Let me tell you something. Chakra sucks. It is the most frustrating thing I have ever worked on in my life I have read book after book on how to unlock chakra but none of them truly explain the agony I have gone through trying to unlock my chakra. Maybe its harder for me because Im only 11 months old but still. It's absolutely obnoxious. I know as a baby I'm going to have a weak amount of chakra but to barely be able to grasp it at all, it makes me want to bull my hair out and throw a tantrum. And I know I can because I'm still a baby....kinda petty but oh well.

 That weird buzzing I felt as a baby wasn't my blood but my Chakra. I can feel it moving inside of me to let me live, but It's so small that I can't form chakra at all, it is locked within my chakra pathways since my Tenketsu points aren't open and even if I can feel my chakra, I still have to pull enough out to allow it to become useful, not just spiritual energy. It should be easy since I can feel it keeping me alive, but no it just has to be so freaking hard. If I didn't want to be such a strong ninja and save everyone, I would give up on forcing my chakra, but nope my stubborn ass is going to keep going with the demon known as Chakra.

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I lay on futon in my room and I laugh and cry. It nearly took me almost two years since I was born but I got it. Usually I would find my chakra center and try to pull it out of me so it could actually flow through my chakra coils to start the process of using it but each time I found the warmth of my chakra, it would snap back and continue to just do nothing but keep me alive. It was like when pulling on a rubber band and then letting it go so it snaps back into place. 

About 2 months after I turned 1 I was sitting on my floor meditating when I felt that little warmth within me. Expecting it to fade away like every other time I was about ready to quit when I realized it hasn't left me yet. Freaking out, I concentrated and pulled as hard as I could to get the chakra to flow throughout me. Pushing myself harder and harder I finally felt that small wisp of warmth flow throughout my body. I got so excited that I broke my concentration and squealed in joy.

I immediately got up and toddled over to my parents and told them that I finally found my chakra. I got excited thinking dad would begin to train me but I was so wrong. My dad handed me a book titled: To Open Your Tenketsu. He told me knowing and perfecting this was the next step if I wanted to use chakra and be a good Hyuuga heir. I responded with a sad "Hai Otousan. Thank you." If I thought finding my non-spiritual chakra was hard, opening my Tenketsu points was damn near impossible.

Basically there are 361 Tenketsu points along the chakra network and each of these points controls the flow of chakra, as well as push out chakra in order to use Justus and stuff. Being a Hyuuga it is 100 percent necessary to have perfect control over all 361 Tenketsu points as well as knowing where they are. My next step in forced chakra use was to manually open all 361 of the points. Because I'm still only a toddler none of my Tenketsu points have opened yet and if I want to accelerate my training and achieve my goals I have to open them up myself.

Opening Tenketsu points was the bane of my existence for a while. First of all it was hard to open them. Each point took me many hours when I first succeeded to open them. Granted overtime it became easier but thats not it. It hurt like hell when I was opening them. It really strained my body and chakra when each point was opened so I couldn't open too many at one time or I'd pass out from the surge of Chakra and the pain. It sucked.

After about 8 months of opening my Tenketsu, I finally succeeded in opening all of them. When the final point opened it was terrible and magnificent. I could feel the difference in my flow of chakra as well as the newfound true power surging through me. This moment finally solidified that I was actually in Naruto. this realization caused me to break down. 

There was so much I wanted to do and so many people that were stronger than me and I realized that I might be screwed. There was so much pressure I put on myself to save everyone that I didn't even notice until now. In my past life this kind of pressure was what made me shut down sometimes, but now it just made me more determined to succeed.

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Months after my second birthday, My father decided it was time to start training. I may be a genius, well as of right now, but that doesn't mean I know anything about actual fighting. I've seen and been in a few fist fights but that is nothing compared to what taijutsu is. I really hated chakra training but I'm super excited for taijutsu training. This is the closest thing I will get to sports here and so at least I get to keep the physical activities. Even if its different physical training than gymnastics and basketball, it will still hopefully give me the adrenaline from getting in shape and training.

My first day of training with father, I woke up and put on the clothes a maid left on the bed for me. It's nothing special to look at but it is damn comfortable. I made my way to the center of the main families compound and walked into the training field where father was waiting for me, his face as stoic as ever. "Mornin' papa. I am ready for my training." I greeted while tying my shoulder length navy hair back into a ponytail.

As much as a sweet person Hinata was I will not do with the bowl cut hair. She had to wear it as a sign of failure, it's sad but I have to be different and I'm not forced to cut my hair so I'm not going to. I like my hair long and bold and thats what Im going to do with my new body. If im going to change the outcome of Hinata's life, hell it's my life, I might as well look the part, starting with my hair. We aren't the same, I can't be her. I'll never be her.

"For you to be a strong taijutsu fighter and to learn the Hyuuga gentle fist, you must be physically strong and fast, have precise movements, and know the body through and through with and without your byakugan. I know you are young but you are the clan heir and a prodigy. I expect you do everything perfect. There is a training schedule I will go through with you until you are ready for taijutsu. Do not disappoint me."

"Yes papa" I responded quietly.

