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"that's it!! i have tried my best already you know?! and this little fucker still wants to play with me huh?? i was fucking exhausted already, stupid asshole. it's been months already! what the hell!" i slumped into her bed, not giving a fuck anymore. i even switched off the phone so that nobody was going to text me or whatever they wanted to do, i was so pissed off already.
"oi, {Name}...don't be so angry! i think bakugou just want to figure things out..." uraraka took down her spectacles and sat on her bed, trying to comfort me.
i was on my period, i was fucking angry in everything.
"yeah! i think that bakugou was trying so hard to avoid you, even though i always caught him looking at you..." mina squealed and smirked at me.
it's been four months since that day, that terrifying incident.
i took the first move to talk to bakugou, i even had made food for him but still, he didn't want to talk to me. fine, i texted him and even tagged him in stupid posts but he wouldn't react or even comment, so what now? did he just play with my feelings? he freaking kissed me first...
and yeah, for me it's not like going through four mouths, but going through hell; because in these few months, i forced myself to study but ended up stalking his instagram and facebook. and also, we also had taken our provisional licensing exam; it was a good thing that everyone managed to pass the exam.
that day, i texted him again but he chose to ignore my message. i don't get it, why did he keep pushing himself so hard? does he even like me? or he just feels like kissing me on that day? i am confused right now.
i stopped taking the initiative to talk to bakugou, it was really tiring and i don't deserve this, right?
"i don't care that he was looking at me or not..." i mumbled while buried my face on the pillow, trying to deny the fact that i like this stupid guy, which i freaking don't understand why he was avoiding me?!
"look, i know it's tough. why don't you find him and sort things out? you can see his reaction afterwards, right?" uraraka said.
"if he really wants to talk to me, then i think we will be in good terms now, he doesn't even want to talk to me."
suddenly, i thought about mina's boyfriend.
"mina! i know it's kinda personal but did kirishima tell you about bakugou? i have pestered him a few times but he still doesn't want to tell me the truth. and what's worse? kirishima talks less with me now, what the hell." i stared at the ceiling blankly, i didn't know what to do anymore.
"erm...actually, i did ask him some questions about bakugou, but he kept saying that it's unmanly to betray his best friend...something like that..." mina fidgets nervously, knowing that i was unhappy about the answer.
"oh come on, it's fucking bullshit-"
"yeah, yeah! {Name}, you need to chill first ya know? i know it's hard but you really need to try harder to let him open his feelings to you, bakugou isn't the type who will purposely come to you and said "i fucking love you", he eventually will just go away and yeah, you know his personality...but i will ask kirishima to advise bakugou, it's been months and i know you suffered a lot."
"wow, was he dumb right now? can't he speak to me like a fucking normal person? stupid idiot, aiming for the number one hero but doesn't know how to do shit, especially when it comes to this kind of thing, i am so done with him honestly."
mina sighed, standing up to stretch her body. we're talking about this a few hours since it was a sunday.
meaning that tomorrow it's monday.
i wanted to cry so badly, my stupid emotions kept playing around with me and i felt like banging my head on the wall. i have period cramps and now everything was just worst, i just get frustrated and accidentally used hand waves, which causes a big explosion in my room.
frustration triggered my inner powers, which is telekinesis.
"fuck...my microwave..." i muttered.
"do you want hot chocolate? i can make it for you."
"yeah, that will be nice. thanks, uraraka."
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i sat on the class while midnight sensei kept talking about her achievements during her school days, mainly about how she seduces those bullies and kicked their ass; mineta was very happy to listen to her and everyone knows why. i was angry now, which my cramps were driving me crazy, it was just the third day of my period. great, i need to wait for at least a few days more-
midnight sensei gave us some homework and asked us to pass up next week, the bell rang as she stood up and put her pink folder at her bag.
"don't forget to pass up your homework, kiddos!" she winked at us and went out of the classroom.
gosh, i felt like killing people now-
"hey, did you see that?! her curves and her sweet voice, makes me want to fap now you know?" mineta was talking to kaminari and he just shrugged it off, kaminari was keeping a distance with mineta now, as jiro doesn't like kaminari hanging around him that often.
who the hell likes to talk to him? everything he said was freaking disgusting.
"why though? kaminari...please talk to me!! i am dying...my pants are getting tighter-"
oh lord, i prayed myself for not accidentally used that power again.
i slammed on the table and shouted at him,
"if you wanna fuck her so badly then just do it! fucking annoying stupid bastard, do you want yourself die in my hands?!" i cracked my knuckles and stomped towards him, being impulsive was not my thing, it was just that; my emotions were all bottled up and i felt like bursting out everything.
uraraka yanked me back, luckily she did.
if not, mineta will be shattered into pieces.
and now mineta was crying, what the fuck?! he freaking deserved this-
"{Name}...{Name}...let's go to the cafeteria and have lunch, okay?"
