Avery Whitaker | Re

I sat on the porch of the stairs just thinking about everything I was going to say to them, I ain't wanna come off disrespectful but I also don't wanna hold shit back.

I sighed opening the door with my bag in my hand. I walked in the living room and nobody was there so I went in the kitchen since that seem like everybody favorite place.

Memo was in there crushing some wings, I started rolling like those wings could not be that damn good.

She looked my way ready to curse somebody out until she realized it was me and she dropped her food and ran to me while yelling.

"I missed you so much, I should whoop your ass." She punched me as I laughed.

"I told you I'll be back."

"No not because of that, you made me drop my food." She frowned.

"I'll buy you some more."

"Memo why you- Avery!" Ma said hugging me and I hugged her back.

"The hell y'all keep yelling for like it's not 12 in the morning?" JC mean mugged.

"12 in the afternoon idiot." Ma said.

"This idiot had you-"

"That's nasty." Me and Memo said cutting his sentence off.

"Where you been?" He asked hugging me.

"North Carolina." I answered truthfully.

Imma real nigga, lying for bitches.

"So you good now?"

"Nah I'm not."

"So talk." He pulled out a chair drinking his water.

"Long story short I wanna leave."

"And go where?" Ma asked.

"I wanna go live with Jay, he got room and he said he don't mind."

"Why tho?" She asked.

"What does it matter? Y'all don't even notice me when I'm here."

"Why y'all keep saying that? We treat you equally." JC asked.

"No y'all don't." Memo stepped up.

"Name a time besides Hawaii."

"When I had a championship game but y'all went to watch Jay practice instead."

"That's not true, we-"

"Yes it is because I was there and Avery wouldn't talk to y'all for two weeks, I remember that." Memo cut in cutting off ma.

"Well since I don't remember that, name another time." JC said.

"That's the problem." Memo shook her head. "We can name multiple times."

"That time when I had a concussion, basically had brain damage because me and Memo was play fighting but she sprained her pinky so y'all didn't come in my hospital room until a day later."

"That one I do remember, I don't even think we noticed we did that." JC said shaking his head.

"I mean I'm bout to be 16 I don't expect shit to change, I can't get back all the years so I actually want to do something with my life that I'll like."

"Like what?" Ma asked.

"I wanna leave."

"When?" JC asked.

"He said after Christmas break, he's giving me some time to see if I really wanna leave."

"No." Memo shook her head.

"No what?"

"Y'all can't just let him go because he wants too."

"Memo you can't do that, you won't even notice Imma be gone." I wrapped my arm over her shoulder as she pushed my arm.

"Don't touch me." She grabbed her food off the floor and walked out the kitchen.

"That's fucking nasty!" JC yelled.

"Shut up!" She yelled back.

"You know we love you right?"

"Yes ma, I know y'all love me."

"I was wrong for not taking your side but y'all be doing shit y'all know y'all not suppose to do then expect us to not get mad because we did worst shit. Y'all can't do everything we do, we learned from our mistakes."

"You right but it'll feel good having you on my side sometimes."

"Alright, you right. Your keys and shit in your room, you got school tomorrow so goodnight."

"My nigga it's 12:30." I said looking at him.

"Aight well I'm going to sleep until 6, don't wake me the fuck up." He grabbed his water and walked away.

"You okay?"

"Just fine."

"Okay Mary J." She said and we both laughed.

"You're corny."

"I know, you feel like going to WalMart for me?"

"I get to pick out any car to drive?"

"I won't tell JC, if you won't." She held out her pinky and I latched it.

"Alright, what you need." She started naming stuff as I nodded.

"Avery?"

"Yeah?"

"If something happen to that man car, you on your own. I will not defend you." She said before she walked upstairs.

"Punk ass." I mumbled going in the garage. "Let's see, let's see."

I searched through the 12 different cars seeing which one can I handle. I was not about to pick no Ferrari or Lambo, that'll be my ass. I picked his semi-new black Panamera Porsche.

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"So is it a certain brand? I see some Walmart brands that's cheaper than all of these."

"Avery you better not buy those bullshits, do you see always, kotex or even Playtex? When you find those brands get one over night and one super." Ma said over the phone.

"Ma this embarrassing, I don't see none of those."

"You come back with some unknown shit Imma fuck you up."

"Alright but- hello? Hello? No she didn't hang up on me." I groaned then continued looking down the aisle.

"You need help there?" Somebody asked, I glanced to see it was a Walmart employee.

