I really didn't want to leave Ruby but I had to. She's so sweet, fashionable, and just amazing, I thought as I headed to the train. What was I saying? She's a friend, not..no, I don't love her, do I? I thought. I just hoped I made some friends while in New York. I knew there was a small chance of me seeing Ruby again. I'll visit, I thought. But what if I can't? No matter what, I won't forget her. I knew that she won't forget me either. Ruby, I thought. "Hi, I'm Lucy. Can I join you?" asked Lucy. "Of course," I answered. I wasn't really comfortable for a stranger to join me but I had to be nice. It seemed like 2 days before we finally made it to New York. I knew that I would be staying here for a while. I decided to call Ruby right after I got off the train. "Emma, are you in New York yet?" Ruby asked. "Yeah, I think I'm going to enjoy it but I would rather be with you," I answered. Why did talking to her make me feel so nervous? I thought. "Aww, I miss you already," she answered. I felt myself blushing but why? I mean Ruby was a friend, it's not like I was in love with her. "I-I miss you too," I answered, shaking. "You alright?" she asked. I took a deep breath and answered as calmly as I could. "Yes," I answered. She was about to say something but I hung up on her. I felt bad about the whole thing, I really did but..