Talking with/to someone other than myself in generell is pretty hard.

Drew this. I know, you didn't expect that, right?

First two hours tomorrow are free, so heck, I'm gonna skip. I ain't going to school to jsut sit around and do nothing without a teacher.

For info, a free lesson actually still requires us to be at school, just no teacher ever checks that because, why the fuck would they? so it's common practice to just skip such lessons instead of gathering in a classroom and sit around doing nothing.

Bavaria is weird...

I had the most emotional talk ever yesterday, got a bit of life advice and then cried for at least half an hour. What a day. This 5 hour talk really was too much for me the more I talked.
Not that I'm not glad I had it, it really helped me see things differently.

Also was kinda the reason why I wasn't online yesterday?

So yah, one of the things I was told I should try is clearing the table with my best friends. I don't want them to hate me but I was told that real friendship would survive that? so... guess this has to be done.
I was also told that as long as it's on my mind and bothers me, it's a problem. So I'm going to fix the problems I have now. But not in personal, because I'd probably die right there and then. I'll just text instead. I'm a coward. Baby steps, people, baby steps.

So yeah.

Bye humans.

Aleppo Loide

https://youtu.be/hBQvjtXR4qA

Newt's been singing this song a lot lately... I'm kinda worried, but she won't tell me anything... then again, she sings it so happily, and she really likes sad songs...