Amanda's POV

"Explain....I'm your mate and I know your hiding something from me"

"Fine...the reason I've been hiding something from you what they've been talking about the real me is...I kill okay....I can't help it cause it's what I'm supposed to do" I lied faking everything I doubt he realized though.

"What do you mean it's in your nature to kill you always have a choice" he dosen't get I god dammit.

"Well I don't have a choice. Okay I'm supposed to kill to survive not help people. I always try to hide the true me fearing people would run away from me but....I can't help it. I can't stop my genes!" I started yelling. Wow I'm good at this. At least it isn't a complete lie.

"You do have a choice you don't have to kill!" I winced backing up his eyes were a darker shade of blue now.

"I don't have a fucking choice okay! I'm a reaper a god damn reaper my kind need to kill to survive" he looked taken back by me words but then his eyes softened.

"I didn't know...I'm sorry......but please try not to kill that much it would be bad on the pack" I nodded sitting down on his bed inhaling his sent.

"Well at least you aren't the Satan's Spawn am I right now there's a person who kills for fun" he laughed and I faked one so it didn't look weird.

"So your not mad?" I was really getting caught up in his mate bond thing.

"Of course not why would I be...now come on let's get to bed" I nodded laying down trying to come up with a escape route.

"Goodnight Baby doll" he whispered in my ear turning of the light.

"Goodnight wolfie" he didn't reply I only heard a snore.

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I made sure to avoid the patrol by using the one clear end at the entrance of the pack only if given permission to enter could you pass through that's why no rouge ever used there.

Dashing towards the door I opened it silently. Looking around I took out a dagger for safety reasons. I silently walked up stairs not waking anyone. This is way too easy. Once I reached Joshua's room I stopped and turned the knob praying he was still asleep. Yes and he's alone.

I looked around his room it was nice but could be better there were some items out of place but other than that it's good. I looked at the pictures of him and his parents then him playing with little me.

Picking up one of all my brothers including Joshua chasing after me they were playing soccer so I stole there ball not understanding the game. This was when my parents were still alive.

"You had a nice childhood Joshua I remember when we played for hours we were best friends. I just don't know when it all changed" I whispered to the picture of us. I then tucked it in my saddle bag filled with weapons hoping it wouldn't break.

Before I left I walked over to his bed looking at him when he slept. He looked so peaceful in his sleep, it was then his face held the innocence of a child.

"Thanks for rejecting me...it help me see things better and now I have a kind and loving mate...thank you" I touched his cheek causing him the shift his position but I left before he realized I was there.

I walked down the hall then spotted Marcus' room. I should visit I probably won't see him when he's a wake anyway. I walked over to his door then carefully walked in not making a sound.

"Hey BigMac" I greeted him softly walking around his room. I then saw multiple pictures of our parents and some even with me and him.

"Remember when I was hurt your pretended to be the pack doctor and take care of me" I held the picture close he was wearing a doctors coat with some orange juice in his hand begging me to drink up.

"Oh and this one....when you first shifted I was there and I kept playing with your scythe" this one was a picture of him in his reaper form floating around trying to get back his scythe.

"I miss you Amanda" my head snapped in his direction every sense on high alert then I noticed he was still asleep. Oh yeah he talks in his sleep.

"I miss you too brother and don't worry I forgive you....Big Mac" I kissed his forehead then rushed out again this time heading to Nicholas' room but not before stealing the picture of me running from him with his scythe.

I entered Nicholas' to see him with a girl....wait is a little girl. Toddler I think. I came closer but she must off heard me seeing her eyes shot open.

"Who are you?" She asked in a hushed tone. I looked at her and smiled she looked so cute.

"I'm someone you should be scared of" I showed her my sign and she gasped causing Nicholas to groan but he was still asleep.

"Your her?" I nodded and was about to walk out until I felt something touch my leg.

"Cool your the girl who beat up the mean guy yesterday" Wait she recognized me. How?

"Don't worry I won't tell pinky promise " she held up her pinky finger I did as well then we crossed then together.

