Ok tbh this week even though it just started has been really hard my depression has been getting to me ive been trying to ignore it and I've been contemplating texting my ex Bc he was the only one I used to talk to about it but tbh I don't even think he would care I just idk what to do. I have no right to even post this anywhere but I am idk what to do anymore everything is just so messed up rn idk whether to cry to punch something