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⊶bakugou's point of view⊷

Illustrated Quotes: Have students choose a meaningful quote from a text that they are reading. They should explain why the quote interests them and then write the quote on a blank sheet of paper and draw related images.

i looked at the assignment brief again, it was due next week and i need to finish this real quick. fuck quotes, i might as well make myself one.

this fucking assignment has a presentation, what the fuck. meaning that i need to present this fucking assignment with {Name}.

it was already 12:08 am, i put the papers away and took a sip of my water. it was a fucking coincidence, right? i have been paired up with {Name} to do this assignment! holy fuck, when shitty hair told her about this issue, my heart was going to explode in any minute.

i can't fucking sleep at all, i was thinking about {Name}, the way she confronts to monoma and fucking scolded him was freaking badass. this is the fucking first time that i saw her acting like this, i guess she was just plain angry.

was it because of me?

no, bakugou. don't think too much-

it's been four months, we didn't talk to each other for like fucking four months. i avoided her as usual and i didn't know why the fuck am I doing this.

talking about the issue yesterday, monoma was fucking right. i am the reason that all might lost his powers, even though i knew that i must let go but it was hard for me to accept the fact that; my fucking idol wasn't the symbol of peace anymore.

i need to fucking move on.

and i also need to stop avoiding {Name}, which was fucking hard for me because whenever i see her in class, my heart raced and my cheeks will turn pink. knowing the fact that she doesn't like me back was really...frustrating.

fuck, i hate myself for being so stupid. it's not the end of the fucking world, i am making everything worse, geez.

i sighed, grabbing the phone beside me because someone just fucking sends a message to me.

i tapped the notification, knowing it will be fucking kirishima or dunce face asking me about their homework or some shit-

"meet me at the library after school, we need to finish the assignment." - {Name}.

wait, what the fuck?!

i quickly put away my phone, chill the fuck down, please-

why am i so nervous about it?! i shouldn't be afraid of her? fuck, stupid scenarios inside my head, she won't fucking hug me or- fuck!

the moment that i slowly developed feelings for {Name}, i will always fantasize about her; which she will be holding my hands, hugging me or we are cuddling with each other, and...

my head was spinning and my face was warm, i quickly shook it off this feeling and grabbed the phone again while tapping it furiously,

"whatever." that's my reply.

i didn't want to think too much, i was so fucking sensitive nowadays which it makes my temper even worst, i fucking think too much and i hate it. shitty hair came to my room once, trying to straighten me up but it was hard for me especially many things happened in a short period of time. luckily, i fucking sort out my feelings out in these few days and i guess i am slowly moving on now.

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"yo, bakubro! where are you going after class? we are going to the arcade! you wanna tag along?"

"fuck no! pikachu!! i am going to finish the fuck up of my assignment!" i hissed at him.

"so you are going to be alone with your crush...are you happy?" shitty hair fucking grinned at me and i blushed, pushing him away and yelled at him.

"fuck you! shitty fucking hair for brains! do you want me to kill you?!"

the squad looked at me and burst out a loud guffaw, making me more embarrassed as i quickly packed my stuff and leave the classroom. they were still talking behind my back but i just ignored them, my friends were oddly stupid sometimes.

yeah, i considered them as my friends now.

i saw her standing outside the library while rubbing her hands anxiously. my hands were sweaty as i rubbed it on my pants, feeling nervous when i saw her smiling at me. even though i can see that she was forcing herself to be nice.

we scanned our ID cards and find a place to sit down, placing our folders and textbooks on the table. she then took out a piece of paper and said, "actually, i didn't read the assignment brief yesterday. i was too lazy to read...hehehehe..." she scratched the back of her neck and grinned nervously.

fucking cute.

"tch. stupid."

"oi, bakugou. explain it to me, i am lazy." she looked me in the eyes and i looked away, trying to avoid eye contact with her. she frowned when she saw me acting like this again, she took the question paper and read it by herself.

"you know, bakugou. i just don't understand you. i am trying my fucking best already, i don't know how long i can withstand your temper and attitude now." she sighed while crossing her arms over her chest, looking at me sadly.

fuck it, should i tell her how i feel now?

