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Jungkook stood there watching his omega whom he had hurted the most in the past.

The one who's beautiful pretty eyes hold the hope and excitement in them. It sparkled when he nodded his head slowly.

The way Taehyung had asked with so much insecurity in his voice broke his heart. He made him like this, he made his omega insecure and long for many things he didn't deserve at the first place.

'you never were there when i go for our pup shopping a-alone, you know how people look at me in pity thinking i was a single parent for my baby because i have no scent on me of an alpha to show that i am m-mated....'

The voice of his broken Omega rang in his ear, when that day Taehyung finally broke down from years of living in an emotional torture, the day he almost lost his mate with his own mistake.

And the thing that hurted more is that it wasn't just one time thing....he made many mistakes and hurt Taehyung again and again but Taehyung endures all of it for many years without a complaint.

'I will never forgive you for what you did to me'

Jungkook didn't realize how his eyes brimed with angry and guilty tears.

Angry at himself for hurting his mate so much, for not thinking about his feelings, for being blind to see his pain and tears and longing for him.

He's the worst mate someone could ever get, he can't even make his Omega happy instead he gave him tears and longing for his love and care.

He's the worst alpha to his Omega.

He was so cruel to never even help his Omega on his first heat and leave him begging for his touch alone in the house.

Jungkook was so ashamed at himself that he can't even look at Taehyung in the eyes－and here he was still waiting for his forgiveness even after doing all of that to him.

Jungkook walked closer to him slowly and look into those light brown orbs brimming with joy－just because he said yes to go shopping with him.

Jungkook smile sadly at him as he reached for his cheek and caressed it softly while his inner tormnoil is going wild from the past memories that rushed inside his head and affecting him in a worse way.

Taehyung smiling lips turned into a frown when he saw the lonely tear left from Jungkook eyes.

"Jungkook..." Taehyung frowned, he felt his heart heavy at the raw emotions in his alpha's tears filled eyes.

Guilt, sadness, frustation, anger and regret.

Taehyung gulped as the lump starts forming in his throat, he lean more forward to Jungkook, his eyes never leaving Jungkook's as he cup his left cheek and wipe the lonely tear with the pad of his thumb.

Jungkook instantly closed his eyes and lean into the soft warm hand on his cheek.

Taehyung felt his heart broke at the vulnerable action of his alpha, he breath shakily and reached for his other cheek cupping it and caressing it softly and delicately.

Jungkook sobbed out, can't stop himself anymore and connects their foreheads together and closed his eyes in shame.

"I-I'm s-sorry...."

His hands dropped to his sides and placed themselves on the Omega's sides as he sobbed.

Taehyung eyes turns watery hearing his depressed voice and painful sobs. Jungkook craned his neck and pressed his face in Taehyung's crook of neck and wrapped his arms around his waist tightly.

"I'm so s-sorry....I'm the worst m-mate to you....you never deserved it...you never did!" Jungkook cried out, his voice muffled in his neck but Taehyung heared everything.

The omega closed his eyes as his own tears fell down from the past images of him crying and longing for his alpha's attention.

But it didn't hurt him though. No, it didn't give him pain anymore.

Because he knows it's past now and he took his time to heal himself first from all the ache. It didn't give his heart that pang that he used to feel thinking about his heartbreak.

Because he learned to love himself now. He learned to give himself more importance now. He's not the past Taehyung anymore. He grow up with all of it.

He found himself after going through the hard phase of his life.

He healed himself completely then he decided that it was the right time to give himself an another chance to love and be loved.

And Jungkook did proved himself to be worthy in all those time and now when thinking about his past and not feeling any pain, Taehyung had no doubt left about his decision to forgive the alpha.

Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck and threaded his fingers in his hair, caressing it comfortingly while rubbing the back of his nape.

"It's fine shh...calm down" Taehyung muttered softly, knowing it won't make the alpha's guilt to lesson but it can calm him atleast.

He had to talk to Jungkook about it. Jungkook has to forgive himself first before they start their relationship again, he had to forget his past and moved on or it will bring many moments like this in future which will not be very pleasant to remember.

