Nicole Pov

"Where is she?" I ask Ten when he fetches me outside. Kakadating ko lang sa headquarters at halos nagsiyukuan ang mga tauhan ko nang makapasok ako sa loob. 

I saw everyone busy training. "She's in the punishment room; Renz and others are there; they're waiting for your order, Leader." I just nodded my head and went to my office. 

When I go to my table, halos maitapon ko na ang lahat nang papeles na nasa taas non. All I can see are the details of her actions. 

I get my gun and head to the punishment room. "Open the door," utos ko sa isang bantay at pinagbuksan niya ako. 

Halos sindi nang lampara lamang ang bumungad sa akin; it's so dark in here at hindi nasisikatan nang araw, walang ilaw o kung ano man. 

"Leader?" Hindi ko pinansin si Renz nang tawagin niya ako, all I can feel right now is anger while looking at the person who's laying down the cold floor. 

I grab her hair and let her see my face. I'm amused because she can still gain consciousness after the beating from the Renz team. 

"Why?" I coldly ask her. Ang daming tanong sa isipan ko. She just smiled at me. 

"I want to burry your face under the ground right now. You know, I really hate to see you smile at me." 

"T-hen d-o it" walang pag aalinlangan kong tinutok ang baril ko sa ulo niya. "You won't talk?" 

"T-heres no u-se of i-t..y-you still kill me," hindi ko napigilan pa ang sarili ko at binaril ang isang binti niya. She's strong, dahil hindi man lang siya sumigaw sa sakit. 

I expected of her, after all she's the one who taught me how to fight..

"SP..you see mahaba ang pasensya ko but because of your attitude nagiging maiksi ito"

"D-ont joke -o-n me ..I know -you will kill me"

"Later...but I still need to get something from you" diin na sabi ko at hinawakan siya sa baba.

"Why did you do it? Sa tingin mo hindi ko malalaman lahat nang ginagawa mo behind my back? A thousand of lives just died because you sacrifice them all, all of the people that I've veen trying to save!!..now tell me.. what's your connection between my Biological Grandfather?" Bahagya siyang nagulat, ngunit hindi niya ito pinahalata, she just smiled at me..fuck! I really want to erase that smilef of her.

I just found out that she's been a part of a organization that keep on killing me, and the head of that organization is my Biological Grandfather..

"Y-ou don't know everyth-ing"

"Then tell me" utos ko sa kaniya. Kunting pasensya nalang ang natirira at baka hindikk na mabigilan ang sarili kong kalabitin ang gatilyo nang baril ko.

"Pro-mise me when you know everything...tried to contact your father talk to him..and he will explain everything" wala na akong nagawa pa at tumango nalamang.

"Le-"

"Shut up Renz!" Sigaw ko sa kaniya nang pipigilan niya ako sa desisyon ko. Wala na silang nagawa pa at iniwan nalamang kaming dalawa ni SP sa loob nang kwarto.

I know they can still see us behind the glass wall. I shifted my attend again to SP and wait for her to talk.

"I only did everything just to protect you" napahigpit ang kapit ko sa baril ko dahil Ito na naman, they always say that they want to protect me..I can also protect my self! Fuck!

"Y-our Grandfather is a monster..he tried to kill you nang maipanganak ka nang mama mo, I know all of it because from the start I was supposed to marry your father but we both know that we don't have feelings for each other, and your father really love your mom..when you where born...all of us tried to hide your gender from your Grandfather, I also offer your Dad to let me adopt you, but he refuse my offer, so I let him"

"Your Grandfather always treasure beliefs from the previous head of the organization..that when the girl where born from the blood of the head's family it will bring Chaos to the organization..we thought this beliefs are long gone...and it's already burnish from the rule's of the organisation..but we're wrong your grandfather keep it and everything turn to mess"

"I tried to get support from my family but they also disowned me because of my decision.. that's why when the day that your father left you at the orphanage I tried my best to get you..and raise you"

"All of the accidents happening to them.. it's all your doing"

"I won't denied it..I did it because I don't want your Grandfather suspect your Identity.."

"That's why I threaten Blake to hurt you, I t-old him if he didn't do it I will kill his family...hindi ko to dapat sabihin sayo because I want you to ask Blake for it, but he already have a family to protect" hindi ko alam ang dapat kong gawin..

"And now...your Grandfather already know what's Blake keep on hiding from his sleeves.."

Blake's Family..

"You should not here...you need to come back there" napansin ko ang kaba habang sinasabi niya iyon.

"They will do something para lumabas ka sa pinagtataguan mo..your Grandfather..he will hurt the person you care the most..y-ou need to go!" Hinawakan niya ang balikat ko at tinulak ako.

"Shit!"

"Ahhhhhh..G-O!!!!! " Halos magulat nalamang ako nang bigla nalamang sumuka nang dugo si SP and she's in pain. Akmang hahawakan ko siya nang itulak niya ako ulit.

"G-o...pl-ease.." hindi ko alam..awa at galit ang nararamdaman ko ngayon habang nakatingin sa kalagayan niya.

"RENZ!!!" I shouted at pumasok silang lahat sa loob.

"Please be happy "  SP mouthed at me and she smiled for the last time before I see how she close her eyes in front of me

Bigla nalamang siyang pinuntahan ni Ten at Eight to check on her but they both shoke there head to me.

Napaupo nalamang ako at parang hindi ko alam ang dapat kong gawin..

"L-eader" napatingin ako sa mga kasamahan ko and I saw how they're worried to me.

Bigla nalamang may tumulong tubig sa kamay ko at ganon nalamang ang pagtataka ko dahil naramdaman ko nalamang na umiiyak ako.