"if you don't fucking like it, then leave. i will fucking do my assignment alone." i said.

bakugou, what the fuck are you doing?! tell her your feelings now! tell her why are you avoiding her okay?! you fucking coward!

"look...i don't know what's in your mind...okay? can you just tell me what happened to you? ever since that day, you keep avoiding me and i was so done with you, man...like seriously, do you know how much it hurts me when you act like this?" she grabbed my wrist tightly, taking a deep breath and looked at me again, pleading me for giving her an answer.

you are scared that she will reject you, right?

"i-i...forget it. we can do our assignment tomorrow."

bakugou, you are a fucking coward.

i packed my things and stood up, she looked at me in disbelief.

"i am so fucking done with you, katsuki bakugou."

"the fuck do you mean?!-"

she took my hand and dragged me to the reading corner, which nobody was there and it fucking makes the whole situation more intense.

"what the fuck do you want?! you wanna fight now?!" i yelled in embarrassment and she quickly smacked my head, covering my mouth while turned around to see if there were any librarians passing by this area.

"shush! stupid asshole." she spat.

"i-"

"look, don't say a word until i finished saying everything."

my heart was pounding fast, what's going on?! fuck, my face was getting red which it's no fucking good. she grabbed me by the collar and yanked me towards her, and-

she fucking kissed me.

fuck, {Name} was fucking kissing the hell out of me.

fuck it.

i grabbed her waist and pulled her closer, she was shocked when i kissed back. i slowly deepened the kiss by nibbling at her lower lip, asking for entrance but she quickly pulled away. we looked at each other with our faces still blushing madly, i can't believe that {Name}, my fucking crush kissed me.

"look-look..." she panted softly and continued, "bakugou, i am sorry that i hurt your feelings. i didn't know that you have feelings for me until that day when you have been kidnapped, i realized that those little actions that you did were so obvious that...you like me. i am sorry for being so dense, which i kinda figured it out my feelings for you, too."

i was surprised, my hands were trembling which i was just standing there; mouth opened slightly while listening to her. it was not a fucking dream, right? she fucking likes me back, it was not a fucking one-sided love. i have been assuming things, assuming that she doesn't like me back and shit.

"i like you." she blushed and kissed my cheeks. i bite my lip hard, hoping that it was not a fucking dream.

"well...it's okay that you don't like me anymore, i-"

"who the hell says that i don't like you anymore?! i have been waiting this fucking moment in my entire life." i blushed while hugged her tightly, she giggled while rubbing circles on my back.

"tch...idiot." i smiled and hugged her even tighter. i can't fucking describe my feelings now, i was so fucking happy and yet fucking embarrassed that i just admitted the fact that i really liked her.

i like her so much.

"why didn't you tell me...that you like me? and why are you avoiding me?" she asked.

"because i was fucking scared that you will reject me, you know... i was assuming things as i keep thinking that you don't like me, so...i ended up avoiding you. and also, you could have asked me...argh! fuck it!!!" i nuzzled her neck, take in the smell of her scent; she smells like...green tea? what the fuck-

"..."

"so we are...that kind of relationship, right?" i asked her, ears getting red and i could feel the heat growing in my cheeks.

she laughed while ruffled my hair, "yes, my boyfriend."

i couldn't help but smile like an idiot,

"bakugou, are you smiling?!"

"shut the fuck up, dumbass."

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6:05 PM

"bakugou, i am lazy." she was holding my hand while walking towards my dorm, we ended up not doing the assignment but hanging out in a cafe; which it was pretty much exhausted because we're out the whole day.

i still felt like it was a dream, {Name} was laughing and smiling at me, while holding my fucking hands.

i took out the keys and opened the door, she immediately kicked off her shoes and flopped down upon the bed. my room was clean and tidy because i fucking hate gems, which i got this fixation with cleanliness. {Name}'s eye blinked twice and yawned softly, i sat on the bed beside her and ruffled her hair.

she looked at me and grinned, {Name} pulled me down and i was now laying beside her, she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tightly; i blushed when i felt her body was pressing against me but still, i hugged her back.

it was fucking warm.

