Eunwoo's pov

She laid beside me as I held her tightly in my arms from behind. I wanted to hold onto her like this forever , but unfortunately it is our last day together. She is leaving tomorrow, I won't be able to embrace her like this anymore. The inner me was screaming to stop her , to not let her go but I can't be selfish. I know it's already very hard for her , she probably feels guilty for leaving like this and I don't want her to feel bad , to blame herself. It's the first time she wants to do something for herself and I don't want to be a hurdle in her path . I want her to fulfil her each and every dream even if it means that we have to stay away from each other. It's the only way she can find the real her.

My love for her is much more stronger , it wouldn't fade away even if she's not with me here. She's the only one I'll always love. Life had always been cruel to her , she went through a lot at a very young age . But I'll make sure that she only sees happiness in future , and I know where her happiness lies. I want to see a happy and successful y/n when she comes back to me.

She squirmed a little in my hold and turned her face towards me . She looked up at my face caressing my cheeks with her little hands.

" What are you thinking?" She whispered .

" Nothing " I kissed her little nose and she scrunched it cutely. Then I pecked her lips gently only to make her giggle.

" Y/n-ah don't you dare laugh like that at those hot American lads there , got it ?" I warned her and she snickered.

" You just wait , I'm gonna party reawith those extremely handsome and hot lads" she tucked her tongue in a teasing manner.

" Am I not handsome?" I retorted back dramatically.

" What if I say no? " she chuckled.

" Oh really " I smirked playfully and started tickling her . The room was filled with her laughters which sounds like the most beautiful melody to my ears.

" Eunwoo...st-stop..stop pl-please!!" she managed to say between her laughters. I finally stopped tickling her and she immediately crashed on top of me

" You're so bad " she snorted while hitting me with her little fists.

" I can be more bad sweetheart." I smirked and in a blink of eye she was laying beneath me as my hands pinned her wrists beside her head on the bed . I looked at her baffled face amusingly.

" Eunwoo" she whispered my name and I would be lying if I said it wasn't doing things to me , considering the position we were in. I didn't even realised that I was leaning down towards her until I felt our breaths mingling . I looked at her beautiful brown orbs as she stared back at me with the same intensity. My gaze travelled down her face and stopped at those cherry lips and the very next second I found my own lips hovering them. She responded immediately, parting her lips a bit for me to capture them. Her lips were soft, almost silken, and pillowy against my own. I could feel the soft tickle of her breath beneath my nose, fingers carding through my hair as we breathed each other in. Our lips moved together in a perfect sync , my hand eventually found the way to her waist and the another one cradled her jaw . She wrapped her hands around my neck deepening the kiss. The things somehow turned more hot with every second passing by. The taste of her nearly silenced my all the thoughts.

I slided my tongue into her mouth exploring each and every corner of it. I felt her tugging on my hair which was driving me crazy. I nibbled on her lower lip lightly and a soft moan escaped her mouth which was enough to make me lose my sanity. I broke the kiss only to dive my head into the crook of her neck , pouring open mouthed kisses sloppily all the way to her jawline and I could feel her chest heaving up and down with every touch. The way her nails were digging into my shoulders wasn't helping at all , I was losing my composure. I inhaled her scent deeply , sucking on her sweet spot and she moaned my name. Everything was suddenly turning so intimate and I could feel my body heat rising.

" Y/n- ah , this is driving me crazy " I breathed separating my lips from her skin and looked into her dreamy orbs.

She breathed heavily before pulling me towards her connecting our lips once again , her legs were now strangling my waist. I sat up on the bed with her on my lap , her legs crossed around me and our lips not leaving each other even for a second. My hands were roaming on her back until they found their way under her top. She flinched as my cold fingers came in contact with her bare skin . Pulling away , she looked at me intently.

I thought maybe I crossed the line , so I retracted my hands back to cup her face gently " y/n-ah , I'm.... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that."

But she didn't said anything, she just inclined her face and locked our lips together which relieved me a bit. She parted away a few moments later and looked at me with a smile as she took my hands and put them back where they were a few seconds ago , only to make me look at her in confusion.

