don't be confused at the beginning just continue reading. you'll see

“ I'd never given much thought to how I would die. But dying in the place of someone I love seems like a good way to go.” – Bella Swan [Twilight 2008]

This was it. My last few seconds in this world. 

I was going to do it. I couldn't believe it.

But of course it was for the greater good. Ross had so much to offer and now I was letting him give that to the world.

"we're going to inject with this. What it does is swiftly shut your organs down. And after that we'll be able to do the surgery and.....we'll save him Laura we promise. You won't die in vain."

Smiling softly as i lied on the hospital bed I stared at the white ceiling "Thanks Doc please give them the videos."

He smiled sadly. " l will." Before moving away he said " you're a brave soul Laura "

"He's the love of my life. He deserves the world. And I'm giving him it to him by giving him a second chance to live. i'm too messed up for this world."

He stared at me before moving away with tears in his eyes.

"Are you ready?" The nurse asked. 

I smiled "I was born for this."
as she slowly pushed the needled into my skin that would send me into eternal sleep she said "think of something you love. something that makes you happy."

happy?.......

Two hours earlier

Staring at him in that hospital bed broke me.

"Ross." I repeated. My hands rushing to cover my mouth.

He smiled weakly lifting his hand to take me before the smile slowly disappeared.

"i- i'm sorry. I, I never wanted you to see me like this. To go threw another lost. I had no other choice. I couldn't let you be in pain anymore baby. " he said . Tears streaming down his face.

I shook my head furiously "No baby. Dont- just, I'm here now. that's all that matters. Forget everything. I already know.I'm here now and l that's all that matters." I said taking his hand brushing my his cheek with the other. "you're so handsome baby. " I croaked with a smile.

He gave a weak grin before saying "i-I want cookies and cream."

I soft laugh escaped my lips at his adorableness. " that is your favorite isnt it. Its mine too. Remember when you swore you would convert me to it? Well its my favorite too " I said.

Smiling at the memory of ross and I when I went to his house for the first time

Flash Back

"my favorites cookies and cream. what's yours?" He ask.

I don't have a favorite ice cream. As a matter of fact the last time I probably had ice cream is when I was ten or eight "uh Chocolate."

He raised his head up to me and blinked.

what?

"chocolate's cool. But cookies and cream is better. Wayyyyyy better. I make it my lifes mission to convert you to cookies and cream." He grinned before handing me a bowl of my own before figging into his.

I hadn't even realised that Ross had taken my hand and brought it to his thin dried lips before whispering " I love you and I'm sorry."

My heart continued to break as I tried not to break down in front of him as I hiccupped back a sob I saw his eyes fluttered as he yawned. "You tired babe?" I asked.

He nodded shortly I realised he was having a hard time breathing.

"so tired." He yawned adorably.

I moved over him to put on the oxygen mask on him. "its okay. you need to sleep. Ill be right here when you wake up."

"Promise you won't leave me?"He asked. Hazel eyes staring into mine.

"Promise." I smiled.

I watched as his eyes shut and I watched the short rise and fall of his chest.

I hated seeing him like this.  He deserved the world. He was one of the most caring and selfless person in the world. He was my anchor and I honestly didn't know what I would do without him.

I didn't even realised that I had run out of his run and slid down the wall till I nurse handed me a tissue.

" uh thanks." I said awkwardly wiping my eyes before standing up.

She smiled before moving to push the door open to Ross' room.

"wait!" I said stretching my hand on her shoulder to hold her from moving forward.

"I- is there anything. Anything I could do to save him. Anything at all?" I pleaded eyes wide as I held her shoulder.

A sad smile played on her face. "Honey. Ross has been fighting this disease all his life. And as much as I would love to see him overcome it.... I'm sorry. "

She was a lovely women looking to be about in her fifties and I was surprise to find an English accent laced in her american one.

I frowned to the ground feeling another wave of sobs coming.

"unless." She began

My head shot up faster than the speed of light. A glimmer of hope in her voice  

"yes "

"unless we test you. test you to see if you have a rare component in your body in order to do the transplant that could save him "

"yes ill do it ill take the test. " I said not missing a beat.

if their was the slightest thing in my power I could do to save Ross I would.

"you would?" The nurse asked surprise.

" yes yes now. Of course I would. "

Her eyes widened before she grabbed my arm pulling me down the hall.

"no time to waist then."

and that's how i found myself sitting. In a charge as blood was drawn from my skin.