Jungkook sniffled and nuzzle his face in Taehyung's neck, smelling his calming scent that he let out to comfort him.

He's still comforting him when he totally don't deserved it.

"Koo..." Jungkook closed his eyes tightly at the name.

Why Taehyung is being so soft with him, he should be harsh on him just like he was before. He don't deserve this treatment.

"Koo, look at me" Taehyung says softly and cup his cheek and brought his face away from his neck to faced him.

Taehyung cleaned all the tears from his face and caressed his cheek softly.

Jungkook didn't look up and stays his eyes fixed downwards.

"Hey, look up" Taehyung made him look at him and smile softly.

"Tell me why did we take time hm?" Jungkook didn't replied and stays silent.

"For ourselves, right?"

Jungkook sniffed.

"We made the decision that day for a reason Jungkook. To heal ourselves and move on from the past" Taehyung spoke, his voice close to a whisper, soothing and comforting.

"To take time and then starts new all over. How can we do that if you won't let yourself forget the past and move on hm" Jungkook look at him with his red swollen eyes.

"It's hard to forget what I did to you" Alpha's voice cracked at the end.
Taehyung sighed.

"So should I assume you're not that much eager to start a new life with me?...okay" Taehyung says and starts to back away.

Jungkook tighten his arms around his waist instantly before the Omega had the chance to back away and pull him flushed to him.
"I-It's not like that! I swear!!" Jungkook quickly defended and wrapped his arms more tighter around his Omega, afraid he upset him....again.

"I just can't seem to forget, the memories kept coming all over and I don't know how to handle them, how－how to deal with it.....I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you" Jungkook whispered softly, looking at the Omega with his bambi eyes filled with fear and insecurities.

"Don't be mad at me please..." The alpha requested vulnerably.

Taehyung smile at him and slowly wrapped his arms around his neck and pressed his face in his neck, nuzzling into it. "Mhm." He hummed in response and kept nosing the alpha's mating gland from where the intoxicatingly strong scent in coming.

The scent is much more stronger than before making him sensitive or it is because his nose is suddenly so sensitive that the manly scent of his alpha is affecting him.

Jungkook sighed in relief and pressed Taehyung more into his arms and kissed his hair sneakingly without the omega noticing who was enjoying the strong smell of the freshly cut grass and after rain with the hint of wet wood.

He love the manly scent of combination of his alpha.

Both mates got startled out of their soothing and warm embrace when Taegguk cries filled the room.

Taehyung backed away immediately and headed to the Omega pup and pick him up not noticing the pouting alpha behind him who grumbled under his breath.

"Jungkook can you please warm up his bottle? I already prepared it. It's in the fridge" Taehyung says.

Jungkook instantly smile when Taehyung look at him and nodded, going out to brought the bottle.

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Next morning was a bit confusing for the omega who feel like a bit clingy to his alpha and find out how his nose becomes so sensitive all of a sudden.

Luck was on his side when he woke up and found Jungkook sound asleep, which give him a time to do what his instinct scream at him.

He took the chance and brought his body closer to his alpha and pressed his face to his inviting neck and nose around his mating gland, inhaling his heavenly scented neck.

His hand unconciously wrapped around the alpha's neck and what made him froze on his spot when Jungkook groaned in his sleep, turning around on his side, pulling the omega close to his body and nuzzle in his neck right over on his oversensitive mating mark which was throbbing for some reason.

Taehyung whimpered in oh so contentment feeling like melting into a puddle at the mere touch and push Jungkook head more in his neck while pushing his own body flushed against his alpha, sighing in relief.

He don't know for how long he was at that position but it felt like hours which wasn't true ofcourse, but when his eyes landed on the clock he realized it was almost time for Jungkook to wake up, so before the alpha found them in this position he reluctantly pushed the alpha gently but it was no use since the alpha squeeze him back in his arms.

Taehyung breath hitched when a whine like voice came out of Jungkook's throat and he again nosed on his sensitive mark a bit longly.

