☾Cross My Heart (feat. CC) ☾
A/N: Hello, I'm back finally!! As i said in my other book, i'll go into more detail about why I've been gone when i'm ready to talk about it, but until then, here's some more shitty, depressing stories lol.
This is a bit different than my usual writing, as it's in CC's POV, even tho it's a remdy? Idk...the ending is a bit random as well, but it works i guess. Not my best work, but hopefully the next ones are better.
-Rav
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(Title cred- Cross My Heart by Eyes Wide Open)
CC POV-
I'm sleeping in my bunk as i hear the bus door close and someone walk into the bus. I wake up slightly at the noise and assume it's Andy, since he was the last one still out when everyone else went to sleep. He went out with his fiance Remington after the show earlier and said he was gonna spend the night in his bus, making me worry slightly, since someone just walked in the bus. I hear someone come into the bunk room and hear sniffling, like whoever just walked in is crying or something.
"Andy? Andy, is that you?" I whisper, hoping that it's just Andy, and not someone breaking into the bus.
"Yea, it's me, C. Shut up and go back to sleep." Andy whispers back, though his voice sounds as if he'd been crying.
"Andy, are you okay?" I whisper, worried.
"I'm fine, just drop it." Andy says and gets in his bunk, pulling his curtain shut.
I try to go back to sleep, but then I hear Andy crying in his bunk, trying to stay quiet so no one hears. My heart breaks and I get out of my bunk, walking over to Andy's. I pull his curtain back and find him curled up in a ball in his bed, hiding himself in the hoodie he has on and crying into his sleeves, his body shaking.
"Andy, what's wrong, bud?" I ask softly as I put my hand on his shoulder, feeling his shaking get worse.
Andy sits up in his bunk so he's facing me. He tries to speak, but ends up crying harder, covering his face with his hands. I gently rub his arm, trying to comfort him.
"I thought you were spending the night with Remington. Did something happen?" I ask carefully.
Andy doesn't respond, but just cries harder, pulling his hoodie around him tighter, pulling the hood up further so it's covering his face and continues crying into his hands.
"What happened, bud?" I ask, worried. I think i know what he's gonna say, but i really hope I'm wrong.
"We- we broke up." Andy cries, sobbing harder into his sleeves.
"Oh Andy, im so sorry." I say as I hug him tight, my heart breaking for him. Andy hugs me back and hides his face in my shoulder, crying harder into me and hugging me tight.
"Do you wanna come in my bunk, bud? I don’t think you should be alone right now." I ask quietly as I hold him, feeling him shaking in my arms.
Andy nods, pulling away and wiping his eyes, trying to stop himself from crying any more.
"Come here, bud." I whisper as I hold his hand and take him to my bunk.
I climb in my bunk and lay down, but before I can say anything else, Andy has attached himself to my side, his arms wrapped tightly around me and his face hidden in my chest. I hug him back and hear him sobbing hard into my chest. I put one hand on his head, which is covered by his hoddie, his face buried in my chest, and rub his back with my other, feeling him shaking as he sobs harder.
"Shh...i know it hurts, Ands, and I'm sorry you have to go through this...it'll get better, I promise." I whisper, holding him tighter as he cries harder, holding onto me tightly.
"I got you, Andy...i got you..." i whisper, holding him as tight as I can as he slowly cries himself to sleep in my arms.
Andy and Remington have been inseparable ever since they've met, even more so once they started dating. I've known Andy for over 10 years and I've never seen him so in love with someone and so happy in a relationship. I can't even imagine how much Andy must be hurting right now. I need to find out what happened between them and see if I can help them fix it. It would destroy Andy to lose Remington forever. And from what I've seen and everyone else has seen, Remington feels the same way about Andy. I decide that in the morning, I'll try to get Andy to tell me more about what actually happened, and if he doesn't wanna talk about it, I'll call Sebastian and see if he knows anything. Rem tell him everything, so he probably has some idea of what happened.
---- time skip: next day ----
I wake up the next morning at around 10am and Andy is still asleep in my arms. I lay with him for a while until I hear voices coming from the front of the bus. I hear Lonny and Jake, as well as Remington. Jinxx is probably too hungover to be awake yet. I carefully climb out of my bunk, somehow managing to not wake Andy and go to the front of the bus to see what's going on. I walk into the "living room" and find Remington, Lonny, and Jake all talking, probably about whatever happened between Andy and Rem.
"CC where's Andy? I need to talk to him." Remington asks me. I can tell by his voice that he's been crying, only making me want to help them more.
"He's still asleep. What happened last night? Andy was pretty upset when he came back last night and all he said was that you guys broke up." I say back. Remington tears up.
"He saw some random guy kiss me at the bar last night. He just walked up to me and started trying to make out with me. I was trying to push him off me, but this dude was like twice my size and a lot stronger so it was useless. Andy thought that I was into it because I couldn't get him off me. When the guy saw Andy he immediately backed off and said something like "what the hell you didn't tell me you had a boyfriend" and walked away, which made Andy think I was cheating on him. I tried to explain, but he just started crying and said we were over and ran out. I tried to call and text him but he turned his phone off. I just need him to hear me out. I can't lose him." After Remington tells me everything, he cries hard, covering his face with his hands.
Before anyone can say or do anything, Andy comes out of the bunks and runs straight to Remington, hugging him tight.
"I-I'm sorry I didn't- I didn't listen. I should've- I should've known you- you wouldn't hurt me like that. I-I'm so sorry." Andy sobs, holding onto Remington as tight as he can. Remington rubs his back.
"I-I'm not mad at you. I know how- I know how scared you are that I'm gonna- that I'll hurt you, but I promise I will- I will never hurt you. I love you." Remington says, hugging Andy tight, crying as well.
"You- you promise?" Andy whispers, holding onto Remington as if he'd collapse if he let go.
"Cross my heart, love." Remington says, picking Andy up in his arms and sits down on the couch, holding Andy in his lap.
At this point, Lonny, Jake, and I all go back to the bunks to give them some space. We walk back into the bunks and find Jinxx sitting in his bunk looking very hungover and confused.
"What the fuck did I sleep through? All I heard was lots of "I'm sorry"s and a lot of crying." Jinxx says, clearly still tired.
"The drama that IS Andy continues. This week's episode: i think my boyfriend cheated on me." Jake says sarcastically and goes back into his bunk, probably to go back to sleep.
"Good god that man is always jumping to conclusions. I love him, but come on, get a grip man." Jinxx says and hides under his covers.
"Whatever at least they worked it out." I say back, going into my bunk as well.
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