I seriously miss Ruby. I really don't know anyone in New York, it's very frustrating. I seriously hope she hasn't forgotten about me yet. It's been 3 years since I left her and the only person I know is Lucy. I guess that doesn't count because I haven't seen her since the train ride here. I kinda wished Ruby was here right now, so I could see her beautiful self. She is very beautiful and her eyes are just perfect, I thought. Maybe I'll go visit Ruby soon but I doubt it. She's just too far away and I really don't have the time in my schedule to go visit. After all, I just missed her and I needed someone who I knew a lot about. "I wish you were here," I whispered to myself. Talking to myself helps me concentrate especially if I'm talking about Ruby. I love Ruby as a friend, I thought but that wasn't the case. Maybe I actually loved her more than that, I thought.