012. ‒ bakugou's true feelings 本心
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⊶your point of view⊷
"i think it's here."
iida pointed the hotel beside him while holding his map, i sighed in relief. everyone was drenched in sweat, it was a hot day after all.
if it wasn't iida, we're already here in our rooms, showering and taking our own sweet time to relax before going out to the town again.
it was supposed to be a 10 minutes walk to the hotel, but iida insisted that the other way should be faster than the previous route. we followed blindly as he was determined that we would reach the destination in no time.
but it totally went wrong, which we took 30 minutes to reach the hotel.
"i am so sorry guys!" iida bowed down and apologized to us, he feels bad for himself for not being cautious enough which he ended up leading us to the wrong way.
"it's...okay...iida...we finally arrived and it's a good thing." midoriya patted his shoulder.
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"our room is 235...ah! it's here!" uraraka knocked the door twice before she took the keys out and unlocked it, we placed our suitcase on the floor and collapsed into bed. i took out my phone and checked the time.
it was already 4 pm.
our neighbors were momo and jiro, which they will be sleeping in the same room, while the boys were sharing two different rooms, located on the third floor.
"so uraraka, why did you knock the door twice just now?" i asked her.
"oh, it's nothing. my parents told me to knock twice before we went into the hotel room, it was just a habit." uraraka replied. she walked towards the toilet and washed her face, mina was still laying on her bed while taking pictures of herself and sent it to kirishima.
wait- kirishima?!
"mina." i sat on her bed and snatched her phone away.
and, she stared at me in disbelief.
her cheeks turned red and she quickly snatched her phone back and pouted on me. i was curious after all, i knew that she likes kirishima but did he even liked her back? i smirked at her, and asked,
"so, mina...kirishima likes you too?!
she covered her face and laughed, i pulled her over and teased her, still waiting for a proper answer.
"well...i don't know...kiri does have a thing for me, but I am not sure...he is kinda protective, you know. he always asked me to text him when i reached home, it's annoying but i still text him anyway, we called each other every day and...i don't know anymore. even me myself was confused!!!!" she scratched her head and used a pillow to cover her face, uraraka crept closer to mina and tickled her feet, she screamed and accidentally kicked uraraka's face.
both of them are just hilarious, i thought.
i unhooked the shutters and went out on the balcony. it was quite a view, our hotel room faces the beach of shirahama. from my window i can see many others doing their business, people playing surfboards, couples walking together...and oh, children building sand castles with their parents.
hatsumi...
shit. she told me to text her once i had reached the hotel.
{Name}: hey, sorry erm... i forgot to text you haha, i reached the hotel already hehehehe
Grandma: oh. i thought you are already dead :)
{Name}: oh man, don't be mad at me, hatsumi :(( i said i'm sorry! TT
Grandma: go away :) bye
{Name}: i love you <3
Last seen: 4:23 pm
well, at least I texted her.
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"iida, can you please give me the map and let me lead the way for once?"
iida sighed and hesitantly gave the map to todoroki, we were strolling down the road in the city, not knowing where to go but we just followed anyway. we didn't have a choice, aren't we? as for me, i didn't even bother to plan or take the initiative to help out, i was too lazy. i am glad that my friends were still there for me, much appreciated.
the cityscape was fascinating as it seems, every building was made in a different structure and design. some say this city has the ugliest cityscape, architecture wise, of all cities in the world.
it wasn't that bad either, the buildings have their unique features, thinking another way around, it was actually special. people said "don't judge a book by its cover" and now they claimed that this cityscape was ugly, but did they knew what's the concept of these buildings? what's the point of knowing the meaning behind this idiom but doesn't know how to use it, or overused it? that's too cliche.
i love the crowds. i love the people walked while chatting as they go. some of them were lost in thoughts as they hung their heads low, trying to figure out a solution to solve their problems. everyone has their own perspective to view a certain place or an issue, some of them notice the sun, others the cloudy remains the yesterday's rainstorm. it was life after all.
we stopped by a restaurant and went inside to eat our dinner. i am super hungry as i had starved myself for almost 3 hours, i didn't eat my lunch before i went to the train station. to be frank, i am so done with myself for being so stupid.
"mochi...mochi..." uraraka was writing down the code number of her favorite dessert on a piece of paper, she then flipped through another page of the menu. the word "bento" was large enough to be seen, as it was placed on the right corner of the page.
"what do you want to eat, {Name}?" uraraka nudged my shoulder.
"AC495." i leaned my face on her shoulder and sighed, "uraraka, i think i am dying, i am so fucking hungry that i think i am going to die."
