I was snapped out of my thoughts when my crewmate, AshDust, hit me in the helm playfully. "He's next" I looked to the guard in charge. RedAlert. At the moment we were in line waiting to be let on board to this new adventure. Rodimus calls it the Lost Light. A sense of hope. Or at least something to find ancient knights that probably didn't exist. I walked to the entrance and passed without a word. I knew AshDust would speak for me. "H-hey! Wait!" RedAlert sayd frantically. "It's okay I got him" Ash sighed. He was a part of my autobot ship. Our teammates were seekers with the exception of me and Thundering. We were tanks. Well, I never use my alt mode anymore so I never considered myself a tank

I was a pistol. A minicon. I was changed because my looks were unacceptable. I was too small to fight and to slow to fire. First I was a pistol in the beginning of the war, next a truck, now, a tank. AsheDust and Jinx caught up to me "dude! You can't be rude to new people!" Jinx spoke, I hated his voice- her, her voice, she changed herself out of curiosity. Never the less I hated the team I was in. I held no sentimental value to any of them. I had to pretend. I had to, I didn't want to be behind bars.

I ignored my so called friends and went to my room. "FireRage talk to us" Ashe sighed sadly. "I get things have been difficult since.."

"Since Thundering died" Jinx finished "I know you two were close but-"

"I'm fine" I closed the door. I didn't care for any of them. But I cared for Thundering. I told him the truth, I told him I was a decepticon.

He accepted me.

Like Cord.

Looking back I can remember the only seeker I ever loved.

*****

I was in Tap's arms as we ran. There had been a suicide bomber and my leg was destroyed. Tap ran to a ship that was getting everyone out. "There's room for one more!"

I don't remember what happened during it but the next thing I knew I was on the ground bleeding out. I stared at the sky and saw seekers fire at everything. People were dying and I could only watch. Without a holder I couldn't do anything. So I closed my optics and waited for death.

I could hear the engines of a seeker. It's time I pass. Tap left me here to die I was sure of that. So here was my time to go.

But it didn't arrive. I was in the seeker's arms "transform" he ordered. I looked up at him. And instantly my spark pulsed. I never saw such beauty before. He was an angel, no, he was a god.

My god.

I did as he told me and he used me to kill people. My bullets killed the innocent but I didn't care. He held me in a way Tap never did. That's all that mattered to me. "You belong to me now" he whispered as he flew off bringing me with him. "Yes master" I smiled internally.

"Master?" He chuckled "you will not call me master" that chuckle of his was amazing. "Shall I call you lord?" I asked

"No" he smiled softly, he set me on his back and I transformed "you can call me Cord"