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*Ella*

Josh's hands roamed my body, removing my bra before my panties.
He left my back towards him as he placed soft and gentle kisses all over my shoulder and upper-back.

He then turned me around slowly and grabbed the side of my face, his fingers around the back of my ear as his thumb rubbed against my cheek.
His nose rested against mine, his lips leaned in and then out.
Almost like he was re-thinking this.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, bitting my bottom lip.

"Why do you keep doing this, Ella?" he whispered by my lips. "Why do you keep brining me closer when you know I'm toxic"

"Every devil was once an angel" I whispered back, looking up at him through my lashes.

His lips finally met mine as he sucked on my bottom lip.

He leaned in closer and placed a kiss at my collarbone as he placed me gently onto my bed.

I accidentally touched his wound and he groaned but ignored it.

"let's make this one quick"

And finally, something i've been dying to hear since the very first day we met.

He didn't have a condom for the first time I could possibly remember, but you could trust Josh without one. His timing and professionalism would keep you safe.

"So tell me Ella" he said as he placed his erection inside of me.

A conversation during sex? Right.

"Are you sleeping with Jack?"

I frowned. "No"

He began pounding inside of me, slow and gentle.

"Don't lie to me"

"I'm not" I moaned.

"And if you are, does he have every sound that escapes your lips now, happen?"

I grabbed the bedsheet within the palm of my hands as Josh positioned above me.
Moaning, I ignored his question.

His pace was slow, gentle but deep.
His body was cold against my warm skin, it made it difficult to focus.

His hands intertwined with mine as he held it up above my head and sucked at my neck, continuing to pound inside of me as my other hand wrapped around his neck.

I shut my eyes and bit my bottom lip. His touch was always so wanting, pleasurable and deep.
I hated the fact that I wanted this in a more acceptable way.

Love.

Josh groaned by my ear as his body loosely rested above me.

My hands ran through his hair and I grabbed the top of it, pulling his head back.

His groan was louder as he continued thrusting inside of me.

My legs were wide open, allowing him access.
My breathing was rapid but my orgasm was taking forever to arrive even though I felt it on edge.

He leaned up but remained inside of me.
Running a hand down in-between us, his fingers meet my sex and he began rubbing me so passionately and fast.
My clitoris was feeling all types of pleasure.

Up until he rested his lips against my ear and whispered with a groan "I can feel you, but I want to taste you"

I moaned his name so lightly yet lasted for a long minute as I felt myself loosen.

Josh moved away and released his load somewhere beside me before groaning several times and taking a deep breath.
"Fuck"

I focused on controlling my breathing as I remained laying there naked, watching him already moving around to dress.

"What?"

Josh put his pants on and raised an eyebrow.
"I like it better when you fuck me, Ella"

"What?" I sat up on my elbows.

"Every time I come to...fuck you I feel like I'm forcing you to feel. When you fuck me, it's like we're at war with who is more talented" He buckled his pants "And you know I love my rough sex"

I raised an eyebrow.

Josh walked back over to me and leaned down. He placed his head in-between my legs and took one quick lick against my sex.
He stood up straight and licked his bottom lip.
"Let me keep that for a while since I won't be tasting you anytime soon"

I smirked.

"What?" Josh fixed his hair, effortlessly.

"You'll get more of it soon" I laid back down onto my back "Quicker than you think"

"Really now?" Josh said, although I couldn't see him because I was too busy looking at my ceiling.

"You Mariella, are up to something"

I know, Josh, and you'll never see it coming.
"You think so?"

Josh walked over to my side and leaned above me.
He leaned down and placed a kiss against the tip of my nose.
"You can't be better at my own game, Ella"

I smiled. "The only way a leader loses his own game is by the student he taught, who outsmarts him"

Josh's humour disappeared and he walked away.

"Josh" I sat up.

Josh stopped by my door and looked over his shoulder.

"What happened your parents?"

Josh's gulp was loud but he ignored me and walked away.
As I heard my entrance door slam, before going for a shower and cleaning my room, I grabbed my laptop from the lower draw beside my bed.
I switched it on and opened my document.

Adding to my list, I wrote what Josh had told me before the sex.

Abusing father who was an alcoholic, abused mother and tortured several days and nights. Josh suffered.

I saved it before opening a google tab and beginning my research.

Josh Hutson

His biography was useless, even though I've searched it a thousand time.
Dead parents, lived with his 'soul matched' brother Nicolas and together they took over New York.

That explains everything?

I decided to look up more of Josh's parents and only one website said his father had died from an overdose and his mother died from a heart attack.
They must have been young considering Josh was a kid.

Something doesn't make sense.

I didn't think twice when I opened up my anonymous skype.

- are you there?- I messaged the anonymous man who was providing me with information Josh failed to give me.

-always- he was quick to come online and reply.

-Mr Hutson, how did his parents die?- I asked.

-One day, I'd like to know your obsession with this man, Mariella-

-Maybe soon-

-Check your email-

I was thankful this man hacked his way towards me a random skype account to keep contact with him. He provided with me with everything I wanted to know about Josh, with nothing in return.

I closed my skype app and checked my email.
Within my email was an attachment.
I opened it and waited for it to load before my heart dropped.

'Mariam Hutson, murdered in cold blood at her own home in front of her only child. The murders are yet to be found as Mariam will be rested on monday morning. Mr Hutson is yet to comment on the murder.

Did Josh's father murder her?

Why did Josh keep this away from the world?

I looked at the the reporters name beneath the photo article.
Luke Zoden.

Searching him up, I set up a meeting.

I wanted to know more about this and he must be the only man with the most information.

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Who is the anonymous man on skype who is providing Ella exclusive information?
Find it in the next chapter what Josh meant by
'if Ella looked into his personal life too deep, she could get hurt'

Ready to put action to the words?

Mia x