"How do you know it's me?"

"She told me?" Who told her.

"Who?"

"Moon goddess or that's what mommy calls her" I was shocked the moon goddess told her. But something told my to trust her.
"Are you scared?" She shook her head and giggled quietly.

"No but she told me to give you that but I can't reach it" I looked at to see her pointing at my mother's locket on Nicholas' nightstand. How? She died with is on her.

"Take it" I nodded picking up the golden chain.

"Put it on" I did as she told me and smiled seeing a picture of the whole family inside.

"Thank you" she nodded then tugged on my pants.

"Over here" I followed her to where she slept there was a blue worn out bunny sitting there well there we two but the other one was a bear.

"You can keep this one okay and I'll keep this one " I held the bear in my hand with tears in my eyes this was once mine Mr Bucktooth.

"I'm Ava. And his name is Mr Bucktooth uncle Nicholas gave me he told me it belonged to his sister but the pretty lady told me to give you" I nodded also putting it in my saddle this time placing it further way from the knifes.

"Well I have to go bye Ava remove don't tell anyone you saw me" she looked like she was going to cry.

"But I don't want you to leave" I picked her up and placed her on my hip.

"Okay I'll vist one more person but then I'll have to go" her eyes lit up.

"Can we get cookies too" I nodded walking out with her own my hip still. We carefully went to Edwards room and opened the door. You know I could kill them right know this is too simple and there security is way low.

"Uncle Edward?" She asked quiet but I quickly hushed her not wanting to get caught.

"They can't know I'm here okay. I'm not supposed to be here" she nodded then said sorry.

"Can you get my makeup set uncle Edward took it from me last week and didn't want to give it back" she pointed at a butterfly shapped case filled with different eyeshadows.

"Hmm want to play a prank but don't tell okay" I took the makeup and smeared it on his face while Ava covered her mouth trying not to laugh.

"Let's go" I mouthed to her taking her hand and walking out going downstairs.

"Where are the cookies?" She pointed to the top shelf. I took down the jar a dead of China filed with cookies.

"Okay two and that's it" I took out the right amount then handed it to her. I then shared out some cold milk for her to drink.

"Thank you..."

"Manda call me Manda or Panda"

"Thank you Manda Panda" I giggled at her but heard footsteps coming downstairs. 

"Bye Ava thank you" I dashed out the door but stayed behind a little longer watching in the shadows.

"There you are you had me worried sick" Nicholas sighed in relief he must of panicked waking without her.

"Who gave you that?"

"My guardian angel" she told him looking in my direction winking. I smiled in the shadows knowing she saw.

"Well its time to go to bed come on kiddo" he picked her up and threw her over his shoulder. She giggled then waved bye to me I waved back then disappered in the shadows.

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"There you are" Tyler sighedin relief after seeing me. I just came back from my little trip but I'm just going to tell I'm I went to the car then restroom.

"I was in the rest room after I got somethings do from the car" he nodded then asked what things.

"These" I showed him the two pictures, the locket and bunny.

"Where did you get these they have a males sent on then three different sents" I rolled my eyes.

"This was mine when I was younger while I was staying at Joshua's pack a little girl gave me she told me my brother gave her but she gave it back to me" he nodded sniffing it well it was still covered in my scent.

"Who is he" I looked at the photo he was holding it was the one with me and Marcus.

"That's my brother when he first shifted those in the background are my parents and that's me running around with his scythe" he chuckled at me rubbing his thumb over the picture.

"Who are they?" This was the one with all of the boys running me down for there soccer ball.

"Those are my brothers and that's Joshua there running after me tryng to get there ball back" I laughed at the picture.

"And who's was that?" He asked referring to the locket around my neck.

"My mother's" he nodded putting the photos on the dresser then handed me back Mr Bucktooth.

"Thanks wolfie" he growled laying back down in bed.

"Don't call me that"

"Mr Bucktooth likes it don't you?" I asked the stuff animal and made it nod it's head. Tyler rolled his eyes at me then turned off the light. At least he dosen't know.

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