gulped and went lobster when Forth pulled his tee off him too and get rid of his clothes in a blink. Beam can't able to bear the playful smirk of Forth so he wrapped his arms around his boyfriend neck and joined their lips.

Forth hands this time didn't stay still, it caressed all Beam's sensitive skin, too deep, and smiled satisfied when little Beam awake in needs.

The kiss continued while their hips grind together to reach the release. Forth ends everything abruptly, he walks to the bed and lay on his back. Beam licks his upper licks in excitement seeing the little Forth standing up ready for him to swallow it.

Beam loves to ride his lover, messy Forth is always a sight to be behold for Beam. But his eyes went round with loud heart when Forth spreads the legs wide. "Wh-What are y-you doing?" He shakes with fearful eyes.

"Fuck me! The way I want! Don't stop until I lost myself in the darkness or I say so! Make me beg at your mercy!" Forth ordered his wish even after clearly knows Beam didn't like topping him.

"I... no... You know... I can't... don't please... I won't!" Beam nervously said before keeping his eyes low not ready to face the dejected looking Forth!

"I want it Beamy!" Forth words was full of authority.

"I am not gusty when it comes to you Forth please!" Beam begged this time in his naked shelf.

"Why? Don't you find me fuckable enough?" Forth asked before making his hands as his pillow.

"You are... it's just I am scared of disgracing myself, what if I am not up to your level? Won't you find me less manly? And I still... not comfortable with giving heads up!" Beam said his honest reason. With Forth, sex is always beyond perfect and cloud nine.

He always make sure to satisfy Forth by giving his ass as much as rounds he can! He never once given a blow Job to Forth since he is scared of it, he believe he can't do like Forth and make the latter disappointed at him or worse think of his love less. His day dream was broke by Forth.

"Even if I tell you this is your punishment for your fatal act?" Forth asked maintaining his stoic face. Beam gulped and didn't move until he heard a painful scream.

His eyes goes wide he saw the pinkish hole turns red by the burn, the two fingers stand still in the gaping hole. He marched to the bed before tearing the fingers away from the pity hole.

"Why are you doing this?" Beam swallowed his tears before messaging the hole to ease the pain.

"I have already learned what will happen if I don't keep my eyes on you, and how I should put you as my paramount with everything! I want you to learn what will happen if you play dangerous game behind my back too!" Forth's immense coldness made Beam titles his head to look at the latter with heavy heart.

"I am sorry" Beam uttered before trailing his kiss from Forth abs to the groin making the latter body colored red. The pulsating gulped all Forth blank emotion and made his moan at Beam mercy that night like the way he demanded and wished.

The night may end peaceful for both suthilack brothers but not for their sister who is on her knees begging at her boyfriend to not take back her freedom.

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