"i am going to kill him, you know?!" i mumbled while uraraka just patted my shoulder while talking to me with her usual grin.
i sighed, i think i went a little bit overboard, but mineta was really annoying and he should know that talking about those stuff in class was inappropriate. i mean he could talk about these things, you know? it's just that, it was so annoying when he said that he was all pent up and shit.
uraraka asked me to sit at the corner left table, which she will be buying me a sandwich and hot lemon tea. period cramps in these few days were definitely not good, our teachers informed us that we will be doing assignments. i gripped my skirt lightly, feeling a twinge of uneasiness.
kirishima and the gang, including bakugou sat beside the table; which i could saw bakugou scolding at kirishima again and as usual, ordered his favourite spicy curry chicken with a soda. i sighed, knowing that bakugou was still avoiding me.
i didn't even realize that i was looking at him until his gaze met mine for a split second; face flushed and he quickly turned away. until now, i still don't understand why he was acting like this, so cold and ruthless; sometimes i just wondered, could it be he was just playing around with me? those little things we have been through and those words that he usually spoke to me was not a fucking coincidence.
momo, todoroki, mina, and midoriya came to me and sit at their respective places, i felt comfortable at least. they're good friends after all.
"hey, {Name}. period cramps, huh?" mina took a bite of her burger and hummed in satisfaction. bread crumbs were all over the table and mina didn't care about that.
"yeah," i replied.
uraraka then passed the food to me and i mumbled a small "thanks" to her before she sat beside me, eating her favourite Mochi. midoriya, todoroki, and momo were talking about theories and quirks, which i had been dozing while holding at my sandwich.
"hahaha!!! stupid bakugou, pathetic!" i quickly opened my eyes and saw monoma walked past our table and went towards bakugou.
bakugou was furious when he saw monoma was walking towards him, while his eyebrows twitched and laughed like a maniac. we didn't know what he wants but he was enjoying giving bad comments about class 1-A, especially bakugou. i was getting annoyed at the moment, which i still hated the fact that i still cared for this stupid asshole and also fuck monoma, crazy ass shit that only caused a lot of problems after the sports day festival.
i stood up, but i didn't make the first move.
i wanted to observe first.
"my my...bakugou...number one champion in our batch! ya doing fine? do you cry when those villains kidnapped you?! wow? number one hero? may i know how you feel right now?"
bakugou rolled his eyes and restrained his anger, "what the fuck do you want?!"
"awww, come on-"
"i said, what the fuck do you want?!" his hands started to make explosions and grabbing monoma's collar, trying to punch the shit out of him. bakugou was a little bit patient today, he would blast those people off when they were talking bad about him, but today was...different.
the crowd was getting bigger and bigger, causing Monoma to be super excited; which he wants other people to see with their own eyes that bakugou was a violent, arrogant little brat that doesn't deserve to be a hero.
"oi ,oi...bakugou, stop it. and you, monoma! geez, what do you want from us, honestly?" kirishima pulled away bakugou and looked at monoma sternly.
"well, i just wanted to have some fun."
"what the fuck-"
monoma then laughed, "well, well..." his voice was louder than usual,
shit, what was he planning to do?!
"bakugou, do you know that? you are arrogant and violent, which makes everyone fear you. it's true that you are powerful, have supportive friends and also born with natural talents. you are a genius, ya know? but...why didn't you save for yourself that day? all might lost his powers because of you, right?" he smirked.
"to think that bakugou was so fucking strong and determined but ended up causing so many problems in our school. bakugou, how do you feel?"
bakugou was standing there as if he was dumb or he doesn't want to fight back, it was rare to see him acting like this. he would normally fire back to the person but now, guilt was forming on his face which caused him to bite his lip.
wait...bakugou, don't tell me that you were feeling guilty because of that freaking incident months ago?!
he sighed and patted kirishima's shoulder, it's like asking him that they should go away now before they start a fight.
he was quiet, like really quiet.
kaminari and sero stood up and scolded him in many ways, but it doesn't affect monoma; he was crazy, he wanted bakugou to feel miserable which it was insane.
"oi...don't you think that it's a little bit too harsh already?" todoroki said as the other just nodded in agreement.
"kacchan...i am gonna use my detroit smash...just watch me-"
"no, midoriya. let me fucking kill him, please." they were shocked for what i had said just now, if i said i wanted to kill the person, it was no fucking joke.
"ah shit. here we go again, i am not going to pull her away." uraraka sighed and rubbed her forehead.
i was very pissed off right now. monoma was getting on my nerves, was it fun to ridicule somebody in front of the public?! yes, bakugou was a dickhead, but it's none of his fucking business, i was disgusted when i saw his fucking face.
well, i was going to destroy his face, too bad.
i teleported behind him and tapped his shoulder, he turned around and saw me smiling at him,
"yo, monoma, you wanna go?"
