26. Leave you

"Thank god, English's test was so easy. I thought I won't be able write anything but thankfully it was somewhat easy."

"Yoora, for you English is always easy. Here I am scared about thinking what if I got marks like my previous English's test."

"How much you scored Jungkook?"

"I scored two marks out of hundred Jee." By hearing this all three girls burst into laughter, I would have too if my test didn't went so bad.

"Sungo, is lucky. He don't have to give any test." Jinae pouted.

"Just wait and watch. How much he is going to suffer in actual mid term exam. This is just thirty marks test, that will be hundred marks."

"You sound too much confident, ain't you Yoora?"

"I am, I can see your mother beating you with flip flop." They all erupted in laughter except me. I was neither talking nor laughing. I was looking my feet's, what will happened if father will know about this? I know I will score bad marks.

Will he burn my drawings again? Or he will lock me up in bathroom? He don't lock me up often but still. Or he will either say or pokes topic which will hurt me? That's remind me, when he is going to come home? It has been a month and a week or so.

"Back to earth Yejin, dreaming about whom? Jimin guy?"

"Stop it Sungo, I am not dreaming about him."

"Then someone as sexy as me? Or me?" He said and I looked up, I saw Yoora fake gaging. I sighed, there is no point to bicker with him.

"Let it go Sun-" I got cut as the bell rang, indicating half lunch break is already over.

"Oh, half lunch break is over and her we are still standing over locker." Jee said as she started to drag her sister. I started to walked too but someone caught my attention, more like someone.

I saw Jimin walking down from the stairs of the terrace, now it is his personal cafeteria. But something made my heartbeat fast, that much fast that I am sure Yoora would be able to listen it, since she was beside me.

Jimin was wearing his specs, which made him look extremely handsome. As if it was nothing, he had dyed his hair again, this time it was silver. I gulped, that suits on him very well. He look more ethereal. He was holding a book, my eyes squinted as I tried to read its title.

The Fault In Our Starts

I never knew he was into romance. Like I have seen many books related to romance genre in his bookshelf but he don't seemed like a person who like romantic books. He looked like a person who read 'How to be more handsome and kill people' 'How to become tall-' my thoughts were cut when he came at me throw a letter at me, which ended up hitting me on my face.

I don't know if he threw it on my face intentionally or not, but that hurt. Only my heart, nothing else.
I looked down at the floor where the letter was on, my eyes widen as it was my letter, my promise.

As of the whole corridor became quite, even Jungkook and Jinae stopped talking. Pin drop silence everywhere. That was the silence before storm which was coming right away.

He leaned again the locker and stood in front of me. I looked into his eyes which were boring into mine.

"Pick that shit up and come with." He simply said that and started to walk away. I crouched down and picked it up. Why did he accept it, if he don't want to and want throw on my face.

Corners of my eyes became wet, I was on verge of crying. And worst, this time I was felling the humiliation from the core. Because Sungo was here, he was watching all this. I closed my eyes and stop those big hit tears from falling.

"Yes," I replied and he started walking, I was going to follow him but someone hold my hand stopping me going with Jimin.

"Hey dude, chill. Why choose violence?" Sungo said while pulling me close to him. I looked him, he may sound chill but his eyes were fiery. A chill of fears ran through my body, I have saw him fighting and beating life out of people.

But I turned my face to Jimin as I felt him grabbing my another hand, he was looking as angry as Sungo, ready to bury him alive. I looked at Sungo and Jimin simultaneously, both glaring each other while I am at middle.

"You are not someone to give me order."

"Yejin ain't going anywhere with you with your this attitude."

"Excuse me?"

"Oh no, excuse you. My best friend ain't going anywhere with you."

Jimin let out a stiffened chuckle, full of sarcasm.

"Tell me who lick whipped cream from their friend's lips and eat it back?" My eyes went wide again, he saw that, but when and where. He was all good yesterday-

"Even if I kiss her, who are you to have an objection?" He sneered.

I felt Jimin's grip suddenly got tighten around my hand. He gritted his teeth, mumbling something inaudible.

"Because she is my errand girl, she belongs to me."

"She don't belongs to you."

Again he let out a sarcastic a chuckle.

"Only if you know, now let her go."

"Make me." Sungo was intentionally poking Jimin, and he was on brink of letting go my hand and beat Sungo.

"Okay then, time to pay some medical bills because I know you won't be able to pay them, poor you." Sungo immediately left my hand and lunge forward to him, but he dodge. As if it nothing, Jimin winked him and pull me closer to him.

