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3rd Person's POV

It took 45 minutes for them to finish talking to each other.

Ken ended up taking an extended break because he wanted to catch up with his friends.

After they ended their call, they went to look for rides to go into.

They decided to ride the rollercoaster.

On the line, Seokjin decided to talk to Namjoon.

"Namjoon-ah." Seokjin called out.

"What is it hyung?" Namjoon asked.

"Since you're good at giving advices, can you give me an advice about something. I know it's so random but I just wanted to have another opinion about this matter." Seokjin said.

That's when Namjoon knew it was going to be a serious talk.

"What do you need advice on?" Namjoon asked.

"Well, I have someone that I've been talking to. And it's been a while since we last contacted each other. He's sweet, nice, and kind. And everytime I talk to him, I always feel excited. The excitement I feel when I first got to talk to you, my ultimate bias, is different from the excitement I feel everytime I talk to him. And everytime I didn't got the chance to talk to him, I felt sadness. I always want to talk to him. Do you think I like him?" Seokjin said.

Namjoon felt hurt. It hurts for him that the person he likes, likes someone else. He didn't show it though. He kept his act up.

"I think you do like him hyung." Namjoon said, trying to give a genuine smile.

"You think so? But I'm still confused." Seokjin said.

"It's already obvious. The way you act when you talk to him, the way you described him earlier, and the feeling of wanting to always talk to him. It shows that you do like him." Namjoon said, not looking at Seokjin.

Namjoon tried his hardest to not show that he's hurt. He can't expose himself.

"What do I do?" Seokjin asked again.

"You should confess hyung. If you're certain about your feelings, then you should try to confess to him." Namjoon said.

"But I don't even know anything about his sexuality. I've known him for a long time, but I still don't about his sexuality." Seokjin said.

"You won't know the answer to your questions unless you get them yourself. But if you're not ready to confess yet, then don't push yourself too much." Namjoon said.

Seokjin's POV

"Thank you Namjoon-ah. You always know what to say." I said as I smiled and gave him a hug.

"No problem hyung." I heard Namjoon said.

When pulled away, I saw that Namjoon is crying.

"Why are you crying?" I asked.

"I'm not crying hyung. I just got dust in my eyes." Namjoon said.

"If you say so." I shrugged it off.

It was our turn to ride when Namjoon suddenly spoke.

"Uh, guys. Can I not join you in this ride? I need to go to the comfort room and I think I will take too long." Namjoon suddenly said.

"We can just wait for you." Yoongi said.

"No, it's okay. I'll just join you guys on the next ride. Let's just meet up by the merry go round later." Namjoon said then went to the bathroom.

I had no choice but to pair up with Hoseok.

After the ride, we went to our meet up place but Namjoon wasn't there.

We then began to worry. But shrugged it off because we thought he might just have taken longer than we thought.

Almost a hour had passed but Namjoon still hasn't showed up.

That's when we started to get worried. What's taking him so long?

We, then, decided to search for him.

"Where could he have gone to?" I said.

"He said he was just going to the comfort room. But where is he?" Hoseok said.

"This won't do. Let's split up so we can cover more ground and be able to find Namjoon faster." I suggested.

They agreed and then searched for Namjoon.

After 20 minutes, still no luck.

"Did you find him?" I asked when we met up again.

"Not yet. I've searched everywhere." Jimin said.

"No luck." Jungkook said.

"Have you guys checked the comfort room yet?" I asked.

When no one answered, we immediately went there.

When we got there, we saw no one. We decided to check the stalls one by one.

All were clear, except for one locked stall.

I decided to speak.

"Namjoon-ah are you in there?"

No answer.

"Let me call him." Hoseok said.

We heard a ring. And it's coming from the locked stall.

"Namjoon-ah we know you're in there. Please open up." I said.

But what we saw next terrified us.

There was blood on the floor and it came from the stall where Namjoon is.

We then began to panic.

"Tae, Jungkook, call a maintenance personnel. Hurry!" I said.

Then they both ran off.

"Namjoon-ah. Please answer. Please. Namjoon-ah."

After a few moments, Tae and Jungkook came back with a maintenance personnel.

We asked him to unlock the door. And when he did, we became pale.

On the floor, lying lifeless with blood and cuts all over his arm was Namjoon.

Namjoon's POV

Once I arrived at the comfort room, I can't stop myself anymore. Luckily, there is no one here except for me.

I went to a stall and locked myself inside.

I couldn't take it anymore. I don't know what to do after knowing that the person I like, likes somebody else.

It hurts so bad. The one I thought was my remedy is now the reason I'm giving up on myself.

I can't do it anymore. I wanna end all this pain. It got worse than before.

I'm so sorry for doing this. But I just can't anymore.

I searched for something that is sharp enough. When I found one, I started to cut my arm. It feels so good. After more cuts, my eyelids started to feel heavy.

Goodbye everyone. Goodbye.

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Okay. That is such a bad and tragic chapter, but I just had to do it. I'm so sorry guys. It broke my heart writing (typing) this. But hope you guys enjoyed!(even though I know you did not) Bye~!

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