"Hiccup what happened to you? You serve Krogan?" Astrid asks me. 

I slither in front of them to the dudgeon. Their eyes sting as they look at me. I know what they're feeling. I've been feeling it for days. Krogan looks at me. I nod. I open the door to the dungeon. I push them in with my tail. Astrid looks at me. Her eyes were full of sadness and confusion. I feel it. I push her in with my tail. The dragons were separated and put into dragon proof cages.

"What did you do to him?" Astrid hisses at Krogan. 

"I did nothing. He did this to himself." Krogan says.

"You're lying!" She yells.

Krogan turns to me.

"I... did this to myself." I nod.

She looks at me.

"Get out." Krogan says to me.

I do a small bow. I slither out of the room as I look back at them. What have I done? What have I become? Why did I do this? I hate their eyes. I hate myself for turning myself into a monster. I betrayed them. I betrayed myself.