My training schedule was heaven and hell rolled up into one for the first few weeks of training. Every morning I would wake up and run laps around the training area for a little bit and had to up my time per lap and length I would run the easier it got. Immediately after I went through my first hour of laps, I had push-ups, sit-ups, pull-ups, jumping jacks, and squats. When I would finish my sets I would have a 5 minute break then back to running laps for 30 minutes. When that was over Father would instruct and correct me in basic Katas. 

To end off I would have another head hyuuga female member come in and coach me on flexibility. When I was finished with all of that I would have 2 Hours of chakra control and meditation where I would have to stick leaves to myself and hold them. My final bit of training was mental training where I would have to sit and study books and diagrams about where every Tenketsu point is and what it does, as well as know everything there is to know about the human body inside and out starting from the cells outward.

As much as I loove running in circles , Katas and flexibility training was my favorite physical training because it came as a second skin to me thanks to my training in my past life. Katas was not like gymnastics in the movement but in the memorization and fluidity it worked similar. I still detest chakra because of the grudge I hold but I do have to admit that now that all of my chakra points are opened, chakra is super easy for me to use. I think I'm always aware of it running through me because there was no chakra in my old world so now I'm just hyper aware of it so its easy to use. 

Studying human anatomy was one of the more easy things to do because I spent so much time studying in my past life that I knew a ton about the human body before. I probably know more than most shinobi in this time because they don't have all of the advancements that we did so that already gives me a huge advantage. I spent a lot of time working on chakra and Tenketsu studying. Every free moment I had I spent studying on anything and everything to prepare myself. Orochimaru would be proud and probably jealous of my knowledge of the human body. I just need more understanding of Chakra but Im getting there.

Even if father is a stone cold asshole most of the time, I knew he was happy with my training and progress because he never hit me or got angry with me telling me I'm weak like he did with the other Hinata. He would simply watch me and remind me to not disappoint him. Now that I'm not a baby thats probably as much praise I will ever receive from him. His training was harsh and I knew it would only get more difficult as I get older, but I did it anyways. If I want to be strong enough to protect and save people, I have to train nonstop. I need to be like Lee, I may be smart and seen as a prodigy, but it is not solely based off of luck like others, I will train my hardest to be strong.

After a few months of nonstop conditioning my brain and body, Father decided I was ready for real taijutsu. This is what I've been looking forward to since I could walk. I decided that for my taijutsu to be most effective I would need have a good mix of using Hyuuga style and my own style. Every night since I was born I have been strategizing the perfect taijutsu style for me to use to be most effective. Because I'm female its physically impossible for me to naturally be as strong as a boy so I know to enhance my attacks with chakra and on impact to expel it like Sakura does in shippuden. 

That is my only chance to have external physical attacks do that much damage. The downside to Sakura's fighting was it was slow, left her open for counter attacks, and was predictable. To counteract that downside I decided to incorporate my speed and gymnastics into creating a fast heavy hitting attack that was heavily reliant on continuous movements and dodging. It's almost like a deadly dance of speed, grace, and power. With all of my training I could also make that style deadly by having my hits be unpredictable with patterns that continuously change so it seems to be random. It's not fool proof, not even in the slightest but it will hopefully be successful enough to keep me alive.

I was finally able to start executing this fighting style when I learned katas and about taijutsu so that it would actually become a fighting style not just a chakra dance. Because I'm the Hyuuga heir I also have to learn how to use the gentle fist. I do not have enough strength to utilize my Byakugan yet so my training in gentle fist was solely based off of my knowledge of where points are on the body. 

The struggle with this was that the Tenketsu points on the body are extremely small and not having my Byakugan made it almost impossible to actually hit any spots. I would hit close but never perfect. It was perfect training because I have all of the movements down but the actual use of the gentle fist technique, unless it was to attack muscles and tendons, was a failure.

My failure of perfect execution of gentle fist was the first time I've ever experienced father mad at me. I tried to execute the proper movements against him this time and I would always manage to mess something up or fall on my ass. Normally father is stern and quiet but never angry with me, through my countless fails at gentle fist, his anger became apparent and I was terrified. He has this silent rage that you can see and feel and its suffocating. Instead of telling me to not disappoint like usual, he would say I'm a disappointment. 

The first few times I cried over my failures and fathers disappointment and now I can start to understand why Hinata was so shy. It's hard to have father talk down to me and be so filled with anger and disappointment. Instead of breaking, I used it as fuel to my fire and worked extra hard to grow my strength and chakra reserves so that I can unlock my Byakugan.

The day I finally was able to unlock my Byakugan was a proud day for me. I got so mad at father for speaking down to me for the past 8 months about my gentle fist that my rage took over and I felt chakra pulsing to my eyes. Allowing it to happen suddenly everything became more clear and I could faintly see fathers chakra points. I let out all of my anger and punched my unsuspecting father as hard as I could, knocking the air out of him and sending him to his knees. I knew I had a smug look on my face and I couldn't control it. 

As much as I love him, his words are overly harsh, if I was more sensitive, I would be crushed. The day I awakened my Byakugan and gave him a nasty gut shot, I gained fathers praise again. The proud look returned in his eyes and even if I wanted to stay mad I was too proud of myself to try. I was so happy I couldn't hold it in so I ran up and gave him a big hug. Surprisingly he gave me a gentle hug back then straightened himself out and said is a gentle tone "do not disappoint me." I couldn't help the grin from spreading as I giggled.

"Yes Papa."