TW: Mention of suicide

Jimin's point of view

"Isn't it obvious Jimin sunbaenim? Revenge."

"Yeah- boohoo it was revenge. Now get outta my face."

"Do I need to make myself clear so many times? After you fucked me like a fucktoy, confess how it was all revenge.
I made a promise to myself to fuck you up same the way you fucked me. Both mentally and emotionally. I became your girlfriend, made you fall for me, and then when I was sure you are doomed. I released those images. Happy?"

"That's was part of the plan, we're you that dumb to think I was telling truth? Go look yourself in the mirror. I was a fool to fall for you but now I'm not. I'm not the Yejin you knew. She died that day when she knew her love wants nothing but revenge from her. That's it."

"Now I would love to see you being the laughing stock for school. How I was stared at after being your 'errand girl', how girls were making fun of, how I was self-criticizing myself- now it's your turn Jimin. Good luck."

A whimper left from my mouth, my heart contracted painfully, it convulsed excruciatingly. A small cry left my mouth unknowingly, I didn't know if it was due to pain from my heart or in my heart. All I knew was that I badly need to cry, and I did. Streaks of silent tears burst from my eyes, I tried to shrink myself, tried to bring my legs near my chest- at the same time I tried to cover my mouth from letting out any noise.

But guess it wasn't a good choice.

A small yelp escaped from my mouth as tremendous pain shot in my entire body- especially around my head and chest. My head throbbed and hurt unbearably whereas my entire body was screaming in pain. My back practically broke each passing second, everything was agonizing. Even though I was in such intense pain, my ears picked some shuffling around me, faint whispers and dull sounds.

I tried to open my eyes, gradually opened my eyes after so many vain attempts, and met with blinding lights. I tried to raise my hand to cover my vision but again I wailed when pain shot up in my arm. Then I realized, I can't give my body, and it can't due to pain.

"Doctor, he's awake!" I heard a familiar voice, I blinked multiple times, trying to look but all see was blinding white. That person finally stood against the light making my vision clear. I looked up to see a middle-aged doctor.

"You awake?" He asked softly.

"No."

"Funny, can you tell me what are you feeling right now?"

"Can you help me sit up?" I asked, the doctor motioned to the nurse who was standing beside him. She nodded and came near, supporting my back and helping in sit up. I hissed, once again that twinge shit through my entire body. The nurse put some pillow behind me and stepped back.

"Now better?" He asked, I hummed while looking at my hands.

"Now tell, how do you feel?"

"Shitty." I heard him sigh, and he noted down something in the notepad.

"What are you feeling?"

"Pain," I continued after a couple of seconds. "Lots of pain in my whole body. My head and chest hurt." Slowly, even though my hand was hurting I touched my head but was surprised when I touched dressings.

"What about your legs?"

"They hurt too."

"Okay. Any other thing? Are you feeling nauseous or sleepy?"

"No."

"Okay, open your eyes wide and look at me. I need to check your iris." I molded and looked at him with my dull eyes, he examined my eyes and nodded, jotting down in his notepad.

"Can you tell me about yourself?"

"I'm Park Jimin, 19."

"Good. I'll let your family and friends visit." The doctor walked out of the room, leaving me alone- no I wasn't alone. I saw another person from my peripheral vision. I was expecting myself to be in a private suite but no I was here with someone I don't wanna face right now. I slowly turned my head to my right side and my eyes met hers.

My broken heart picked up its pace, breathing got heavier and all those memories of our previous incident started to rain in front of my eyes. Her eyes were dull like mine, red and swollen. I gulped harshly— she was way more injured than me. Her face had some cuts on them, her head banged, right hand and leg were in a cast. Her emotionless eyes trailed from my dressed hair to my legs. Her dad was sitting beside her too.

Our eyes wandered away when the door opened, too loudly for me. I hissed upon the sound and saw my friends entering the room— along with my dad and my mother. They all looked at me, they all were looking so restless and worried.

"Oh Jimin, my baby." My mother cried and came towards me. Her hand embraced me softly, keeping my injured in mind. "I was so worried about you." Her voice broke and I feel her verge of crying. "I thought I lost" She sobbed.

"Mrs. Park please be careful with the patient." The nurse interrupted. "Even though his injuries are minor, he still has a linear skull fracture and rib fracture. Please be careful." My mother nodded and looked at me, all worry was now time from her eyes.

"How could you? How could you do that? Didn't you think about me and your father before doing that?"

Doing what?

"Of course he didn't, just like last time." My dad answered her question.

"Doing what?" I was confused.

"You tried to commit suicide Jimin, once again." Dad answered.

Oh. I didn't reply but looked at my hands.

"Why? What was the reason this time?" Dad raised his voice.

"Honey—"

"No, I just wanna know why this kid is so problematic? Last time he barely made out of that car accident, and this time! It was good this girl saved you otherwise you would have died by now."  Dad huffed while pointing towards Yejin. His legs shook and he loosen his tie while sitting at the chair nearby.

