January 27th, 2015

           "I feel like she can't even look at me, but I know I'm overthinking this.

           She told me that she found a doctor, a clinic for women that doesn't ask for anything aside from a name; most give fake names anyways. I asked if she wanted me to go with her, though I hoped she would say no, just because I'm not sure how comfortable I would be in such an environment. I've killed so many people, I've done so many bad things- Alexander Pierce described it once as... 'your work has been a gift to mankind. You've shaped the century.'. 

     I'm not exactly fit to be in a woman's clinic, awaiting to see if O is pregnant or not. Instead, when she goes, I'll wait anxiously at home, wondering if this is going to ruin us.

           I'm terrified."