A/N: I couldn't be mean and keep y'all waiting. Here you go :)

Remington's POV

The hospital is cold and bright. I pace around the waiting room anxiously as I wait for a doctor or nurse to tell me if Andy is alive. All the doctor said when I got here was that someone found Andy passed out on a bridge and called 911.

After almost 3 hours of waiting, a doctor finally walks through the door. I instantly run over to him and start questioning him about Andy.

"He's alive. He overdosed on sleeping pills and we had to pump his stomach, but he's alive. He's sleeping right now, but he will be okay." The doctor says.

"Can I see him?" I ask shakily.

The doctor nods and leads me to his room.

When I walk in, my sweet Andy is laying in a hospital bed with an oxygen tube on his face and an IV hooked up to his arm.

I walk closer to him and sit in a chair next to his bed. Tears fill my eyes as I gently take his hand and hold it.

"I love you, Andy. You're gonna be okay. I'll take better care of you, I promise." I whisper as I start to cry. I cover my face with my hands and completely break down.

I have no idea how long I've been crying for but after a while, I hear a very weak and quiet voice.

"Remi?"

I look next to me and find Andy awake. His eyes are a dull gray and the amount of pain and depression in them is heartbreaking.

"I'm here, Andy." I whisper as I wipe my eyes and hold his hand again.

"You tried to kill yourself, Ands." I whisper as I rub the back of his hand with my thumb.

"I know." He whispers as he looks away from me.

"Sweetheart why didn't you come talk to me? You know I'm always here for you." I say as I get up and sit on the bed next to him.

"I wanted the pain to end. Why can't it end?" He asks, his voice breaking and eyes filling with tears as he turns back towards me.

"Baby come here." I say as I move closer to him and hold my arms out to him.

He leans forward and wraps his arms around my waist as he buries his face my shoulder and whimpers, trying to stop himself from crying.

"You're gonna be okay, baby." I say as I rub his back and kiss his forehead, making him cuddle closer to me.

I hug him tighter and continue to comfort him until the doctor and a nurse walk in.

"Oh, good, you're awake." The doctor says as he and the nurse walk in the room.

Andy and I let go of each other so that the nurse can take the oxygen tube off him. When she's done, I notice a few tears  on Andy's cheeks. I wipe them away and kiss his forehead.

"After reviewing your chart, my colleagues and I agree that it would be in your best interest to put you under suicide watch at the psychiatric hospital for the next 72 hours. After that-" the doctor starts, but is soon cut off.

"No! I'm not going to a looney hospital. I'm not crazy. I wasn't thinking. Please don't send me away. I already was there once and it was the worst month of my life. I can't go through that again! I can't!" Andy yells before breaking down.

He hides his face in his hands, sobbing hard as he leans into me. He lays his head on my shoulder as I pull him closer to me, kissing the top of his head and petting his hair to try to calm him down.

"Baby It's gonna be alright. You need to breathe, Andy." I say softly as I rub his back and kiss his forehead.

"No! I can't go back there! I'll be alone! You'll leave me! I need you!" He sobs, taking his hands away from his face and hugging me tightly.

"Andy, I promise I'll never leave you." I say as I hold him tighter, slightly rocking him.

"Is there any way that we could avoid sending him to the hospital?" I ask the doctor. "I really think sending him away would do more harm than good."

"I'll see what I can do. But he will have to stay here overnight for observation. We need to make sure that he doesn't have any side effects from the pills and that his body accepts the IV fluids we're giving him." The doctor says.

"Thank you." I whisper as the doctor leaves the room.

"I can't go back, Remi." Andy cries harder.

"I know sweetie, I know. But I'll be here for you through whatever happens. I promise." I say as I lay down with Andy on my chest.

"Try to rest, Ands. Your body needs to recover." I whisper as I kiss his forehead again and gently run my fingers through his hair.

He starts to calm down after about 20 minutes of crying, and soon just lays on my chest snuggling into me, eventually falling asleep on me after a while. When the nurse comes in to tell me that visiting hours are over, she sees Andy asleep on me and allows me to stay the night with him after I explain everything that has happened.

—Next Day—

Andy and I wake up to hearing the doctor come into the room.

"Me team and I have come to the conclusion that Andy may go home on the condition that he sees a therapist weekly. If he does not see a therapist, he will need to be admitted to the psychiatric hospital." He says.

"Ok. I'll see a therapist if it means I can go home with Remi." Andy whispers as he cuddles into me.

"Very well. You will be allowed to leave after you schedule an appointment with one of our therapists." The doctor says as he hands me a list of therapists. "I've circled ones that I believe would be a good fit." He adds as he leaves the room.

I help Andy chose a therapist, which doesn't take long surprisingly, and once the therapist confirms the appointment with the doctors at the hospital, Andy will be allowed to leave.

Andy and I cuddle in the hospital bed while we wait for the doctor to release him. I can tell he's still scared of being sent away since he's shaking quite a bit, and I can see that he's holding in tears.

"Are you okay, baby?" I ask as I softly pet his hair and kiss his forehead. He shakes his head.

"I'm scared." He whispers, hugging me tighter as a few tears escape his eyes and land on my shirt.

"It's alright, babe. Everything is gonna be okay. I'll be here for you no matter what happens, okay?" I say as I carefully wipe his tears away and kiss his head again.

"I love you, Rem." He whispers as he closes his eyes.

"I love you too, Andy."

After a while, the doctor comes back in and says Andy is able to go home but must attend all his therapy appointments, and if he misses one appointment he will need to be admitted.

—time skip—

"You really scared me, Andy."
I say as we lay in our own bed back at our apartment.

"I know.. I'm sorry..." Andy whispers as he hugs me, hiding his face in my chest.

"No, don't apologize. It's not your fault. I just love you so much, and honestly I wouldn't be alive either without you. You mean the world to me, Andy." I say as I hold him tighter and kiss his forehead.

"I love you too, Remington. I don't know how I'd survive this without you." Andy says as he leans up and kisses me.

I kiss back and we end up slightly making out for about 5 minutes until we eventually need to breathe.

"I love you so so much, Andy. Please never do that again." I say as Andy lays back down on my chest.

"I won't. I promise. I love you too much to ever try to leave you again." He whispers as he falls asleep on my chest.

"I love you, my sweet Andy. I'll protect you from everything life throws at you." I say as I kiss his cheek before falling asleep with him in my arms.

A/N: y'all didn't think I'd actually kill Andy, did you? I could never. I love him to much.

Also send in any requests for one shots. I seriously need more ideas 😂