(There house well mansion)

Amanda's POV

"Come with me" I told him seeing him cower in fear.

"Are you going to kill me?" I rolled my eyes.

"If I was you'll he dead already now shut up and come" I snapped wow what's with the mood swings.

"You'll be staying here we have like twenty extra rooms so choose third floor, second floor, or the bottom floor?" I asked as we approach the stairs.

"Do you smell that?" he asked sniffing the air. I sniffed as well I smelled nothing out of place so I shrughed.

"Amanda darling Adam is here" my aunts voice came from the living room.

"Mate!" he growled.

"No mate I don't even know your name" he growled in response and pushed pass me heading to my aunt. I quickly followed behind not wanting to miss anything.

"Mine" I stopped him before he got to her.

"Mr what ever your name is I'm happy you found your mate and everything  but that is my aunt and I'm her niece who almost killed you so calm down" I ordered he submitted.

"Mate" my aunt whispered walking over to him. They then hugged each other breathing each others sent. I smiled sadly wishing I was with my mate.

"Um you two can go do what ever yours supposed to do I'll be here" they nodded and walked off holding hands.

"Adam" I greeted he nodded then went straight to the point.

"The Alpha of the newly made BlueMoon pack requires your assistance in training and bring the pack up to date. The council has decided you must take up the case" he explained.

"No" I said nonchalantly.

"It has been decided but the council each member agreed including me this cannot be denied you are obligated to do so" I growled not like being controled.

"How was I not called to have a say in this decision is am obligated to do not such thing!" I raised my voice at the end my eyes flashing black.

"You are too this is the council your dealing with your opinion does not matter to us" he stated not fazed.

I let out a growl that shook the very earth it self in a second I had him pinned to the wall choking for air.

"Now apologize" I snarled he looked scared but quickly covered it up.

"This argument is over your expected to be there by sunset if not you will be charged " was all he said before disappearing.

"Yeah well I don't care" I growled throwing everything of the kitchen island. I stomped I told the living room knocking over the vase and the glass sculpture of a wolf.

"How dare them" I growled marching upstairs knowing the maids would clean everything up and replace all broken items.

"You know what screw you" I mumbled walking into my from slamming the door shut. I then proceed to pack for the trip nearly tearing apart my room in the process.

Joshua POV

"I refuse to accept help from a girl whether she's the best or not no girl is going to come and train my warriors" I growled angrily.

"It's not my decision to make" Adam said he recently just appeared at the pack house out of breath I could see the claw marks around his neck.

"Well then make it your decison" he looked unfazed like he's seen much worse.

"The council has made it final I'm sorry she and her brotherhood will be here by sunset and be warned she's is not someone to play with" he told me then disappered I sighed sitting down in my office.

"Whats up dude?" Nicholas asked stepping in with his brothers Marcus and Edward.

"We're getting a girl to help us with the rouges" he looked shocked.

"Well that's just great first my mate is mad at me now we're being humiliated " Marcus mumbled.

"You found you mate?" he nodded putting his hands on his face.

"Whats her name?" I asked excited ever since I rejected Amanda it's been so lonely Ashley is help but not that much my wolf is upset and it gets worst now that I've set out for her to be killed. Well I could take back the rejection but then I'll be humiliated.

"Samantha she's so pretty with her shoulder length brown hair and brown eyes god she's just perfect" I gagged.

"Enough about that the royal family is visiting this week we need to make a good first impression meaning Ashley needs to learn how to be a proper Luna" I growled offended.

"She's a perfect Luna" he huffed.

"Only in bed" I rolled my eyes but he was right.

"Stop you two someone's here" Nicholas said getting up after dusting him self off.

"They can wait Ashley's there now let's continue discussing the rouges" they nodded sitting back down.

Amanda POV

Once I finished tiding my room I really pack my bag after realizing that I placed no underwear. I pack three pairs of overalls, four pairs of skinny jeans, ten t-shirts, eight crop tops and, four pairs of shorts with three sun dresses.