"Why do care?"

"What?" He perplexed.

"I mean why do care if I just die. Like it's not like you guys will have any dent or something. Chill, stop overreacting."

"You—" My dad raised his voice making me hiss and cover my ears.

"Mr. Park, please calm down otherwise you have to take leave."

"Jimin we are your parents. We care about you." My mother spoke. "Stop acting like this, stop behaving childishly. Why can't you be like your sis—"

"Aunty, I think you and uncle should leave." Jihoon interrupted. "He needs rest for recovery and I think meeting time is up, right sister?" He looked towards the nurse— she understood the gesture and nodded. My mother sighed and again hugged me lightly.

"Take care." With this, they walked out.

"We will join you soon, after saying goodbye." Taehyung spoke as they left.

"You guys should go too." I suggested.

"This is all this bitch's fault." Hana started with anger. Yejin looked up from her hands, her eyes bored at her but she remained silent.

"Excuse me? You can't say this to my daughter." Her dad responded.

"Sir, either you go out and let us talk or sit here and listen to your daughter might deed."

"I'm not going any—"

"Then listen! Your daughter cheated on my friend!" She said bitterly. "Not only this, but she planned this all, made him fall in love then cheated on him." My eyes widen when those words left Hana's mouth.

"W-what? How did you know."

"Somebody recorded your entire conversion and out of school's Twitter GC and now it's all over school's page and trending with #Rejection." Jungkook replied. I let out a shaky breath and again looked down at my fingers. I bite my lips to restore myself from crying but couldn't hold it. I covered my face and broke into low sobs. I felt somebody near me, rubbing my back to soothe me.
I looked up, it was Yoongi and Hoseok. I again covered my face, I don't want them to see me cry.

"And you guys wanna know something more?" Hana continued. "The girl who body-shamed and reflection Jimin three years ago was none other than Bae Yejin." I felt Yoongi hand stop moving at my back. I slowly wiped my tears and looked at Yejin who was looking at her emotionlessly.

"What?" Yoongi was shaken.

"You heard me right, she is the cause of every single thing. I don't just hate her for no fucking reason." Hana gritted. "I get it, Jimin hurt you, but you hurt him first. Why did you have to cheat on him when everything was going so well. Why did you do this Yejin, just for revenge when everything in your life was like a fairytale!?"

"Ma'am, please keep it low."

"Reply to me, why aren't you speaking?" Hana asked her in anger.

"Guys, it will be better if you guys leave. My head is hurting." I put my hand on my head, which was now throbbing.

"Yes, please. Visit tomorrow, for now, the patient needs rest. You too, Sir." The nurse suggests. They all bid their farewell. Taehyung dragged Hana along with him and Yoongi hyung patted my back lightly and left too. Yejin's dad stood up from his seat, looked at us, and left.

"Nurse, can you transfer me to another room?" I asked her.

"I'm sorry, we have no vacant room available right now that's why we keep you both together in this suite.."

"In how many days I'll be discharged?"

"In two days."

"Then please, change my room as soon as you have a vacant room."

"Sure, anything else?"

"Can you draw the curtains? And help me lay down?"

"Sure." She nodded and open the curtains. After she helped me lay down.

"I wanna sleep, please turn off the light as you go back."

"Sure. When you need me for anything or you want painkillers, please press this bell." I nodded. "You too, if you need my help or want painkillers, press the button near you. I'll be there." She informed Yejin.

"Okay then, I'll be going. Goodnight." She left after turning off the lights. I stared at the blue curtains while my eyes teared. I bit my lips harshly as tears gushed out of my eyes. I called my mouth and took a harsh breath as bile rose in my throat making it hard for me to breathe.

Why did she do this?

Even though I knew the answer, I kept asking myself. I thought she loved me. Never in my life did I think she would do this. Maybe because her actions were too genuine? When she said 'I love you or when she kissed me, or when she looked at me with those adoring eyes. Never did I feel them fake or never did I see her eyes without love for me. I closed my eyes, wanting to erase everything. These emotions, this pain, and this moment; everything.

Suddenly, my eyes opened when I heard a whimper followed by a small sob. I slowly turned around, was she crying because of her fracture? Should I call the nurse? She must be in pain and needed painkillers. But wait— she was good a moment ago then why is so sudden?

"You must hate me right Jimin?" All of a sudden she spoke making me stiff. Her voice was hoarse and sad. "Me too, I hate myself too. I'm sorry if I'm too selfish or if I made some dumb choices but it was the best I could do for us. Good night." She whispered and continue to let out small whispered as sobs.

"I hate you," I spoke with a heavy heart. "I hate you, very much.

" I hate me too."

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A/N

I'm really very sorry, took too much time for this shitty chapter.

:'( but I wasn't in mood to write angst literally heard 'Happier than ever' and 'Falling' on loop.

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