"What we're doing is that when we drop your blood on this silver. If when it mixes it turns green its positive you have it in your system and you can save him. If it doesn't then I'm sorry ....but there's nothing we'll be able to do." She said

I nodded.

Mrs lynch squeezed my hand tightly.

I didn't want to tell anyone.
But because I was a minor I had no choice. They told mr and mrs lynch and though they tries to stop me I had made my mind up.

The room fell silent as the nurse shakily dropped the first drip of blood unto the silver.

My heart felt like it was in my troat.

I couldnt look and locked my eyew tight when I heard mrs.Lynch squealed my eyes snapped open.

It was green.

Tires flew out my eyes

Yes

I heard Mrs lynch gasp as the room fell silent as they stared at me.

" laura do you know what this means?"

I smiled " yeah ill be able to give ross the transplant."

"sweetie its a full transplant which means that ....you'll die in order for us to...to do it." She said.

Oh.

I didn't care " and you promise you can save him?"

"yes, your blood bus compatible we can perform the surgery right away."

"Then yes im ready.
But first i want to make video for everyone I care about and It to be sent to them. and r-Ross. I want to see him for the last time.
But promise you won't tell him till I'm gone." I said.

"Laura you don't have to do this. Ross, he has already accepted it. " Mrs. Lynch cried.

I shook my head. " you don't know how much ross means to me and they say I can save he so I will. Ross has so much to offer. I cant just let the world lose another good soul. I'm a stain in its whiteness while ross....he's the epitome of everything this world needs and I'm not going to deprive them of that. I'm sorry mr and mrs lynch but Ive already made up my mind and if you sign those papers it won't be cancer that killed your son. it'll be you and id never forgive you for that."

It was harsh. I know.
But I just had to. They wouldn't have let me do this. Ross deserves everything. Of course he's not perfect. He's not a God.
But he's damn close to it. He saved me when i couldn't even save myself. And now it was my turn to save him. The difference was now that I wouldn't be their to enjoy of happily ever after.

Staring at Ross' sleeping figure in the hospital bed I knew I hadn't much time to tell him goodbye. I had signed the papers agreeing to donate my organs to ross so he would be able to leave a cancer free life and of course this was future technology were talking about.

My baby would be able to move on.

"hey baby." I whispered softly at his sleeping form. " I'm going to do this. No, no one asked me to I wanted to give you the world and that's exactly what I'm doing. I know I explained this in the video you'll see when you awake l. When you're strong and cancer free. don't hate your parents I begged them not to tell you nor your sisters well more like blackmailed them to....in a way but I knew you'd talk me out of it so that's why I didn't......you'll never know I am talking to you right now and like i said i explained everything on the video.
But just know that I love you. Ross. you're my everything." I furiously wipped away the tears before I closed my eyes and caressed his cheek. "My handsome boy."

"Laura its time." A nurse said ready to escort me.

Its time.

This was it. My last few seconds in this world. 

I was going to do it. I couldn't believe it.

But of course it was for the greater good. Ross had so much to offer and now I was letting him give that to the world.

"we're going to inject with this. What it does is swiftly shut your organs down. And after that we'll be able to do the surgery and.....we'll save him Laura we promise. You won't die in vain."

Smiling softly as i lied on the hospital bed I stared at the white ceiling "Thanks Doc please give them the videos."

He smiled sadly. " l will." Before moving away he said " you're a brave soul Laura "

"He's the love of my life. He deserves the world. And I'm giving him it to him by giving him a second chance to live. i'm too messed up for this world."

He stared at me before moving away with tears in his eyes.

"Are you ready?" The nurse asked. 

I smiled "I was born for this."
as she slowly pushed the needled into my skin that would send me into eternal sleep she said "think of something you love. something that makes you happy."

happy?.......

Ross was my only happiness.

And I felt myself take my last breathe the only thing on my mind was the almost perfect human whom I was giving a shot at a second life.

Ross

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THE END

Lmao nah I'm just playing this is the last chap but theirs a epilogue next.

This is the the last chapter of Laura .....since you know she's kinda dead now so the next is in ross pov.

Dont kill me

what are your thoughts?

Ill explain why Laura died in this book in the A/N later.

But plz dont do like me don't drop the book read ross' pov see what he's done since the love of his life offered up herself so he could live.

And ill try to input the video she did too

Vote comment and dont kill me or each other.

Toodles.