You know how you have like that one thing that scared the fuck out of you when you were a child and you never really knew why? Well, when I was young I had an intense fear of the dark and off/broken electronics. I remember there was this one time when our DVD player broke in the car and took us to the help menu instead and I was very intensely upset about it and cried for hours.

Later I was forced to dissect my Chromebooks one by one in order to fix them because they kept dying and breaking so 

here is a conglomeration of hellish broken parts. this one's screen broke i replaced the screen and then an internal chip shut down wiping everything. it is everything i was once afraid of and it is beautiful

what if i made an oc about it hto

and i bring this up bc i'm trying to fix chromebooks again because woop de do guess what broke recently

my new computer

Now to finish whatever this is, a great comparison between two of my friends (and by that I mean my literal soulmate and this guy who I get into really snarky conversations with):

me: Twist I broke my laptop

Twist: again?!

me: I break everything I touch. Oh my gosh. I'm so terrible (continued ranting about how I'm a financial and emotional burden on my family and everyone around me)

Twist: Chrona, it's okay, it's okay... just a laptop

me: the SIXTH laptop

Twist: You can borrow mine for a while :)

me: what if I break it

Twist: That's on me. Plus, it's just a chromebook. They're trash anyways

me: *sniffs* yeah

and the other one...

me: so then i broke another fucking laptop

i think i'm like some spirit of death and everything i touch will eventually wither and die but since i'm really young  only works on myself, paper, and electronic devices (we have this ongoing thing with the supernatural) 

him: maybe you just care so much about everything that it breaks

me: if caring about things causes them to break

that explains a lot actually ha

him: that's so sad 

me: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