I don't even have a story for this... this basically speaks about my whole life that I try so hard to keep on living everyday.

I just feel so tired of everything but since I am one of the leaders in the school and some children "look up" to the leaders, we have to set a good example for them.

Even though I already feel so done and tired and messed up, I can't be transparent because the children will see that and might possibly follow me. So I just smile in the midst of all the sadness, anxiety, and self hate.

Soo.... yeah... I opened up a bit to you guys...

Tell me some times that you felt like this and I promise that we can go through this together... 💕💕