I took a shower then got changed into the clothes I was in before. I then blow dried my hair after walking out with my suit case and carry along I only but on some Nikes and braided my hair to the side.

"Are you ready" I asked my team all well it was just five of us.

"Yeah we're ready" Cassandra said boldly with a smile on her face. Looks like my work paid off.

"Okay this is the plan we go get settle in a quickly as possible, I need to calm my nerves " the nodded and we proceeded to the pack house we got there in under fifteen minutes seeing we were running. 

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I nodded pushing all my selfish thoughts aside and knocked the door.

"God who is it...you?" Ashley glared at me while I rolled my eyes pushing her aside.

"What are you doing here?" Andy asked seeing his sister.

"Well we were sent by the council to help train the pack seeing the problem of the Rouges has come to a point where it can not go unnoticed " I said completely professional.

"They sent you how do I know your not lying?" she asked then two warriors came up to me.

I yawned as the where about to grab me. I ducked then used my feet to kick one down causing the other to fall once both there down I simple crossed my hands over my chest then handed her my written permit to enter pack territory and reason.

"This could be fake" I rolled my eyes then should her the mark I had on my skin showing that on was legit I will be on my skin until my mission complete.

"Fine you can come in I'll call Marcus and ask him to show you to your room" she spat with hatred I just looked at her blankly.

"Yes Luna...Amanda " he called me his voice cracking at the end. I looked at him and was instantly hit with a flashback not from me but from him.

Flashback~~~

He was pacing back and forth in his room scared and ashamed of him self. Why? He had bags under his eyes and kept mumbling things like it's not his fault she's gone. Who's gone?

"Yo Marcus open up your need to eat" Nicks voice was heard from the other side of the door.

"No just leave me alone" Marcus yelled his eyes glossy.

"It's not your fault she gone but why do you care that much?" Nick asked I'm still confused.

"We were supposed to be there for her I'm I changed for some jerk I left her unprotected I wasn't there for her you know what they did to her?" his voice was so weak.

"No they never told us"

"Exactly they could even have killed her and we wouldn't have known Nicholas how am I supposed to feel I'm the oldest I'm supposed protect her not hurt her" Marcus whispered.

"I know I wish I could take it all back but I can't she gone and there nothing we can do"

"There was something I could do I could of stopped them but I just sat there is remember when Alpha Richards took her to the basement the day the Alphas came to see the pack shift she was told to stay down there but she didn't then ended up being punished from then she just stopped talking all together until now" by now he was full on crying.

"I'm sorry sis I'm sorry I wish I could take this all back.....I'm sorry and I wish you could forgive me" he said to the picture of me in his hand.

End~~~~

He missed me?

They all did?

I was confused they missed me......yet they abused me and pretended I don't exist to empress Joshua all because they didn't see me shift. That's how little I mattered to them?

He cried for me yet he slapped me.....they all missed me yet the abused me they didn't know about what they did to me the marks on my skin, my scars, the trauma they put me three they didn't know?

Was it really ture of do they know now. I'm sure the former Alpha is still here somewhere and I need to see him I need to think. I thought the knew but didn't care all the names they called me?

They didn't know my true pain how much I cried each night. My suicidal thought at one point I was going to kill my self but......he stopped me and double my beating.

He's the reason I scream for help he reason I hurt others he made me who I am today. He molded me ruin me.....my scars that I have to cover up with make up the holes in my shoulder the marks the needles left they don't know.

"I need.....I.....I need a room and a place to work thank you" he looked at me with sadness then nodded.

I cleared my throat following him to my room we were all supposed to share except me I was all alone but this was the usual.

"Thanks big Mac" he grinned at me seeing I used his childhood name.

"Night Lil Panda" I chuckled closing the door then leaning against it sliding down til I hit the ground.

I was back here again. The place that haunts me again I thought I forgot I was okay but I'm not. I'm not fine I...I need someone something to keep me busy. I sighed going under the covers then drifted to sleep knowing I would unpack tomorrow.

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