⊶bakugou's point of view⊷
i sat opposite to {Name}.
she was fucking hungry, why didn't she ate her lunch before she went to the train station?! she was a fucking dumbass.
by the way, i really hated the fact that i actually came for the trip just because of {Name}, what the fuck? plus it would be better if deku wasn't coming for the trip. how annoying.
i sighed, looking at my outfit once again. why did i dressed up for {Name}? this was all kirishima's idea and why the hell did i follow his advice? he was only presuming that i liked {Name}, i don't even know myself. i didn't even talk to Kirishima about her, was i too obvious? this was so fucking annoying, why would i care?
"tch." i drank a glass of water before glanced at {Name}, she was laughing and slapping kaminari's back, causing him to flinch slightly; everyone was joining the conversation except me, just sitting there and watched them silently. why is this feeling? why am i being jealous when she was talking to them, especially with guys?
she pulled her hair behind her ear and drank a sip of water before she continued the conversation with them, i was amazed that she had a helix piercing on her left ear, just..what the hell...she was beautiful... my face started to heat up and i looked away from her, taking out my phone from my pocket to distract my thoughts.
{Name}'s food came first and she quickly took a bite of her meal, she hummed in satisfaction and continued took another bite of her chicken. it was cute. wait what??
"bakugou, do you want to try some of these?" she took a piece of chicken and placed it on my plate, i froze. i didn't know how to react at this moment, was I too obvious at staring at her? and yes it is... shit. "i-i don't want to eat, you stupid bitch! aren't you hungry?!" i glared at her and she smiled.
"what's so funny?"
"bakugou, i don't know whether you are staring at me or my food, are you hungry?" she covered her mouth, trying not to laugh. i clenched my fist and slammed on the table, trying to hide the fact that i was peeking on her. "fine!!! i am hungry!!!" i grabbed the fork beside me and ate the chicken,
"satisfied?!"
"yeah, yeah... bakugou, if you are hungry, i can share some of my food with you, i mean if you don't mind..." she giggled nervously.
"i-"
"of course he would like to share it with you, because he-"
"shut up and just fucking confess to alien girl already!! you shitty weird hair!"
...
And Kirishima and Mina ended up together.
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7:03 PM
after finished our dinner, we headed towards the beach.
i walked alone and sat on a rock, i didn't want to walk with them, especially most of them were a couple. thoughts running through my head and all i did was pushed them away, i hate it when i was sensitive, it makes me vulnerable. i was thinking...of how {Name} think about me.
it was sunset.
the sun was sinking fast now; the sky had turned to a clear, purple-tinged grey, but to the west, there was a ruby-red glow. i watched with an unwavering gaze, the sky...never before had i realized how tenuous and thin the tranquil clouds are. i closed my eyes, feeling the cool caressed my face.
"bakugou?"
i opened my eyes and saw {Name} standing in front of me, she was picking up seashells.
"what the hell are you picking up seashells?" i asked.
"oh...it was just a habit. you see, those seashells are glossy and smooth and i find it....aesthetic. i like to put seashells on my bathroom, so it's like i am in the ocean." she rubbed her neck awkwardly, her ears turned red and i saw that pink in her cheeks.
"well, i think i will just go another side... see ya!" she turned away quickly and i called out her name.
"oi, {Name}."
there was a moment of silence,
shit, my voice...was soft.
"i was just wondering...you...you really think i am a shitty person? like what you had said during the sports festival...i-i...arghh shit forget it! fucking go away-"
"bakugou, you are shitty."
my chest tightened and i stared at her eyes, i am shitty?... what was this feeling? i felt like crap, i wasn't good enough for her, for everyone, right?
"what i mean was, you are shitty in expressing yourself." she huffed out a laugh. she sat beside me and patted on my shoulder, "to be frank. i think you are a dumbass, you always pushed yourself for being the number 1 hero, but sometimes you are quite..violent? when i saw you using your full power to fight against our classmates, i feel angry. after we had our sparring session, i feel something different. you wanted to be strong and protect others, and you also wanted your friends to protect themselves, that's why you are being mean to them. it was just an assumption....and you have a soft side, bakugou. there was the only time you didn't yell at me and i didn't know why but....it makes me feel like you are actually pretty nice? maybe? i don't know. but you are mean to midoriya, i hope you can be nice to him, even a little bit."
i was speechless.
i thought she hates me, but now? she actually did see something that others can't see, she knew what I was thinking. my heart was pounding fast, i felt the urge to...kiss her... she was smiling now, her lips...i wonder how soft her lips are... i can't resist... i-
"bakugou, are we friends yet?" she grinned at me while i just looked at her and smirked.
"tch, whatever you said, bitch."
...
I will keep this feeling aside first, we started off as friends and I don't want to rush anything, yet. I want to know your everything...and I will protect you.
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A/N: i am sorry guys ackkkk i am too lazy to update my stories :(( but here you go! my latest chapter uwu <3
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