"tch, are you hungry?" i looked at her and caressed her cheek, she just giggled like a fucking idiot, but it's not like i hate it-

"yes...but you are so warm." she quickly planted a kiss on my forehead, i could felt my body was getting hot because those dreams that i had imagined about her has finally come true. i was so fucking embarrassed when i think about that stuff, i can't control myself because,

she was fucking cute.

"...fuck, i...can i kiss you?" i muttered.

she looked at me in shock, but still, she nodded and closed her eyes.

okay, i fucking got this.

i slowly leaned towards her face, i was breathing unevenly because i was so fucking nervous. she shut her eyes tightly as both us were trembling, even though we kissed like a couple of times but heck- i was still damn shy around her. i brushed her lips gently, remembering that day when she was drunk and i took the advantage to kiss her.

it was fucking official.

fuck, fuck...

and i ended up giving a peck on her cheeks.

she opened her eyes and couldn't stop laughing at me. i didn't know why she found this funny, her breath came in quick gasps between her unstoppable giggles. i was blushing madly which i nuzzled her neck, in hope that she would stop laughing at me.

but she didn't, damn it.

"oh, come on! bakugou! where is your kiss?"

"shu-shut up!!! i will kiss you later but not now!" i yelled at her.

"oh- okay... don't you yelled in my ears! she pushed me away and i quickly wrapped my arms around her, "don't fuck-fucking move, i like this."

fuck, i hate it when i was being soft...

"aw...bakugou! i know you have a soft side-"

"just shut the fuck up, idiot!"

...

"hey, what is in your mind lately?" she asked.

why would she fucking ask me that? i didn't-

"you seem to be in a very bad mood in these few months... is it because of all might? don't tell me you are guilty because of him?"

i gulped, should i tell her? i wanted to get over this stupid feeling fast, i know it was not my fucking fault that all might lost his powers but,

if i wasn't being kidnapped by the villains, they maybe things will be a little bit more...better?

i sighed, i didn't know how to explain my own feelings because it was hard for me to fucking express my own emotions. she rubbed circles on my back, trying to make me comfortable;

"it's okay if you didn't want to talk about it, then-"

"{Name}, don't you think that i am a failure? those bad guys see the potential of me in becoming a villain. i am thinking about this everyday which was driving me crazy. if i was strong then all might and everyone wouldn't come up a fucking plan to save my ass, and now all might lost his powers. the fucking blame was on me, i know it's pathetic, but i just can't get over this feeling...you know...i just can't...i am letting go now but it was so frustrating to see my idol wasn't the symbol of peace anymore. fuck.." i cracked up and i quickly used my free hand to wipe off my tears but {Name} grabbed my wrist and said,

"it's okay to cry, bakugou. please don't hide your feelings anymore." she hugged me even tighter than before and i- fuck. i was crying right now, i hate myself for being like that. i wasn't strong enough, crying makes myself so vulnerable.

"bakugou, if you think that crying makes yourself weak then you are totally wrong. listen to me." she looked at me in the eyes and said,

"it's not your fault, okay? all might lost his powers because the villain is hard to handle. besides that, you are determined and kind; bakugou. i am seeing you as a hero, everyone in our class thinks that you are strong and not weak. being kidnapped by the villains doesn't mean that you are weak, bakugou. there are things that were unpredictable, you wouldn't know what's next, and stopped blaming yourself. you need to move on and make yourself better, me and you; we can become the greatest heroes in japan."

i nuzzled in her neck, tears streaming down my face as i just nodded in response. i am fucking craving for {Name}'s comfort, i felt my heart was getting lighter. she knew everything about me and i didn't care at this point because she was my fucking girlfriend.

i looked up slightly and saw her smiling, then she flicked my forehead using her index finger.

"ouch, what the fuck?! you wanna...hmph?!"

she kissed me, fuck her lips were soft-

she pulled back and i couldn't stop admiring her face...

"crying is just a way to let things out, so it's nothing bad about it." she wiped off my tears and kissed the tip of my nose. i blushed, wanting to get out of the bed and she yanked me back.

"bakugou! just where the hell are you going?!"

"i-i...fuck you, {Name}!! i fucking love you!"

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A/N: WELL FINALLY THEY ARE TGT LMAOOOOO