WHY ME?
GABRIELAS POV
I couldn't believe that Angelo had done that to me after everything he said that night when he thought I was asleep, its like he was just playing with my feelings or something. I grabbed Espy from my brother and headed inside and into my room, once in there I started to pack all of my things and those of Esperanza I wanted to get out of this place and get as far away as I could from Angelo.
"Gaby where are you going" mom asked
"Away from here mom I cant stay here and see him with her" I said
"Gaby please its late just stay and think about what you are going to do, if in the morning you still want to go then you may go" Angela's mom said
"I can't stay here aunty, when he rejected me all those years ago I was strong and held my head high even allowed Selena to accept the rejection even though I didn't want to and then left. I came back because mom wasn't feeling well but I can't stay here and continue to see him with her, I just can't continue seeing the man I love with someone else, I just can't I'm sorry but I have to go" I said
"Are you going back to the beach house" Angela asked
"No but here are the keys you can go there when ever you wish" I said
I grabbed my bags and those of Espy while mom grabbed Espy and helped me place her in her car seat as I placed our bags in the trunk of the car, I then said my quick good byes and sped out of the drive way while I heard my best friend screaming my name. I couldn't turn around because I knew I wouldn't have the strength to leave, I called Mike and asked if I could still go to his house in Italy to which he said yes and to go by the shop for the keys. When I got there I left my car in his garage and he drove us to the airport to get on the first flight out to Italy, when we said our good byes I told him not to say anything about where I had gone and if anybody asked why my car was in his garage to say that I had left it there and said I would be back for it before I left in a taxi but didn't know where I had taken the taxi to.
Liliana was crying which made me cry, they have become like family to me. They know that the only reason I would leave the states would be because I didn't want to be found or I was running away from something, when our flight was called we hugged and we boarded the plane that would take us to our new destination. Once on the plane my phone rang and I ignored the call and then turned off my cell, ones I get to Italy I would get a new cell phone and number. The plane lifted off the ground and we were on our way to Italy, Espy fell asleep before the plane took off and I knew that when she woke up she would be asking a lot of questions that I would have to answer.
During the whole plane ride I kept asking myself why this was always happening to me, when ever I thought that things were getting better something had to go wrong. First when I was rejected by Angelo, then when I allowed Selena to accept the rejection before leaving the only home I knew, after that was losing my new friends and becoming the mother to their daughter who I have grown to love as a daughter, finally going back to my old pack and hear Angelo say all those things he said to me thinking that I was asleep only for him to kiss Viviana in front of me like he didn't care what I felt for him or if what he had said that night meant nothing. I knew that I shouldn't had put down my wall that I had build up around my heart and now I am paying the consequences for allowing them to fall and think that Angelo wanted me back, how could I have been so stupid to have fallen into his web of lies that I thought were the truth about his feelings towards me and Espy I just hope Espy didn't get attached to having Angelo near her like I have because that would definitely kill me to see my daughter sad because of him.
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