Let me explain. There's a sort of magic that comes with Christmas (cheesy as that sounds) and over break, everything is warm and relatively comfortable. Never have I been able to destress for such a long time since... well, summer, which wasn't long ago, but then again summer was also meh for other reasons. After Christmas, my family goes to my grandparents' houses (both pairs) and we have a lot of fun there and then you come home and damn.

It's cold, boring, and school's up again.

I've been really really stressed and I'm dreading going back right now. I love learning and honestly, it's not bad at school, but I come home and I'm lonely and empty. I don't know why I feel so bad or why I've been so tired, but coming off of such a festive time into whatever this is is so disappointing. 

Yeah that's super negative and it wasn't even a good rant. I'm going to post something else in a few hours and then I have to work on Ashleap's Fall and Second Chances.

ESPECIALLY Second Chances. I'm betting a lot on intuition here because honestly I don't know a lot of Lysandre's backstory and most of the stuff I've come up with has been lame. 

helllp