Myungsoo POV

I'm so stress now. I run my finger to my hair and slowly pull my hair in front. My head can't thinking anything. Then, someone pat my shoulder. Its Hoya.

"Oh.. Hoyaa.. Hi.." I greet him slowly. Hoya sigh.

"What's wrong with you man? You look.. down." He said. I give him a fake smile.

"I'm okay." I replied back. He stare at me weirdly.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes"

"I go now. I think you should have a time to think alone. Take your time" Hoya smile at me and go back to his place. I nodded.

Back School

"Bye Myungsoo!" -Sungyeol

"Hyung, are you sure that you don't want to join us at the amusement park?" Sungjong ask me. I shook my head and smile.

"I need to rest. I have a headache now" I said. He pout.

"Okayy hyungg" he replied back. I wave them goodbye and drive to my house. I don't see Se Hyun since the time that we both at the rooftop and I left her. I don't know where is she.

//Myungsoo's house//

"Mom I'm home!" I shout. Mom get out from the kitchen and smile to me.

"You seem so tired Kim Myung Soo" mom said and caressed my cheek. I smile weakly.

"I am mom. I wanna rest now. Bye" I said and walk to my room.

//Myungsoo's room//

"Ahhh! Why I feel so uncomfortable?  Ahh this is so frustrating. Really frustrating! Why do I have to feel like this? Its really killing me." I sigh heavily. I throw my bag at the corner of my room and lay at my bed. I look around the room and discover all of it. I don't know why I did this. After that, my eyes froze at a shelve, old shelve. The shelve have been there for so many long time ago, mom said that the shelve were there since I was young. There's so many book there in there. I get up from my bed and walk to the shelve slowly. I take one book out from the shelve and I shock a bit when I saw the tittle.

"Kim Myung Soo's diary.." I read the tittle slowly. I wipe the dust that have around the book and open it one by one.

(A/N ;; The diary is when Se Hyun and Myungsoo are in 5 years old )

"5 years old. 3 January, there's a girl come to my house. Her name is Se Hyun. We have a first time met on this day and we fight.."

I flip on the next page.

"I tell her that I wanna be her enemy. But, actually I was attract at her in the first time I saw her. She's cute. Yes she is. I try to deny my feel. I'm 5 years old and I'm that quickly when I fall in love? That's why I ask her to be my enemy and I'll try to hate her in the whole of my life.."

I stop reading for a while.

"So it means that I am the one who make her my enemy? And... I have a feeling on her?" I said to myself.  I think I have to continue my reading. I read it carefully and try to remember what I should remember.

"7 years old. 7 January, its my first day at school ! I can't wait ! My mom said that I'll enter the same school with Se Hyun. I act that I'm not interest with it and hate when she was with me. But, inside of my heart, I'm happy. I'm happy to now that she will be with me. The first day was not so good for us. We fight at the front of gate ! She's the one who start it. I can't control myself, so I fight back. When we were force to sit together, she cry. She said that she really hates me. I want to hate her back. I really want but I can't. She's my first love. Its a childhood love. And I'm just a kid but I have a mind that could think like an adult." I stop reading again..

"Whoaa.. This is me? I really have a feeling towards her? That's why I feel bad when I saw her crying and I'm hurt when she say that she never give a hope for me to remember her. This is what my heart try to tell me but I can't understand it" I said to myself again.

"10 years old. 26 February. This is my horrible day. I hate this day. This day is when I have to move to the states. Now, I'm writing this on the aeroplane. I bid goodbye to my Infinite members. I'll miss them a lot. I'll always remember them. And, I bid goodbye to Se Hyun.  I kiss her cheek this day. I tell her for not forget me. She nodded. When I look at her again, her tears drop but she quickly wipe it. She wave me with her smile. I really love her that time. I hope I'll see her one day, cause I'll love her forever....." I close the book. This is so much to me. I am loving her. That's why I don't ever remember her as my enemy. Cause she was my first love. I never thought this. Never. But, this is the meaning of my heart. I quickly grab my phone and contact someone.

Se Hyun POV

As I arrive at my house, I quickly enter it and run to my room. I cry out loud there. After 15 minutes crying, my mom knock the door.  I wipe my tears and go open the door.

*open the door*

"Darl , Se Hyun.. Why are you crying?" Mom ask me. I can't stop sobbing.

"Mom.. I.. I'm hurt.." I said and hug her. I cry at her shoulder . mom pat my head.

"Its okay, its okay. Cry at mom. Mom will hear everything" my mom said. I cry more louder. After a few minutes, I stop crying and broke the hug.

"Mom.. I wanna go a place that I can rest and stop thinking about everything and rest my brain there. Can I ?" I ask my mom. Mom nodded.

"You can. You can use my driver. Tell him what ever the place you wanna go. You have took 2 weeks for holiday right?  And now, you can go anywhere." My mom replied and smile. I smile back.

"Thanks mom. I'll go tomorrow and I'll pack now." I said. Mom nod and went downstairs. I close the door and walk to my bed.

"I may have took holiday for just 2 weeks, but I hope I'll go forever and never comeback."  I said alone and start to pack my bag. Suddenly my phone rang (A/N ;; This is the scene when Myungsoo call someone and the someone is Se Hyun )

I look at the people who call me. Its Myungsoo. I take my phone and change it to 'silent mode' and start to packing back. I thought he call me many time but I don't answer one of them.

After I finish pack my bag, I lay at my bed and went to sleep. Tomorrow, I'll go far away from here. I've book a hotel room in Jeju Island. I'll go there for 2 weeks.

Tomorrow morning.. *-*

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