Renée
(French from Latin"reborn")
1. Brought back to life or activity.
'a reborn version of social democracy'

1.1. Having experienced a complete spiritual change.
'a reborn Catholic'

She lost the only person who could ever truly love and understand her. But the truth is that life goes on- goes on with out them. That scares her more than death because the pain never goes away. Pain changes people, it makes them trust less, overthink more and shut people out. Eventually, the anxiety will consume her unless she meets the person to pull her out from the rubble of loss.