☾Goodbye Agony☾
((I know I already did this one, but I had 2 ideas for it and couldn't decide which one to go with, so I decided to just do both))
Can you do one where Remington comes home from recording and finds Andy in their room crying and comforts him and it's all cute and fluffy?
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I get home from my brother's house at around 5pm. We were doing our livestream "Lonely With Palaye Royale", and editing the last few episodes of "Bastard's Television" which ended up taking a lot longer than expected.
I open the door to my boyfriend Andy and I's apartment and call out to him so he knows I'm home. He doesn't answer like he normally would, which worries me a little, but he probably just decided to take a nap and didn't hear me. I know he's here cause his car is in the garage.
I take my shoes and jacket off and tiptoe up the stairs, walking over to our bedroom. I notice that the door is closed, which worries me more. Andy doesn't usually close it if he's home alone. I try to open the door, but it's locked. Okay. Now I'm pretty scared.
I quickly pull my credit card out of my pocket and slide it through the door to open it. Once I'm in the room, I see Andy asleep in our bed hugging a pillow to his chest. I don't get why he would lock the door if he was only sleeping, though.
As I walk closer to the bed, I notice dried tears running down his cheeks. Now I see why the door was locked. He was probably worried that I would come home while he was crying and locked the door so I wouldn't be able to get in.
Andy doesn't really like to let people in when he's upset because he feels like he's being annoying and he's afraid that I'll abandon him if he shows any weakness, which definitely isn't true at all.
I'm a little surprised that he still bothers to lock the door. I think he knows damn well by this point that I'm just going to pick the lock and go to him. I do that every time he gets upset and locks himself in here. And each he's upset, I hold him in my arms and whisper to him that I'm always gonna be by his side, he's not alone in what he's going through, I love him, and other comforting things.
I decide to go lay in bed with him so that when he wakes up he won't be alone, and maybe he'll see that I'm not going anywhere. I quickly change into my pajamas (sweatpants and a t shirt) and crawl in bed next to him.
I carefully move the pillow he was holding to the other side of the bed and move Andy so that he's laying on top of me with his head on my chest and my arms around him tightly. He instantly snuggles closer to me and hugs me, making me smile softly at how adorable he is.
I begin to gently run my fingers through his hair as I slowly start to fall asleep.
~time skip~
I wake up some time later and see that Andy is still in my arms, however he's awake now. His breathing hitches and he whimpers, making me realize that he's crying again, but is trying to hold it in.
I decide not to say anything, but instead I hold him tighter and alternate between playing with his hair and rubbing his back.
"Why do you even try to comfort me? And why haven't you hurt me yet? Everyone else has. Why haven't you?" he whispers sadly, his voice showing how much he's really hurting inside.
"Babe, I told you that I would never let you go through your bad days alone. I'm not gonna leave you and I'm always gonna come comfort you when you're sad. I will never hurt you. I love you too much to ever even think about wanting hurt you. I love you so much, Andy. I'm never leaving your side." I say as I kiss his forehead.
"Also if I'm comforting you, I have another reason to hold you. Not that I even need a reason. I always want to hold you. I never want to let go of you when I hug you. I love your cuddles." I say as I hug him even tighter.
"I love you Remi" he whispers. I can tell by his voice that it's taking everything he has in him to not fully break down.
"Andy you're allowed to cry, honey, it's okay. I won't judge you." I whisper and hug him tighter.
He whimpers again and hides his face in my chest. After not even a full second, he starts crying hard; his whole body shaking with sobs while he holds onto me as if his life depends on it.
"I-I'm sorry" he sobs.
"Shh It's okay,, just let it all out love, I got you" I whisper as I carefully run my fingers through his hair and down his back a few times.
I hold him in my arms like this until he manages to calm himself down a bit. It takes almost an hour for him to stop crying, but I don't mind. I know he needs to let his emotions out or it'll just get worse.
"What's going on, babe? Why are you so sad today?" I ask softly as I kiss his forehead.
"I don't know. I just woke up sad. You were with your brothers and I didn't want to bother you so I just locked myself in here and cried until I fell back to sleep. Then when I woke up again, you were here holding me. I was still sad so I broke down again. I don't know why I'm so sad though. I just am." He whispers as he hugs me tighter and nuzzles his face in my chest.
"I'm sorry you're sad, baby. But you know you can always call me and I'll come home. You could never bother me. I love you, Andy." I say.
"I love you too, Remi" he says softly and kisses me.
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