"Um yeah she said she needed something always and super." She laughed at my confusion.

"You mean the brand always? It's right this way." She handed me the super packs.

"Oh okay what does super mean?"

"It means when she bleeds heavy."

"Oh it must be because she a mother of three." She looked at me confused and started laughing.

"Yeah okay." She was about to walk away until I grabbed her arm.

"Don't I know you from somewhere?"

"Yeah, you took my phone." She laughed.

"I think we made a fair exchange." I smirked.

"Yeah, do you need your phone and your money back? I could-"

"You didn't spend the money?" I asked looking confused.

"No, it wasn't mine."

"Wow.." I said shocked, any other person would have spent that money. "You could keep both I'm good, what's your name tho?"

"Wasn't you just getting pads for your girl?" She asked.

"More like my lazy ass mother." I laughed.

"My name is Key and you?"

"Avery."

"Cool, nice meeting you."

"Uh, what time you get off?" I probably sounded like a creep.

"Now." She smiled.

"You got somewhere to be?"

"I don't even know you." She looked at me like I was stupid.

"But you do. I know you looked through my phone, you know me." I smirked.

"I got to check up on my grandmother."

"Now you just making excuses, I ain't gon do nothing to you girl."

"Alright fine but I really do need to check up on my grandmother."

"I'll take you there then we could bool out."

"I'll meet you out front." She said leaving me to look at her.

That's all I needed to hear.

Zayn Green | Zay

"That was so fun!" Alex smiled jumping on me as we walked out skyzone together.

"I know, I can't wait until Memo have her baby so we could finally do exciting shit."

"Yeahh..." She nodded getting down as we got in the car making small talk until we got all the way home.

"You wanna watch a movie?" I asked.

"Your friend not coming over?"

"Who Memo? That's my girlfriend." I laughed. "But nah she with her friends."

"Okay sure, I'll get the snacks you pick a movie."

"Deal." I went to the case of DVD's picking Coach Carter since it was one of our favorites.

During the middle Alex starting staring at me like she always does when we watch movies, I always found it weird but never said nothing.

"If you was any bigger, you'll be my bigga nigga." I said laughing.

"Zay?" Alex called.

"Hm?" I asked.

"I have to tell you something."

"Okay talk."

"Can you look at me?" I paused the movie and looked at her.

"You got my full attention." She started playing with her fingers looking down.

"Nevermind."

"No go ahead."

"Alright so I got this crush on this boy and I have been for a while but I don't think he's knows or even will give me a chance."

"Alex you're pretty, you got a lil attitude problem but that could be fixed, you're funny as fuck and you a rider. He would be stupid to not like you back."

"So what do I say to him?"

"The truth."

"Okay I like you."

"Yeah just like that." I smiled touching her shoulder.

"No you not getting it, I LIKE you!"

"Alex.."

"Zayn I've liked you since the 7th grade, you always been there for me like no other boy has. I know you see me as a sister but I don't see you as my brother."

"Alex.." I trailed off not wanting to hurt her feelings.

"I know you feel it too but you don't want to admit it because of everything going around." I sighed.

"Alex.." Before I could think of what to say she grabbed the back of my neck and smashed her lips onto mine as my eyes went wide and I just froze.

"Yo Zay? I'm going to fucking kill your girlfriend best friend- Oh shit, what the hell did I walk into?" Alex pulled back and I got up walking to Zayyir room.

I walked in and turned off his game of 2k that him and Zaydrien was playing. They started yelling as I was pacing back and forth, pounding my fist on my hand.

"The fuck wrong with you? You know her little ass been in love with you since day one." Zayden came in the room smacking me on my head walking out then coming back in and closed the door.

"I did-"

"You can't play with her feelings, she lives here. She's going to kill you in your sleep." He smacked me again.

"Brah I didn't-"

"Then you kiss her, nigga what about Memo? You made us love her and her nutty ass friends just so you can cheat and do her wrong. I should- ooh." He smacked me again and I punched him.

"Aight brah I'm bout to fuck you up." I looked at him.

"Who kissed who?"

"Alex."

"YOU KISSED ALEX?!" Zayyir and Zaydrien yelled in unison as all three of them slapped me.

"Stop hitting me and lower y'all damn tone." I whispered.

"Why would you kiss her? You know that girl love you." Zayyir said.

"Nigga I didn't know that, she told me before she kissed me."

"Wait she kissed you?" Zaydrien asked.

"Yeah."

"And what you do?"

"I just stayed there."

"You gon tell Memo?" Zayyir asked.

