OKAY

Hey

I'm so done. With drama. With fights. With everything this hellsite has to offer.

This whole shitshow is just too much for me. I can't take it anymore, especially now that I have a life to take care of.

And studies. Actually, maybe just studies.

If you ever needed me, I hope I could help you because now, I won't be able to anymore.

I won't depend on you guys anymore either, so it's not like I'm expecting a one sided friendship or anything.

I never planned for Wattpad to become a permanent part of my life, and although I'm glad it was, I don't want it to be that anymore. In fact, I don't want the internet as a whole to be a permanent, and prominent part of my life anymore.

Dad had to cut the internet for three hours today and I noticed... dang, I really have nothing to do without this, do I?

In short, I want to delete my account. I don't want it to clutter up my life anymore.

I'm not doing this because of anything specific, I just felt that now would be a good time for me to leave, with my life finally having started.

But I also want these things I posted to stay on the internet because, no doubt, it's been fun and it should've stayed fun, but it didn't. Deleting the account would feel to me as if I regretted it, which I didn't.

So I decided to change my password to something I won't remember, then delete my e-mail address to this account (it's a scrap one I never used for anything else anyways)

This way, you'll all keep whatever memories you've had with this account and can look back on them, either happily, sadly, angrily, whatever you want :)

Also, other than deleting the account, this is a final goodbye. A deleted account can be recovered. this is permanent.

I wanna do stuff in my life. I wanna be productive and stop procrastinating.

I hope you all aren't too hurt by this, because I did collect a few very good friends on here.

In the end, only very few stayed with me, and I mean, that's okay, friends come and go eventually. And this is me going.

I've never wanted to do a dramatic exit like this but I guess, once I realised that I couldn't leave anymore without anyone noticing, it'd be kinda shitty to leave without a word. and if I am gonna tell you, imma make it dramatic! :P

I told you guys before that it would happen. I'm glad I chased many of you away before this though. I'd rather have you be mad and angry with me, then be hurt.

I'm glad I met so many people on my journey here :)

Btw, if you steal any of my OCs, I'll burn you. For that reason alone, I'll unpublish my OC book, now that I won't keep track of stuff anymore. Sorry not sorry.

Have some art as a closer, because you know, art is the theme of this book :3

https://youtu.be/ROQj_ZVZgfg

Some heartbreak music before I leave :)

(btw, I'm doing the whole thing right after this chapter is up so no sappy comments can make me change my mind :P)

(Also, anything you still owe me art wise, don't bother with it anymore. I've waited long enough, I think neither of us really hopes for anything anymore)