Mulan Dawson | Mu

"Dawson lunch." The security guard yelled bringing me this nasty ass food.

"You know I'm not eating it, why bring it?"

"Because you can't keep starving yourself."

"Unless some Chick-Fil-A or any other restaurant walk through that door then I'll continue not eating."

"Starving yourself is not healthy."

"You can go approximately three weeks without food as long I'm staying hydrated I'm good."

"Have it your way." She said walking off leaving me in my thoughts.

"Dawson bail." The main officer yelled causing me to jump off this bed and head towards the gate.

I waited the long process of them giving me my court date and finally giving me my things, I was about to curse them out when I couldn't find my phone then remembered I gave it to Memo and I walked out.

"I'll see you again soon." One of the female officers said walking me out.

"Bitch see a dentist soon and quick."

"You are so disrespectful."

"See I don't like people like you, don't try to play victim when I get disrespectful. I never been a bitch, not gon start for some crooked chipped tooth ass officer."

"Your so little and your mouth so big."

"And your body so big, I couldn't beat your big ass in there but I'm free now, you want my address?"

"Your always so rowed up, that's why your face look like it do now."

"So do you want my address or not? Cause you playing."

"What the fuck is taking y'all so long?! I been here for two fucking hours. Fuck y'all holding my girlfriend for so long?!" I heard Jaylen yelling at the officer at the desk while he tried to keep him calm.

"I'm right here." I said. He smiled but it dropped once he saw my face.

"What happened baby?" He asked trying to hug me but I went under his arms.

"Don't touch me, don't talk to me. I'll even walk home." I said walking out the building.

"The fuck I do to you?" He asked but I ignored him.

I kept walking, this was like an hour walk home but I was too pissed off to even care about that. I heard honking and I looked up to see Jaylen stopping traffic as all the cars behind him honked but he was still following me.

"C'mon baby, get in the car." He said. I sighed and got in because I was really hungry and this walk was going to be hell.

"Don't talk to me, I don't want to talk." I said strapping on my seat belt.

"You been eating?"

"You can't hear?"

"So that's a no? Which one you want?"

"Chick-Fil-A" I rolled my eyes.

"Cut that shit out and talk to me."

"For what? Y'all left me in there for two fucking weeks like y'all grimy as hell, I break my back for all of y'all and none of y'all couldn't bail me out?"

"That's not on me, your mother and father told the officer that they wanted to teach you a lesson and nobody could bail you out. So I couldn't Mu."

"So what changed today?"

"I told them once it reached two weeks, I'm going to bail my fucking girlfriend out. I'm pretty sure you learned your lesson."

"And what lesson was I suppose to learn? To stop fighting? Not going to happen. To stop talking shit? Over my dead body. I didn't learn no lesson in that place other than the police ain't shit."

"You want your regular?" He asked pulling through Chick-Fil-A drive thru.

"Yeah order three of them, I'm fucking starving." I said hearing my stomach growling.

"Alright I understand why you mad, I'll be pissed too. Now why your face look so beat up?" He said after we got our food.

"Cause a bitch finally beat me up." I admitted eating my fries and Jaylen pressed hard on the brakes making me to lean forward.

"Really? You lucky I'm in my seat belt bitch."

"Never though I'd say this, who beat you up?"

"It's my first L, I'll never forget her name. It's Shaniqua."

"And she did all of this?" He asked touching my black eye which made me wince.

"Stop that hurts and of course not, I said I took an L not a ass whooping."

"So how you get this shiner?"

"On the 5th day Shaniqua and I fought, on the 9th day my new roommate had a hidden blade and nipped my cheek and just yesterday four big ass prostitutes jumped me and that's how I got my black eye and busted lip."

"Mulan I think you lying no fucking way they called Iyan and Kai and they continued to keep you there after all that."

"Believe it, can I see your phone? I gotta make a call."

"I got yours from Memo earlier, look in my glove department." I did as said and as soon as I turned my phone on, my phone lit up with text and Instagram notifications.

I saw most of my brothers and Raphael post, along with the girls that made me laugh. Then I saw the video the boy recorded at the mall.

"Fuck 12, let Mu out." Jaylen said laughing.

"Shut up." I laughed.

"You funny as hell then you talking bout don't let my boyfriend see this, you knew I was going to fuck you up."

"Man I wasn't even trying to get locked up, I wasn't even going to hit the girl until she touched me. Y'all should be proud I had that much self control."

"I know Zay and Mulan told me cause I was really pissed, I was finna curse you out but at least your video went viral."

"It did what?"

"Yeah, that shit mad famous. It made balleralert and theshaderoom the other day."

"You fucking lying! I made theshaderoom?" I asked going to the page.

"It's sad your happy about that." He laughed.

"Hell yeah, theshaderoom be lit. I know I made it if I'm up there." I smiled putting a picture on Instagram.

"I love you Mu, call me if you need to leave." He said pulling in my driveway.

"I'm going to pack my stuff, I'll take my car though. I love you more." I pecked his lips a few times.

I walked in the house hearing voices I looked in the kitchen where I saw my uncle Mace, JJ, daddy, Ma and Alli. I walked right passed them and went into my room grabbing my suitcase, someone knocked on my door but I didn't answer it. Iyan and Kai came in my room just looking at me pack.

"When you come in my house, you speak." Kai said. I ignored her and continued packing.

"Where you going?" Iyan asked and once again I ignored them.

"I get that you mad but-"

"No you don't get that I'm mad because I'm not I'm furious and if I didn't have respect for y'all I wouldn't care what came out my mouth."

