After waking up from what Talia injected me with I had realized the buzzing of my brain had stopped. But after realizing it not five minutes later some assassins rushed in holding me down one of them with the green liquid Talia put in me when the buzzing started. When they left I realized the buzzing never started. I don't know what happened but I was free I waited an hour then an hour turned to two then three. Talia walked in maybe to check in on me. I thought maybe I should play sleep but she'd know and if she found out I might be dead. She might make something to make it stronger. So I thought fast. She sat next to me and said the words that started the buzzing in the first place. I learned a lot of things even while under I could hear. I dilated my eyes, tensed up and straighten up.

"What do you feel?" quick, think what would be something she'd want me to say.

"Nothing." She smiled I assume that's what she wants.

For weeks I faked it, she never seemed to notice.  One day they slipped up this, is where I found my out of this hell hole.

"Im surprised she's lasted this long the serum was supposed to last maybe a day or two. Its probley because she's weak and overwhelmed when she woke up. She's not fighting anymore.

I could've made myself drop right there but it would've been too obvious. I stood there and listened to everything they said. Took in all I could learned it  keeping up my act.

The next morning they were training me to use my powers I thought this would be a good chance in front of Talia to 'pass out '. My head bounced in seconds when it hit the floor I was out I learned when I was with bruce if ever in the situation having to passout infront of an enemy. He's very detailed when teaching I have to remember to thank him for it.

After waking up Talia was right next to me.

"what happened?" She looked up at me I can see the green vile in her hand she's going to try an control me again.

"What do you remember." I looked at her I can say I remember a lot or make her think the brain washing is doing its job.

" I remember feeling dissy and everything going black, my mind feels fuzzy ." I touched my head, I must've hit it pretty hard.

"Oh dear that was a week ago."She put down the syringe and sat next to me. She's grown very affectionate to me god knows why, but she began touching my hair.

"It will be okay it happens. May I ask you a question?" she asked. I nodded my head for her to continue.

"I was talking to my associate. We fear what we did to you might caused you some brain damage. If you're corporative with us we can go a day or two in the week without giving it to you but only if you don't fight back when we give it to you. You may also learn how to use your powers while In this conscious state. We are also taking you back to Gotham by the end of the month so you must be prepared for that." I was surprised to hear about Gotham it was supposed to be two years of this hell.

"I thought I had two years."

"Plans changed you're a fast lerner so everything got bumped ahead of schedule." She seemed happy with the way things worked out.

"I can see Damian again right." She nodded.

"Yes child. You should rest we will train later." She got up to leave.

"May I actually take a walk I think I've slept for too long. May I maybe go maybe with a guard if I have to have one?"She nodded. telling the guard with her to walk with me they seemed to be about my age from hight maybe older.

We walked to my room putting on my coat and shoes to face the weather out side. I asked the guard with me to tell the people outside that I was going out while having some kind of couscousness while under I did remember you can't go out with out a guard and approval from Talia so that should keep the person busy while I write this note. Ill be going out of the campus near the residence. I thought maybe I can send out a note to Damian but ill have to be sneaky

My Dami

Ive missed you so much these 11 months have been hell. The only thing that gave me hope was when you broke into the library and trapped me. Not going to lie you scared me lots that day. I couldn't speak that day, your mother and Slade are working together I can hardly remember anything. That day though they did something to me. I don't know what it was but now there is something coursing through my veins and everything freezes around me. I have to be quick, its been a week since I've gotten my powers. You're mother is giving me more freedom. Im going on a walk. At the end of the month we are coming to Gotham I can't wait to see you. Tell Jason hi for me and I can't wait to see him soon. Ill ask your mother if its okay to write you once in a while.

I love you, you violent asshole

Hopefully he can see through the mess that's this letter that's brainwashed. If not I've attached another letter explaining everything the paper that they have here is so thick it wouldn't be noticeable. I took apart the paper then attached it back to the back.

"What are you writing child?" Talia walked into my room with my guard behind her. I jumped, my head must've hit too hard I didn't even sense her. I have to say something if she snatches it they paper might come apart.

"I was hoping maybe, If it's Okay with you that I can write a letter to Damian?" She looked at me then took the letter off the desk reading over it. 

"I think you deserve to at least tell him you're alive. You're loyal enough to not tell him I'm working with Slade or what we've done knowing how my son will react he would barge over here. I will allow you to write him once a week once he responds back." She watched over me after crossing out that we were going to Gotham  just changing it to "see you soon" she took it from me giving it to my guard.

"Send this to Gotham while walking with Savannah." We walked to the gates of the courtyard. After walking for thirty minutes sending the letter to Gotham. 

TIMESKIP

Damian and I have been writing we figured out a way to actually talk without his mother finding out what were saying Bruce found a way for us to actually talk also without coms being interfered with.

"You have mail." Talia walked in with a new guard.

"Who's this?" I asked.

"Your new guard your old one has betrayed us and had to be taken care of." I wonder what they did.  Well I know what they did, I heard his screams.

"Is it from him?"She nodded. Talia left the room leaving me and my guard alone. 

"You don't have to wear the mask I know It's you." Jason took off the mask hugging me.

"Ive gone so crazy looking for you. When Bruce told me they found you and wanted me to infiltrate the league to watch you. I had never packed my things faster."

"I know Jay Im just glad ill be home soon." I never. thought that id be sain to see him again. Since coming here I thought the next time I saw him my Brian would be mush. Things might be working out