" I want you to " she said without breaking the eye contact and pulled up the hem of her top but I grabbed her hands preventing her to remove it

" Y/n-ah No!" I said looking away , I didn't wanted to decipher my spontaneous actions in a wrong way.

" I trust you Eunwoo. I want you to love me " she said with a stern voice holding my face to make me look at her. The next moment , she removed the piece of cloth in one go and again placed my hands around her waist.

She was now sitting in front of me in nothing but a brasserie on her upper body looking extremely beautiful and a small mole adorned her cleavage , adding to her mesmerising beauty. The dim light of the lamp was illuminating her milky white skin and she looked like some greek goddess to me at that moment.

I tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear to see her beautiful features clearly and laced our hands together " Y/n , I love you."

" I know" she smiled as she kissed me again , her own hands were now roaming on my body freely which made me kiss her back even more passionately . I felt her fingers grazing my bare chest as she unbuttoned my black button up and the next second it was laying on the floor.

I had the most beautiful night ever with her, making love to her was magical , like the fireworks going off . We both were each other's firsts . At that moment , I felt like I was the happiest guy ever in the whole world. She trusted me enough to let me be her first , to let me be the one to share the most intimate moment with her.

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My hands searched for her while sleeping to feel her warmth but my hands felt the space next to me empty and cold causing a groan escape my lips. My eyes shot open as I looked beside me at the space where she was sleeping yesterday. I threw the covers off me and jumped down the bed as I called her name but she didn't replied. She wasn't in the bathroom, I checked the balcony and the other rooms but there was no sign of her at all . I was calling her name frantically but she wasn't there to listen.

I went back to the room and grabbed my shirt which was lying on the floor before dialing her number but she wasn't picking up . I called her several times but she didn't responded even once. I sat down on the bed running my hand through the hair. That's when my gaze suddenly landed on the folded white sheet of paper which was tucked carefully under the lamp on the bedside table. My hands reached for it and unfolded it . I was dreading to look at it but eventually, I did.

It was a letter for me. From her.

To Eunwoo ,

I won't be here when you'll wake up. Sorry , for leaving like this , I couldn't have left if you were awake at that time. My flight is at 8 in the morning not in the night , sorry I couldn't tell you. I hope you're not going frantic.

When I told you that I am leaving , you didn't complained or said that I was being selfish. Instead, you understood me and encouraged me to follow my dreams. You don't know, how much thankful I'm for everything you've done for me. You were there for me in my goods and bads. When I was all alone , you came by and stayed with me. You were the first person to reach out for me when I was totally miserable and wrecked. If it wasn't for you , I still would be the same miserable person. It was you , who made me believe the world was still beautiful and not that much cruel as I assumed it to be.

You rescued me from my demons Eunwoo. You told me that the facade of a cold hearted person I was wearing wouldn't change anything. I forgot what happienes meant , but you made me the happiest again . You were always my comfort since the day you rescued me on the rooftop. You are my saviour, my angel.

Whenever you said I love you to me , I never said it back. But I want you to know that I've always loved you and I always will .You were my first in everything. The time we spent together was one of those when I was the happiest. Last night with you was the most beautiful moment ever. The sensation of your touches are still lingering and I'm going to miss you even more now. I'm yours completely , always remember this.

And yes , I'm not going to answer if you'll call or text me. I will want to run back to you if I'll do that. I left you sleeping there because I didn't wanted to say goodbye. This isn't a goodbye at all, it can't be . I want you to focus on your dreams as well , my love. Take care of yourself and please stay healthy . I'll come back to you , Eunwoo. Please wait for me . I promise to come back to you as a better y/n . I'm going to miss you a whole lot - your hugs , your kisses , your touches and your everything . I love you .

Yours forever,
Kim Y/n

I folded the letter again , keeping it inside my pocket safely and laid back , inhaling her scent that still lingered on it.

" I love you too y/n . I'll wait for you my love ." I murmured.

THE END

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A/N:)

Thank you so much for giving your love and support to my first work. I'll miss writing this book. This is the last chapter officially but it's not the end of this story yet , I'm gonna give ya'll an epilogue and maybe some bonus chapters too ! Stay tuned until then my loves !! ❤🤧

~ Kitty ♡