(Hoseok's P.O.V)

It's been 8 months since I last saw Jimin. I'm so disappointed and upset because he has to leave. Jimin also told us not to tell Haneul anything...

It was so hard keeping secrets... secrets that are lies. Secrets that can hurt her... I don't know what to think... I think I just have to live in lies and secrets then...

I look to a blissful nothingness in the park, there are no people around... it's so dull and unhappy...

I guess I just have to live in this kind of world... just boring nothingness...

~×~[30 minutes after]

Suddenly boredom hit me like a truck.
I'm not the Hoseok I used to be... it's like everything changed... change has been there ever since Jimin died, ever since Henry planned things, ever since Heather lost her memory.

"Hyung..." a deep voice invaded my thoughts. I turned to face Yoongi. He had a solemn look on his face that quickly changed my mood. I didn't know he has the habit of strolling around this unblissful park, I guess him in deep thoughts too.

Like he has always been... but I never saw him this unpaved and unhappy before... I guess he misses someone... that's all right? Maybe...

"What's wrong?" I asked him, he lowered his head and hugged me, he cradles his head on the crook of my neck, while slowly sniffing my scent. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes...

He's so not him, which is kinda cute for him to be acting like this! I don't know why he's like this... but I love this kind of Yoongi...

"Janelle noona... I missed her." I looked at him weirdly. Yoongi never acted this way before. He never missed anyone before, like everyone though... he was cold to everyone. But ever since Jimin left, we are all blue and grieving... I really don't know why, no one died or get hurt, yet I don't understand why we are acting like this. Maybe, it's just, Jimin is no longer with us. And our father Henry... he's in the hospital, he was confined after Haneul left him after Haneul rejected him. He had a heart failure.... we visited him once in a week... but after we moved to Daegu, we never saw him again.

I don't know if I ever want to see him again... it's just.... he did so much... bad things... things that are unforgivable...

I'm quite confused though... Janelle noona, Haneul and I are siblings in blood, I don't get the point why father adopted Yoongi... it's not like I don't want a brother... but ever since Yoongi came to our family Henry has been so strict and well, abusive...

Like I said... everything changes... am I right?

But I love Yoongi, he's such a gentle guy... I still couldn't believe he saved Jimin's life... according to my father Henry, Jimin should've died because of cancer... but he saved Jimin, he wasn't really expecting that Yoongi got the wrong guy... and he wasn't aware of Yoongi's act. Henry really thought Yoongi killed the right guy which is Namjoon...

But here's the point... I just hope Henry won't plan to kill Namjoon again... cause Haneul and Namjoon are together now. I ship them. (Silently cheering) Namjoon is such a sweet and cool guy, I trust him-

Haeneul and Namjoon have been friends since they were kids until Haneul lost her memory...

he's always protecting Haneul at all times, he makes Haneul laugh, smile, and I'm really happy, Haneul is happy with him.

Eight (8) straight months... Jimin left Seoul, He lived with his mother in Daegu... Zigne and Taehyung are currently dating, but I haven't seen them dating... like a real date. Taehyung never mentioned anything about their relationship either. Jungkook is now going places with his profession. Yoongi is currently working as a part-timer but actually have a job to blabber about, Namjoon is currently writing songs and doing some part-time jobs, Haneul is studying at a university. And I am a dance teacher... more likely a choreographer. It was fun having jobs and businesses.

I was walking down the street when I saw someone familiar...there was an ice cream shop nearby, where I saw Taehyung watching television. He was eating his vanilla ice cream.

I entered the shop, staring at him weirdly, he had tears on his eyes and face, I followed his line of sight to see Jimin on the news, jeez that guy... he's rich and popular. I still couldn't believe he became this guy... Jimin was such a soft and clumsy one... but now... look at him... tsk.

I sat beside Taehyung who is currently crying over Jimin. I still don't understand him, he doesn't know anything about Jimin and his case... but he's really emotional now these days, every time Jimin was shown on tv he always cries.

Maybe now is the time to ask him... I guess?

I cleared my throat to get his attention. He turned to face me with bloodshot eyes. "Are you okay? W-why are you always crying whenever Jimin is shown on tv?" I asked not hesitating what would be his reaction after my rude and straight forward question. This kid... aish...I really don't understand him...

His eyes widen and he quickly wiped his eyes with his sleeves. "W-why did *sniff* Jimin forgot us? *sniff* he's such a good guy *sniff* and now I can feel his cockiness over the television. He's not the same guy." Jeez this kid. I took a deep breath and cleared my throat once again.