"I got her,"

"You blo-" Sungo again tried to punch Jimin but this time Jungkook held him back. Jimin got an opportunity to take me away from him and did. He grabbed my hand and start walking back to the terrace.

He banged opened the door once we reached to it, again we both are here. Again we will fight, he will hurt me, crush me, humiliate me, make me cry and will left.

"Every time I try not to make any sort of drama but it always goes downhill. I am fed up from all this shit." He said as he ran his hands through his hair, in frustration. He turned around at looked at me.

"And you, what the shit you have written in your letter, I wasn't able to sleep yesterday night."

"Huh?" What did I wrote which triggered him that much he wasn't able to sleep.

"Read you letter aloud."

"What?" Read it aloud? In front of him? If I want to say these things aloud why would I write you letter. My cheeks turn red as I recalled how much I have praised and called him handsome in this letter, indirectly.

"Open. Your. Letter. And. Read."

"Ah, why-"

"Just do what I said Yejin, I am already mad on you." I hastily opened the envelope and took out my letter and unfold it. I took a deep breath and started to read it aloud although I was still thinking why he was doing all?

"Dear Jimi-"

"Don't read that, I know that. Start reading from last two paragraph. Those were most disturbing."

"Yes," with this I continued to read my letter, aloud.

"I hope I didn't sound so cringy, although everything I mention is true and this is what I feel for you. Now, since it is a promise letter I will promise to be your perfect type. I promise I will become like Hana.

Then you will love me, I already highlight my hair brown, I hope you like that. Now I will try to be slim as well. And I will to change my dressing sense, even though i don't like wearing short dress. Then you will love me, right?

Hope you have a good day/night.

Only yours,
Bae Yejin."

I gulped and looked at him who was looking at me.

"Now explain."

"I- actually truth to be told, I really didn't expected you will read this."

"I said explain me why you thing I will love you if you become 'like' Hana." He sneered while making quotation in air.

Isn't it obvious.

However I remained silent, I have many reason. The way she was used to be or I say she is your fuck buddy. The way I saw you kissing here, shamelessly making out with her. The way you remember everything about her.

"Why aren't you answering?" He almost yelled on me making me flinch. I looked down on my feet's, making me look like I am somewhat feeling guilt.

"I mean I don't understand. Why people think if they will change, their someone will love them?Do you think I will love you if you will change? Do you have any fucking idea why did I accepted your proposal of giving you a chance?

Simply, I fucking pitied you so much. When you said you will change and will become my perfect type. Do you even know who I am? What do I like? What are my dislike? Ever tried to do that before you pull out your stunt to propose me?"

My eyes went wide, it was like someone just punched in my heart. So he pitied me, all this time? So he humiliated me, make me a fool out of myself, made me his errand girl, and even he kissed me for sake of he just pitied me?

And he has an audacity to tell I don't know about him, I know his favorite food to favorite color. He is talking like he know mine. But isn't couples do this after getting into relationship. But why he is asking though?

"Give me answer, have I ever compared you with Hana, or any other girl?" He never compared me.

"N-No."

"They why?" He asked he as he came closer to me, making me walk backwards.

"Y-you s-eems to like Hana."

"She is just like my best frei-"

I let out a stiffened chuckle, full of sarcasm. I mimicked his actions.

"Tell me who have their best friends as their one night stand, or you can say fuck buddies. Tell who shamelessly make put with their best friends in one of the classes?"

"W-what?" All color, anger, attitude fade away from his face and fear take its place on his face.

"I don't think I need to clear myself."

"S-so what?" I squinted my eyes, is he really kidding me.

"Leave me-" before I can tell anything he went backwards making a way for me to leave. I didn't even glance him and start walking away from him, with a heavy and injured heart.

"What if I told you that you are most ugliest girl I ever seen, what will you do?" He suddenly spoke making me stop on my tracks. He never feel satisfied after breaking me?

"What would you do? Plastic surgery? Or try to-"

"I would simply leave you, its really impossible for me, and mind me if I say it's hurting me while saying this. But if that's the case, you surely deserve someone as beautiful as Hana.

But what I consider as beauty standard is how much a person is beautiful from inside. Now I started to think, you weren't as beautiful as I used to think."

With this left, wiping my hot and big tears with back of my sleeves.
He is not the Jimin I used to know.

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A/N

At this point of story, I don't know what I am writing to Mae this chapter 1500-2000 words long.

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