{Name}, think properly first and fucking please, calm your nerves down, if not, your power will cause chaos in the cafeteria...
well, i didn't want to cause a scene either.
"it's fun, huh? making fun of someone, right?" i was smiling right now while cracking my knuckles, monoma flinched slightly but still laughed a little, refused to admit being inferior.
"wow, you are actually...pretty."
"tch, fucking thanks, asshole."
"is bakugou your boyfriend? why are you so concerned about him?" i frowned, the name "bakugou" was making me nervous, whenever my friends talked about him; my heart will skip a beat. it was no doubt that i still cared for him, fuck it. monoma was trying to make me feel uneasy, he knew that something was going on between the both of us.
bakugou was looking at me, his body moved slightly but was pulled back by kirishima, which he shook his head; hinting bakugou not to interfere with the situation now.
i smiled sardonically while pushing monoma backwards,
"one, it's not your fucking business to judge both of us, got that? two, stop laughing like a psycho because my ears will go deaf by listening to your disgusting voice; fucking three, if you said something about him or my friends again, you gonna fucking die right here, right now, and i fucking mean it." i took my hands out of my pocket and accidentally waved my hand.
holy fuck.
anger, frustration triggered my power.
tables, chairs were all piled up together and causes them to combust with releasing a wave of my telekinetic energy, and erupted a big explosion at the cafeteria. students were screaming and shouting which they were so amazed at my power, they even took a picture to snap it and posted on their ig stories.
"holy shit! {Name}, is that your witch powers?!" kaminari shouted and jiro immediately covered his mouth.
bakugou and kirishima gasped in awe, they were shocked, surprised and even flabbergasted for what i had done just now. to be honest, the power was impactful.
i am causing a big problem now, geez.
"thank you for triggering me, monoma."
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the principal, aizawa sensei, sekijiro sensei and all might were inside the office. i could feel that the principal will be going to ask a lot of questions.
"from what i have heard from kirishima, is you, monoma who caused the problem first, right?" aizawa sensei questioned him.
"i-i-ugh...ye-yes..." monoma stuttered as sekijiro sensei just shook his head, feeling disappointed towards his own students.
"yes, it's your fucking fault to trigger me-"
"{Name}, watch your language." aizawa sensei looked at me sternly.
"look, aizawa. {Name} was just angry because she...she was angry! like who wouldn't be angry if they talk bad about their classmates, right?!" all Might...even though he was trying to cool down the atmosphere but he makes it worse, but i don't blame him.
"but, {Name}. your power was quite impactful, you know? half of the cafeteria was ruined and luckily nobody was injured...so, i guess..."
oh no, i am doomed.
"since it was your first time causing an issue, i guess i should give you a chance...and monoma, you are going through detention for three days. no objection!"
his eyes widened and looked at the principal in disbelief, "why was i the only who have detention but {Name}-" and he was cut off by sekijiro sensei, he pressed his head firmly and bowed to the principal,
"thank you, nezu. thank you for not kicking him out from the school."
"ah...you're welcome."
all might came to me and patted my head, "{Name}, my girl! are you feeling okay? do you need some medicine? do you need to see the recovery girl? she knows how to treat your period-"
"all might, i mean sensei...it's...no big deal..."
the meeting was over, aizawa sensei asked me to go back to class to present mic's english class. i glanced at my watch, it was already 3:45 pm. it indicates that we still have 10 minutes before the teacher released us. i felt like going back to my dorm but i just went to his class anyway.
when i opened the door, everyone ran towards me and bombarded with lots of questions.
"are you okay?" - jiro
"woah!!! your powers were amazing!!!" - sero
"dude, like seriously, your quirk and your witch powers are slaying! it's like i am watching the avengers!!!" - kaminari
i smiled nervously while scratching the back of my neck, i was too tired of answering any questions.
"oi, oi!!! go back to your seat everyone!" present mic shouted but nobody gives a damn about him.
"{Name}." i turned around and saw uraraka, kirishima and, mina standing behind me.
"yo, whassup?" i said.
"no-nothing, uhm...here! this is your assignment brief, i have already helped you to take it." uraraka grinned while giving me a thumbs up."
"aww... you the best." i pushed her shoulder slightly and she giggled nervously.
kirishima and mina were looking at each other, they took a deep breath and said," {Name}, don't freak out, okay?"
"what? spill the beans, i won't."
"look...present mic wants us to work into pairs, he put the box on the desk and asked us to draw lots, which the box inside were our names, i know you kinda figure it out now...right?" kirishima grinned nervously.
"yeah, then...?"
"and of course, we helped you to draw and..."
"and? oh come on! just said it out already."
"you have been paired up with bakugou, {Name}". mina said.
"..."
"what the fuck, i can't fucking believe this, it wouldn't be that bad to do this assignment alone, right?"
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