its happening again isnt it? I feel it creeping. that empty feeling of loneliness. my heart is sinking. tears are filling my eyes. this feeling is all too familiar. I thought it was over. I thought I was better. I was wrong....again. I just want it to be over. it hurts so much. no one has ever been able to help with this feeling, not that anyone has tried. i dont talk about it. i dont think anyone will care. it's just a dumb feeling. it doesnt matter.