"What happened to your face?"

"You know what happened, I sat there and watched them be on the phone with y'all. What y'all being fake for G?" I asked annoyed by them.

"Aight who you talking to? You forgetting I'm not your fucking friend." Kai said.

"Then what are you? You damn sure not a mother." I said looking at her facial expression drop but I didn't care right now.

"So you mad because we wanted to teach you a lesson? You mad because I told your friends and boyfriend they can't bail you out? You bout to go live with your boyfriend?"

"Just tell me what lesson was I suppose to learn? Stop fighting? Y'all are so fake, y'all act like neither of you have ever been locked up or had a fight before. Don't forget about all the stories y'all told me about, y'all are really some hypocrites."

"Mulan we just thought-"

"No, y'all didn't think. Did y'all even ask Memo or Zay what happened at the mall? Did you even talk to me and ask me what happened? How y'all teaching me a lesson without knowing the full story?"

"I don't have to justify my actions with you, I'm your mother not your friend. I don't have to give you a reason on why I do anything, everything I do is for you."

"Well you could stop doing everything for me, I won't stress you." I said grabbing my two suitcases and walking out my room door as they followed.

"Mulan you not going no where so you wasting time."

"You know why I respect uncle Mace and JJ? Because they don't change who they are. They don't switch up no matter where they at or who they talking to. They know they stupid and they embrace it, they don't worry about their image or how stupid people mistake them for."

"Did she just call us stupid?" Uncle Mace tried to whisper.

"Let's go invent something like Lincoln did when he invented light." JJ said.

"Dumb ass Lincoln didn't invent light, Newton did."

"Y'all both are wrong dumb asses, Lincoln was a president and Newton is the one with the three laws." Aunt Alli said. I tried not to laugh but I couldn't stop it.

"See what I mean? They don't even care." I said heading towards the door.

"What you want us to do? Admit that we was wrong? Alright, I can. We went about it the wrong way Mulan."

"You know they told me you was the realest out of everybody? Aunt Alyssa told me you saved her so many times and they told me you was the first person they came to when they had a problem."

"Okay? What you going for?"

"I'm just wondering where this real person they talk so highly about go, y'all worried about y'all image and how this making y'all look when I could pull up both of y'all records from elementary school to now. Y'all act so bougie now like y'all above everybody because you live in this house and get paid more than any hardworking person. No lesson was learned in that jail cell except my parents snakes." I said slamming the front door putting my stuff in the trunk.

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"Mulan baby that's you?" Grandma Jen asked.

"Yes mama." I said putting my suitcase by the door, going in the kitchen to see Tac and her cooking.

"You hungry?"

"Mama you always tryna feed me." I laughed.

"Why you here?" Papa asked.

"Well excuse me." I held my heart as he laughed.

"You know Tac love the kids." He did that Stevie J face.

"Bye but I'm your new house guest for like a month, isn't that awesome?"

"And who approved of this?"

"Grandma."

"I did, it's a problem?" She asked pointing the spatula at him.

"I don't want no problems fam." He laughed.

"What happened to your face baby?" Grandma asked.

"I got jumped yesterday by some big ass prostitutes."

"What you mean? You was still locked up yesterday?" Tac asked as they both stopped to look at me.

"Jaylen just bailed me out this morning."

"I'm going to fuck Kailani up, what the hell was they doing leaving you there? You got bruises all over you." She said touching me.

"Mulan ain't innocent, she got a smart mouth. She know how to push somebody to whoop her ass but your parents still didn't have to leave you in there that long."

"Apparently it was suppose to be a lesson learned."

"What lesson? To stop beating up beating up people kids? You ain't gon stop that. To stop popping shit and getting under people skin? Damn sure not. Maybe it's just me but I don't get it."

See this is why Tac is my nigga.

"See that's exactly what I said, I would have understood a day or two but a whole two weeks and the only thing I learned is how to starve myself and how to hide razors."

"What about the officers? They been aight?"

"Yeah, it was just this one fat ass officer Jenkins."

"Aight so let's have some rules."

"Okay shoot."

"You see this big ass house? My room is on the left side of the house. Don't enter the left side of the house, stay on the right. If you want company tell me before they come unless it's any of my grand kids then I don't care, you can stay as long as you want but you will be working."

"Where?"

"You could pick where you want to work at, I own most of this state." He smirked making me roll my eyes, he's always so cocky.

"I wanna work at the clinic."

"Alright, I'll call them later and you'll start next week."

"Okay curfew?"

"No curfew, just let me know where you going and tell me if you staying out or not so I could turn on my alarm. That seem good enough for you?"

"That's perfect, can you come with me tomorrow to get more clothes?"

"I'm coming too, I need to exchange some words with your parents." Mama said.

"They're Kai and Iyan to me right now." I said before going to get my suitcase.

"The ribs will be done in a few."

"Oh hell yeah." I mumbled.

I think imma love it here.
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So should Mulan feel a type of way or nah?

Thought I'll put this up since I'm in a good mood because my best friend finally called me *smiley emoji* he's in jail for something he didn't do but he made my day and made me cry at the same time. I miss him so much.

I been binge watching all my shows on Netflix for the past two days, Orange is the new black is really that show.

And happy fathers day to all the fathers that handle their responsibilities, Lord Knows my father ain't even getting a word out of me today.

Y'all ever heard Beyonce - Sandcastles? That song get's me in my feelings.

Excuse any mistakes.