This book has been a lot of fun, but I don't know if I should continue it. 

Now, before you start thinking it's your fault, it's not. It's mainly mine. 

As you all know, I started this book a long time ago, and it has given me a lot of friends. However this book (or rather my arrogance and toxicity) caused pained hearts and words I can never take back. 

One time I took a seminar about toxic relationships, hoping to be able to find out more for WTCCampaign. But what happened instead was that I saw so many signs in myself. 

I am a toxic person. I won't lie to you. I always want compliments and comments, and I let it define who I am. I manipulate people to do what I want them to do, and I use my words to make them feel sympathy towards me. It is something I want to stop really really much....

Yet I honestly think about all the works I've written in this book, and I honestly enjoy reading them. Most of the time I actually ask myself whether it is actually my writing XD. It's very surprising to me. 

But either way, I am contemplating whether to take a different path once this book is over. I honestly don't know if I can keep up with this. I need to stop being toxic, and I am trying hard, but my ego won't let me. 

That's why I am writing this. To all the people who put this book in their libraries, I want to ask you; 

Do you think I should continue writing requests? 

If you agree, please just vote. You don't have to comment. It's best if you don't. I don't think I'll get much, honestly, but I just want to know if my stories are impacting those around me. 

Thank you so much, and may the Almighty God from Heaven bless you all. 

~Ficmata