Taehyung almost let out an inappropriate voice ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) but bite his lips on time which muffled his moan, he widen his eyes at his own action.

Fuck! Why I feel so sensitive all of a sudden?!

Taehyung took breaths to calm his hormones and with shaky hands caressed the alpha's head to lull him to deep sleep again.

He felt the alpha's hands relax on his body and his hold losen around him means he's in deep sleep again, so he coutiously dragged himself out of his hold and run inside the bathroom.

That was close! Fuck!

But he frowned and look at himself in the mirror, his eyes landed on his throbbing mark and touch the area, he quickly jerk at the goosebumps run through his body at the simple touch.

It's not the time yet then why so sensitive?

They went out after having a rather cheerful breakfast and a very overly smiley Alpha who can't seem to stop himself from having butterflies wilding in his stomach because why not? he just had a beautiful dream of cuddling with his Omega and now he feels giddy at the thought of how realistic it felt.

They sat inside the car with an excited omega and an over energetic alpha pup cheering and blabbering how many toys he will get for his puppy.

It was a weekend so there was no work for Jungkook but even if there was any he wouldn't miss that chance again to shop for baby clothes with Taehyung.

Having Taegguk is giving him the chance to live all those moment he miss drowning in his own heartbreak and hatred.

They first visit the hospital to check up Taegguk for any kind of alergies and disease and found out he did have an skin alergy resulting in his over reded body.

But were relief to hear it wasn't dangerous and will be fine with low dosage medicine and anti-alergic lotion.

After examining his tiny body which took them 2 hours they were free to go and Jungmin was more happy to hear it.

They went to the mall and first started with buying the clothes for Taegguk, Jungkook was amaze to see so many colourful tiny clothes and what took his attention was little onesies with different different cartoons and labels.

The first one caught his attention was the white and pink fluffy romper with little bunny ears on the top, he pick it up and look at it. The fabric feels so soft that he can't help but look down in his hand where Taegguk is held looking up at him with his doe eyes, his tiny hands as usual fisting Jungkook's shirt fabric tightly.

"Did you like it, little one?" He cooed at the pup and boop his tiny nose with his own and chuckled when the pup nuzzle his face against his chest as it tickle him.

Jungkook placed the romper in the cart where already many toys and clothes were placed by either Jungmin or Taehyung who was looking through all the onesies and other neccessities.

Jungkook went to other aisle and look through some more and was awestruck at the pretty pretty tiny clothes.

His eyes caught another cloth and he quickly went. "Wah...it look so cool" Jungkook grabbed the onesie and examine it.

"Jungkook let's go, it's enough. I already got what was needed" Taehyung came behind him holding Jungmin's hand who was jumping in delight seeing so many toys.

Jungkook turned around with the onesie. "Look at it!" the alpha excitedly shows the black cloth onesie which was a batman theme.

Taehyung laugh at him. "Jungkook! Out of all the pretty cute onesies you eyes caught this one?"

Jungkook smile. "It's so cool. It will look so cute on Taegguk!" The alpha giggled imagining the tiny pup in this.

"No Jungkook we already have so many, we don't need it." Jungkook frowned at that.

"So? it doesn't matter, we are getting it. It's not like I can't buy this whole shop anyways. I have all the money to buy anything I want for this puppy" Jungkook says and placed it on the cart.

Taehyung roll his eyes at the cocky alpha and didn't argue further. "Baby? Do you also want this one for yourself hm" Jungkook bend down a bit to Jungmin and asked who nodded eagerly.

"Yes daddy! Me and puppy will twin!!" Jungkook smile and went to find one for Jungmin's size with the small omega in his chest now sleeping resting his head on his chest.

Taehyung chuckled at him. "This alpha!!"

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Was it boring?
And Taehyung, control yourself honey ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I felt bad for Jungkook first but then I remember how Taehyung slept everynight crying, then I thought...okay he deserved it!😭

My next book is Mafia au! I'm excited to publish it when this one is over!

~bunnies~