He has someone so much better right next to him. Why did he choose me? I'm not worth it. I'm not worth the pain,the suffering. I'm not worth the worry and the fear. I'm too clingy,I'm too needy. There was a reason no one wanted me around. There was a reason they left me.

I've been rejected multiple times,there are reasons for that. Why should anyone love me? I've proven to be a monster.