I'm crying... I shifted my gaze to SP's lifeless body.

"I will check her body" yun lamang ang narinig ko mula kay Ten at naramdaman ko nalamang na hinila na ako palabas ni Renz sa kwarto.

"Gather everyone.. let's go hunt some monster" I don't care what will happen next..but I need to save everyone..

Iniwan ko na silang lahat doon at pumasok sa opisina ko. I lock the door and silence surround me.

Hindi ko napigilan pang umiyak at hinayaan ang sarili kong damdamin ang sakit..

I grab my phone and open it. I saw how many missed call I got from Derrick but one person caught my attention. It's Gray...I got almost hundred of missed call from him.

Nagdadalawang isip man ako but I call his phone number..when I almost lost hope if he will answer..bigla nalamang may sumagot sa kabilang linya.

"H-ello" napakunot ang noo ko dahil boses babae ito.

I didn't talk.. I'm just let my self listen to the person on other call.

"N-icole is this you?...God! Nasaan ka ngayon!? Please come back now..." Nakarinig ako nang ingay sa kabila but all I can hear is her crying..I recognised her voice.. It's Julia but why Gray's phone are on her?

"N-icole please come back...K-uya...k-uya got accident...his still not waking up"

Napatakip ako sa bibig at pinatay ang tawag.

Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko at subrang sakit...why...bakit nangyayari to ngayon... it's all my fault..kasalanan ko lahat nang to..kung hindi nalang sana ako nabuhay pa. Kung sana namatay nalamang ako noon..sana hindi sila nasasaktan ngayon..

"Ahhhhhhh!" I let out my heart cry and shouted...halos magulo ko na ang buong kwarto ko dahil sa galit sa sarili.

I also heard some noises coming from the door at pilit itong binubuksan.

"Leader!"

"Leader open the door" hindi ko sila pinansin at nagmukmok nalamang sa tabi. I cried and cried...

I grab some sharp object malapit sa akin at hindi ko alam dahil bigla nalamang nandilim ang paningin ko and almost stab my chest..

"Shit!!! NICOLE!! WHAT HELL!" mabilis na inalis ni Renz ang matalim na bagay sa kamay ko at hindi ko alam but he slap me..

"Are you lost your mind?!" I bit my lips and cried again..bigla niya nalamang akong niyakap at hinayaan ang sariling umiyak sa balikat niya.

"I-ts all my fault Renz"

"Shhh...hindi totoo yan..you always did everything to survive...to protect everyone..kaya wag mong isipin yan"

"He got hurt because of me.. Gray got accident because of me.. kenneth still not waking up because of me..S-P died because of me... it's all because of me!!"

"Please stop saying it... please"

"I'm tired.. I'm really tired to survive"i whispered between my sob.

Nikee Pov

Halos takbuhin ko na ang kwarto kung nasaan nakaratay ang Kapatid ni Nicole. Pabalya kong binuksan ang pinto at halos lahat silang nandoon ay nagulat.

"You all need to get out of here!" I shouted. I can see confusion on them but I don't have time to explain everything. I got a message from the Headquarters and it's an order from the Leader.

"What is happening?" Agarang tanong sa akin ni Karl but I didn't answer it.

"Please we dont have any time left..I will explain everything when we go to the safer place.." kahit nalilito sila ay sinunod nila ako. I check Kenneth's condition at nang okay na ay ako na mismo ang tumulak sa higaan niya. Tinulungan ako ni Karl at nang ibang kaibigan nila.

"Saan tayo pupunta?"

"Just follow me" pumunta kami sa emergency exit at doon naka stand by na ang isang sasakyan. Sininyasan ko ang ibang nurse na kasama ko at pumasok sila sa loob. I need to fetch her Man...shit bakit kasi naaksidente pa yun.

"Take them there..and protect them..malalagot tayo sa kaniya kapag may mangyari sa kanila"

"Got it Doc" umalis na sila and I hope na makarating sila sa safe house. Now another patient again...shit! Dapat nasa bahay na ako ganitong oras lagot naman ako sa isang yun kapag hindi ko natupad ang pangako ko sa kaniya.

Ang hirap panamang suyuin non. Hindi ko talaga san nagmana yun. Tinakbo ko ang isang kwarto kung saan nakaratay si Gray. Naabutan ko ang apat na kaibigan niya na nandoon at ang kapatid niya.

"Doc?"

"Help me"

"San niyo dadalhin ang kuya ko? Sandali!"

"We need to get out of here! Hindi na kayo ligtas pa dito!" I shouted dahil ang dami nilang tanong.

Magsasalita pa sana siya nang bigla nalamang may balang tumagos sa bintana. Halos mataranta kaming lahat.

"Shit! Tulungan niyo ko dito!" I said to them at tinulak namin palabas ang kama ni Gray. Hawak hawak nang kapatid niya ang dextrose niya habang patakbo na kaming pumasok sa elevator.

Nang makababa kami ay sinalubong kami nang isang sasakyan nang makalabas kami sa hospital.

"Get inside!" I shouted, nang makapasok sila ay sumunod na din ako sa front seat. I grab a gun from under the seat at punutukan ang sasakyan na sumusunod sa amin.

"Kyahhh" dinig kong sigaw nang kapatid ni Gray dahil sa takot.

Nang matamaan ko ang gulong nang sasakyan nila ay nakahinga na ako dahil hindi na nila kami nasundan pa. Nakarating kami sa safehouse at sumalubong sa akin ang ibang mga tauhan ko. They help us sa pagbubuhat kay Gray.

Nang makapasok kami sa loob mabilis na inayos nang mga kasama naming nurse ang kalagayan ni Gray and now.. I'm infront of her friends and brothers..so what should I explain to them??