A/N: sorry I haven't updated this in so long,, some shit happened and then I got busy with school. I'm gonna try and update all my books I promise :))

Send in any requests for one shots/imagines/whatever you want to call it :)))

Request: Can you do a Remdy one shot where it's the middle of the night and Andy is suicidal so he calls Rem and he goes to his house and stays with him and comforts him?
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<< Remington's POV >>

I'm about to get into bed for the night after watching a few Harry Potter movies when I hear my phone ringing. I pick up the phone and see that my boyfriend Andy is calling. He never really calls me unless something is wrong, he usually just texts me, so instantly I start to worry.

"Hey Andy, is everything okay?"

"I- I wanna die." Andy says, obviously crying.

Hearing him say that scares the shit out of me and I instantly start making my way back downstairs to get my shoes on and go to his house. There's no way I'm letting him stay by himself if he's feeling like this.

"What's wrong, honey?" I say as sweetly as I can so I don't upset him any more than he already is.

"I- I can't live like this anymore." He says, crying harder to the point where he's hyperventilating.

"Andy, breathe. Whatever it is, it'll be okay." I say as I walk out my door and get in my car to drive to his house.

"No it won't." He says.

"Yes it will baby. I'm coming over, okay? We can talk about whatever's wrong and I'll help you through it. You're not alone, Andy." I say sweetly as I drive away and start driving to his house.

"Okay." He whispers, still crying.

Once I get to his house, I unlock the door since he gave me a spare key and take off my shoes before going up to his room.

I get to his room and find Andy curled up on his bed with his legs to his chest, crying his eyes out. I walk over to him and sit next to him, pulling him into my arms and holding him tightly. Andy hugs me back and hides his face in my chest, sobbing into me and shaking.

"Shh, it's okay baby. We'll get through this together." I whisper as I rub his back and lightly stroke his hair, trying to soothe him and calm him down in some way.

Andy doesn't say anything, he just hugs me tighter and cries even harder.

I pull him into my lap and hold him tighter, slowly rocking him while still rubbing his back and playing with his hair.

"Let me die. Please. Just let me die." He whispers, completely falling to pieces in my arms.

"Andy please don't say that. You're gonna be okay, I promise. I'm right here. I've got you." I say, trying to comfort him somehow.

At this point, I don't think there's any way I can comfort him or get him to calm down. I wish I knew how to help him. He's so upset and crying so hard, and it breaks my heart to see him like this.

Andy keeps trying to snuggle closer to me every few minutes, even though he's already practically in my
lap and it's nearly impossible for us to be any closer together. Even as adorable as he is when he cuddles into me, it breaks my heart when he's crying like this.

He hides his face in my shoulder and hugs me so tight that it's hard to breathe, but I don't mind. I know he's just trying to find any sort of comfort he can because he's too upset and worked up to be able to calm himself down. I hug him as tight as I can and kiss his head to try to comfort him and show him I love him.

"Why're you so upset, babe?" I ask carefully.

"Kept thinking bad stuff. Then this happened." He whispers, crying even harder, if that's even possible.

He has himself so worked up that he can't breathe properly, which I know is scaring him ((he's said it before while having a panic attack that not being able to breathe right because of how upset he is freaks him out even more)) and I'm scared that he's gonna pass out or make himself sick from crying so hard.

"I'm sorry, baby. I know this is tough for you, but you're strong Andy. You can get through this. I'm right here, honey. I've got you always." I whisper and rub his back, hugging him tighter which makes him cling to me even more.

"Don't leave. Please don't leave me." Andy sobs, barely able to get the words out.

"I could never leave you, babe. Especially while you're upset like this. I love you to much to ever even think about leaving you. You're my world, Andy. I promise I'm not going anywhere. I'm always right here, baby boy. I've got you always." I say as I move one hand to the back of his head and gently run my fingers through his hair, knowing that it usually calms him down and puts him to sleep.

"I love you." He whispers, slightly starting to calm down a little.

"I love you too, sweetheart. More than you'll ever know." I whisper and kiss his head again.

After about another hour, Andy finally calms down and isn't crying as much. He's still crying a little, but he's a lot calmer than he was when I first came over.

"I'm sorry." Andy whispers, sniffing and trying to stop crying.

"Baby, don't apologize. It's okay. It's not your fault this happened. I know you sometimes can't control it. And thats okay. I'm always gonna be here for you, babe. No matter what, you can always call me and I'll come over when you need me. I always wanna be able to help you. You never have to go through anything alone as long as I'm here." I say.

"I don't wanna be like this anymore." He whispers and wipes his eyes, clearly exhausted and worn out from crying so much.

"I know baby, I know. You're so strong though, Andy. You can get through this. You're tired, I can tell. Let's go to sleep and we can talk more about this in the morning when you're not so exhausted, okay honey?" I say as I lay down with him still in my arms.

"Mkay. I love you." He whispers as he lays his head on my chest and cuddles up to me.

"I love you too sweetheart. We're gonna get you help baby, I promise. You're gonna be okay, my sweet Andy." I whisper as I hold him tight and kiss his head.

I lightly run my fingers through his hair and down his back a few times to help him calm down more since he's still shaking a little, and he eventually falls asleep in my arms.

"I love you so much baby. I'll do anything I can to help you through this. I promise." I whisper as I kiss his head again and fall asleep with him, thankful that he called me when he did and that I was able to help him calm down and go to sleep without hurting himself.