"I think I have to, what type of boyfriend would I be if I didn't?"

"Good, yeah tell her before somebody else do." Zayden said.

"Alright so what you come down there to say?"

"I forgot, what I say?"

"You said something about fucking Mulan up."

"Oh yeah brah she hacked my fucking Instagram."

"She what?" I asked laughing.

"She put a picture up of herself and changed my bio, how the fuck she get my Instagram password son?" He asked showing us his phone.

@ZaytheGod: Wondering why you hoes in my man DM👀 He don't want y'all animal planet ass bitches. #HeNotSingle #WelookingatyallLike #Icouldfight #Illfightanyone #ItdontgodownintheDM #IfYallDMbimYallBetterMakeSureYallKnowHowToFight @Mulan__

I started dying at the picture as I looked on his phone and the comments but I made a mistake and got off the picture but I saw a picture of Remy on Zayyir page and that shit had me rolling even more.

"Zayyir I don't know why you laughing, your shit hacked too." I told him showing the picture.

@InkedupZay: Laid back looking at you hoes in my dude DM like👀 He good, he don't want y'all crusty dusty 101 Dalmatian ass bitches. #CertifiedBoxer #HeNotSingle #Ifightallages #ItdoesntgodowninhisDMs #Illfightanybody #BeatThatAssdotOrg @_RemyK

"No the fuck- call Memo and her nut ass friends over here." He said making me laugh even harder.

"They even put similar captions." Zaydrien said laughing and I looked at both pictures to see they did.

"Call your girlfriend!" They said at the same time as I dialed her number putting her on speaker.

"Hello?" Memo answered.

"Where you at?"

"Outside your door." Zayyir ran out the room as I followed.

"Hey daddy bae." Memo said trying to kiss me but I moved my head back.

"Let's go uh talk." I said grabbing her hand as she snatched it from my hand and walked ahead of me.

I looked at Alex from the other side of the room and she smiled at me. I shook my head walking upstairs seeing that Memo was going through my draws.

"What you doing?" I asked closing the door.

"I hid a razor in your draw one day. If you gon break up with me you getting cut first."

"Memo I'm-"

"Y'know what you don't get a chance to break up with me because I'm breaking up with you."

"You not breaking up with shit."

"What did I do to you? I don't even know what I did wrong. Is it because I make you buy me too much food?" She was literally crying and I just stood there.

"Stop acting crazy and look at me."

"What?"

"Alex told me she liked me today."

"Oh, boy we all knew that." She laughed waving me off.

It amazes me how quickly her mood changes.

"What? You knew she liked me?"

"A stranger could tell that girl liked you."

"Why everybody knew this but me?"

"Your marker runs out before you can connect the dots." She laughed making me laugh.

"Whatever but something else."

"What?"

"She kissed me."

"Ew thank you for not kissing me, c'mon." She reached for my hand.

"Where we going?"

"To go boil your lips." She grabbed my hand and guided me in the kitchen.

"What are you doing?"

"Close your eyes." I did as said so and felt a wipe or rag rubbing against my lips. I opened my eyes and she was scrubbing my lips with a wipe.

"Stop." I moved her hand.

"You think the lysol wipe cleaned it?" She asked grabbing another one as I walked upstairs cleaning my face.

"Why are y'all still arguing?" I laughed looking at Zayyir and Zayden argue with Remy and Mulan.

"They threatening to change our passwords if we delete the picture." Zayyir looked at me like I was suppose to help him.

"How did y'all even hack in it?" I asked looking at them.

"Remy smart as hell when it comes to working electronics."

"Aight I got a solution, how about you just keep the bios up and delete the pictures?" Zaydrien suggested.

"I'm fine with it." Mulan said.

"No, I'm not going to negotiate for my account." Zayyir said.

"Take it or leave it." Remy smirked.

"Fine, delete that shit now!" Zayden said looking at Mulan phone. Something is really wrong.

Maybe it's me but I just don't get it.
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A lot of y'all get confused with the brothers lmao it's easy just think of Zaydrien as the half brother, Zayyir is the one with dreads, Zayden the one Mulan likes and Zay is Memo boyfriend.

Oh from earlier, he fucking said...

He fucking had the audacity to say...

Chief Keef is better than Sosa.

That was when I just walked away, nobody else even corrected him. That was when I knew I was arguing with people who knew nothing of Chicago music.

Today was the 1 year mark of my brother death, I love you Jahkim💛 #MayhemWorld

Excuse any mistakes.