"He didn't forget us on purpose... he-its just like that... people, spirits rather, that leave their bodies do not tend to remember everything when they finally come back to their own body...and Jimin is not cocky. He never was and he never will. Could you just-just stop crying okay?" I said trying to control my anger because he's overreacting.

"O-okay. You want my ice cream?" He offered me his melted vanilla ice cream.

"I don't want that, it's not an ice cream anymore, it's more like a cream mixed with saliva and tears. And maybe your snot too." I said with a disgusted face.

"No, it's not." He said defending his ice cream. He pouted and took it away from me and ate it again.

Aish...This kid.

"By the way are you and Zigne dating?" He was about to swallow his ice cream when he suddenly choked and end up spitting the ice cream.

"What the hell!?" He shouted, there are not a lot of people in the shop so it's not like I'm going to experience a second-hand embarrassment, I apologized to the other costumers. Who are currently leaving the shop with weird and disgust look.

"What? You're dating right?" I asked him. He nodded his head. Wiping the cream that scattered around his face and the table.

The tissues are almost gone.... there was such a real mess on the table and his mouth... this kid.....  aish... I lowered my head as costumers leave the shop.

"Yeah- but why did you ask so sudden? I'm merely calculating everything in my head what really happened to Jimin and you're here asking me something personal?" He said in a questioning tone. It should've been a statement but it ended up being a question for me.

"Oh. But I'm just wondering if you both are still dating-" I said while trying to hold back my laughter. He's such a kid. I love him!

"Hm. Okay... what's up with you coming here and ask me if Zigne and I are dating?" He asked me. Which made me think twice.

Well, I saw him crying and I come over to comfort him? Well, I really didn't comfort him... Did I get worried? I really don't know actually. We stayed silent before I broke the silence. I guess that's all?

"I'm worried about you... you crying over Jimin, you look like a fanboy to me. Crying over a popular, rich, and handsome guy over social media." He had a straight face, digesting what I just said about him fanboying over popular men.

"Is that how it really looks like? A fanboy? Well, I'm sad and confused... and Haneul noona's love for Jimin... it's so sad that they didn't date at least once. I always thought they're cute together." He said with hopeful eyes.

"Whatever. Namjoon's birthday is tomorrow... want us to make a surprise party?" I asked Taehyung who had his eyes widen in shock and excitement.

"Sure why not!" He exclaimed. Leaving the shop, we jogged to the nearest department store where we can find good food and decorations.

I really had a good time spending the rest of my day with Taehyung.

It was fun, I never experienced such joy after Jimin left. It was fun. I smiled to myself giving Taehyung a hug once more. And leaving his doorstep to head back to my apartment next to his.

---
(Jimin's P.O.V)

Ever since I came back to Daegu, I have these weird dreams, that I couldn't quite explain. It was weird and confusing. Since I never saw that girl before. I keep having dreams with a blurry face and messed up voices. I couldn't explain how those dreams happen. it was quite creepy cause Zigne told me I was a ghost before... that I came back from my body... last 8 months... and she's always recalling a girl...Is she the girl that Zigne has been blabbering about? What was her name again? Ah! Haneul... Haneul was her name. I couldn't remember her. I have no memories of her. I don't know... I don't think I want to remember her.... she looks like she had the greatest impact in my life... and I- I don't want to remember any of those...

I was watching Lee Min dance... in our dance studio. It's quite amusing cause I never thought I could dance. ZIGNE told me... I never danced before...

But ever since I met her...

I've been praising this girl, she's good at dancing... she's pretty and funny. But I don't think she notices my existence. I wish she could notice me. I have feelings for her ever since Zigne introduced me to her. Zigne told me she'll help me... I don't know where and why... but as time passed by... I started to develop feelings for her.

After our dance practice, they both left the studio leaving me behind. I sat in the corner of the room. The moonlight reflects through the mirrors around the studio... the ray of blue hues of the moon mirrored around the studio light it up a bit.

I stood up

I wanted to remember... do I really have to? 

It's like... when I heard her name... the name Haneul...

I feel like I remember her somehow...

But I just could not recall anything about her...

Aside from her... Zigne also mentioned the guy's name...

Namjoon, Hoseok, Taehyung, Yoongi, Jin, and Jungkook...

But I can't remember any of them...

I

guess I just have to go back to Seoul and find out...

---
Hallo!!!!! Thanks for all my supporters and readers!!!!

Hope you like this chapter one...

and I hope you look forward to more...

PLEASE TAG PEOPLE WHO MIGHT LIKE MY STORY

THANK YOU!

itsmezigne
JvCalaor
StarFirePS
ThePianoManiac
mochiminim
btsJKstan

Please do tag