"Hiccup you helped them do this?" Astrid said looking around.

The island was pretty much on fire. A sickness took over me. It actually took over me for a long time now. I can't look at their faces. I know what they are. Fear and disappointment. Mainly disappointment. I'm disappointed in myself beyond words. This is all my fault. 

"Hiccup, this isn't you it can't be." Fishlegs says.

"Man, they've really done a bad job of decorating." Tuffnut remarks.

"It looks all black. There's no contrast of color." Ruffnut says.

"Yeah, I mean this place looks like a dump." Tuffnut says.

I slam my tail into the cages.

"Shut up." I hiss.

I turn. I see dragons flying down. Aw crud. My Dad and the A team, oh and Gobber.

What the heck are they here for? I can't do this anymore. I can't sink this low. I can't let my dad see me like this. Like a monster. What choice do I have though? I can't do anything about it. He has the dagger. But since when did I take orders? When did I choose to be a servant? I should control my own path. Not him. Not anyone. Not my dad. It has to be me. I should control my own destiny.

I should be my own master.