Staring outside my window,

Watching as life passes by,

Wondering about my soul,

And the infinite tears I cry

The many mistakes I made,

Plus the troubles that made me sigh,

Investing within my truths,

Because of tired of selling lies

Devil holding me down,

Angel getting me by,

Trust all in the Lord,

Pain shows in my eye

I only wanted to matter,

Memories fade in the tide,

The ocean of my emotions,

I'm trying my best to hide

But I can't hide from myself,

Shots took on my pride,

Render me into nothing,

It almost feels like I died

Bottling up my life,

Keeping it all inside,

Until someone opens it up,

Do you have the heart to just try?